slider2Now my days and nights are filled with such
happiness being able to show the world how much I care for sherry. I just
couldn't wait to get home from work each day so that her and I could share
every moment we could together, chatting, professing our love for each
other, just enjoying the moments together, each as precious as the first.
We became slider2 and sherry from alamak, everyone knew of us, we wanted
to tell as many as we could of our neverending love!! And we loved to play,
create stories for everyone to read and enjoy, we would laugh at ourselves
and have such a great time in alamak.
sherryIt was so nice having found someone so sincere
and honest. Someone who looked just for me. Someone who was there for me
no matter what. Oh yes we had fun being operators together. I was catching
on quickly and showing slider2 a few things. *smiles* How I wish I would
of saved some of those times on the doorstep. Especially one very early
morning when he told me to wait for a minute. Well, we became "cyber married"
*smiles* It was something out of the blue and was beautiful. I only wish
that more of our cyber friends would of been there and I would of saved
it.
slider2But it didnt take long before we wanted
more than just words on a screen..we wanted to hear the words of love ,
yes the telephone. That first call was so exciting, nerve racking, and
daring as I was now talking to my sherry. And what a voice, very sexy,
that was my first thought, she was the most pleasant person I have ever
spoke with. And it came so easy, well we had been chatting on here for
weeks so we just picked up where this left off. Hours and hours we talked
that first night, about everything, until the early morning we talked,
hated to say bye to her that morning as I have now heard my sherrys' sweet
voice!! It was just the first of what was to be many many calls.
sherryI remember the very first call a little differently.
*smiles* I called him. I had a prepaid phone card for one hour. Well, that
hour went by fast. I felt like such a teenager, closed up in the bedroom
saying my first hi to someone who I loved so. ohhhhh and his voice? hmmm...soooo
sloothing it just made my heart melt more. I could hear his kids in the
background as he could hear mine. My heart was signing after that first
call. I now had a voice to put with his words of love that were typed across
here. And that first call turned into many!!
slider2It seemed we called every chance we
could get, sneaking a call whenever we had the chance. I remember one call,
from Benld, Illinios that was quite expensive, but believe me sherry is
worth every bit of that call and more!!
sherryhmmm...how much was that call? Well,
I really needed slider2 that night. So I called him and his phone was busy.
Well at the time I don't think he had two lines. (*laffs* now we have three!)
Sooooo... I had a girl friend on the net (Sherry_) so I called her and
asked if slider2 was on Alamak could she tell him I was trying to get a
hold of him and gave her the number. Well, he tried calling me but to no
avail at a pay phone. I think he tried 3 or 4 times finally I called him
collect and he accepted well, we should of known better for one hour turned
into four I think and how much was it? hmmm...$350? YIkes!!
slider2And weekends were the very best time to talk
to one another, first we would chat on alamak, play for awhile, then talk
all the night away. We saw many many sunrises together, and beautiful mornings
every one!! Well the days pass by and we grow closer than ever now and
now it is time for the big step.....should we or shouldn't we meet. There
is so much at stake, more for her than for me, but I would never want any
harm to come to sherry because of me so we talked about it and talked about
it till there was only one thing left to do.......pick the date when we
would meet. It was July 19 ...almost 4 weeks away. So many things need
to be done before sherry gets here, I want everything to be perfect for
our meeting and as I know I would miss somethings I did my very best. All
awhile we have been counting down the days on alamak, telling the world
again about our meeting, how many more days till we can look into each
others eyes and say what we have been wanting so long to hear. And along
with the excitement of meeting we both had feelings of dispair as we both
loved each other so deeply we didn't want a face to face meeting to ruin
it all...it was a price we had to take, we needed each other so much and
we just had to see this through...finally the long awaited day arrives!!!!
sherryWe longed to feel the hugs. I remember
touching the screen at one point and telling him to do the same and closing
my eyes trying to feel the warmth and love. It was a hard decission. Very
hard. I wanted him to come see me but see I was married. I know.....but
my love for slider2 just happened I wasn't looking. I have two wonderful
kids how do I tell them? I didn't know. Love is strange. I had my love
for my kids on one side of my heart and on the other of a man I desired
and wanted so. He told me he would welcome the kids with open arms and
we would get by somehow. He was concerned about my children also just as
I was about his. He had been alone for 11 years and his kids are the same
age and sex as mine so I knew with teenagers they would be set in their
ways and here would be a woman coming into their dads life. But, I wanted
to meet him so bad. The drive and need was so strong. I was going to fly
by myself. It was only my second time of flying. Was I scared? Nervous?
hmmm...of flying YES!! Of wondering if I would be "stood up" in a far away
state? YES! of meeting slider2? yes and no. I knew I loved him. I knew
his heart was true. I trusted him so. Just thoughts of what if I fell in
love with him at first sight and he wouldn't me? or visa versa. What would
I do at 1 am in the morning? We would meet on the computer for a bit but
then he would tell me he had to go that he had soooo much to do. Buy a
shower curtain, clean the refrigerator, mop the floor, clean his drawers...clean
the car..and the list went on and on. I remember him telling me he didn't
know it could get so dirty on top of a refrigerator. *laffs* Did he think
I was coming with a white glove on? *smiles* I told him I was coming to
meet him. Not his house!
