LilacDreams4

"Sorry for screwing up your dinner plans," Die apologized, making a move to stand up and bring his plate to the sink.
    "Just sit down, don't worry about the dishes," Kaoru stopped him. "And it's fine about dinner! It turned out all right. In fact, it's the best dinner I've ever had." He smiled and walked around the table to Die, wrapping his arms around his neck from behind. "Do you feel better now?"
    Die nodded. "Thanks, I do. It was just really emotional for me."
    "I'm sorry," Kaoru whispered into Die's ear, gently running his lips over it.
    "Mmm, daijoubu da ne."Die stood up from his chair and wrapped an arm around Kaoru's waist, using the other hand to brush hair from his face. "You're so pretty, Kao-chan."
    Kaoru blushed, something Die found incredibly cute. "No I'm not," he protested, burying his face into Die's shoulder.
    "I think so. I think you're the prettiest man alive." He gently brought the purple-haired man's face up from his shoulder so that he was looking at him, then lowered his lips to Kaoru's, softly kissing him. Die was so happy to be kissing Kaoru, enjoying the feel of their lips against one another's.
    Kaoru pulled away, saying quietly, "Let's go the livingroom, ne?" Die would do anything for Kaoru, of course going to the livingroom was okay. He followed his new lover's form to the couch, sitting down next to him. Kaoru immediately snuggled up to Die's side, hooking his arms around Die's waist. Twisting his body so he was more underneath the larger man, he craned his neck up and claimed Die's lips again, sighing softly as the red-haired man responded, holding Kaoru's body close.
    Caressing Kaoru's lips, Die laid the smaller man down to rest gently on the arm of the couch. Daringly, he let his tongue lightly taste Kaoru's bottom lip, hinting at something more. Kaoru allowed it, and opened his mouth enough to let Die's tongue slip inside to explore every corner of his mouth. Die tasted good, a sweet taste, and warm. Kaoru loved the way their breath mingled between them, their mouths moving constantly against each other's.
    When Die broke the kiss for air, he immediately began kissing along Kaoru's jawline, savoring every inch of the soft, white skin. Kaoru tilted his head back, exposing his long slim neck for Die, who took the offer immediately. The feel of Die's wet tongue softly licking at the sensitive skin was pleasant and intoxicating. Kaoru let his eyes drift shut.
    Suddenly, the leader became aware of something hard pressing against his abdomen. Die pulled away, embarrassedly sitting on the other side of the couch. He was blushing furiously as he softly mumbled, "I'm sorry, I can't help it." He crossed his arms in front of his lap. "I hope you're not disgusted."
    Die was so thoughtful, Kaoru couldn't help but smile. "I'm not disgusted, we're both guys here." Moving closer to the embarrassed Die, he added, "I'll take it as a compliment." With a soft kiss, Kaoru stood up, saying, "I'll be right back."
    Die was afraid that him leaving was a bad thing and cursed his body for doing that to him. Women are lucky, they don't have to deal with that, he thought bitterly. Soon, however, he heard the sound of the bath water running in the bathroom and smiled. Kaoru was definitely up to something. The leader stuck his head from the bathroom, beckoning for Die to come. Excited, Die agreed, walking swiftly to the other room.
    Kaoru had a large jacuzzi and it was filled with steaming water. Before turning to face Die, Kaoru added some scented bath oil. "Okay, go ahead," Kaoru told Die.
    Grinning mischieviously, Die asked, "Me? Why don't you go ahead?"
    Kaoru stepped back protectively. "Well, I got the bath ready for you!"
    "This is kind of embarrassing but," Die paused, "I've always had this dream of being able to wash you like this, so please, for me?" He put on a face that Kaoru couldn't refuse.
    "Oh, the things I do to make you happy," he muttered mock-bitterly.
    Die came behind him, enveloping him in a strong embrace. "Thank you so much! You're a dream come true!"
    Kaoru blushed. "My body isn't as nice as yours, though," he mumbled, hesitantly fingering the bottom of his shirt.
    "What are you talking about?" Die exclaimed. "You've got such a sexy body!"
    "I'm all scrawny!" Kaoru protested.
    Die looked him in the eyes, telling him, "Let me be the judge of that." Consenting, Kaoru cautiously pulled his shirt off over his head, heart beating wildly. Of course Die had seen him without his shirt before, but somehow it seemed different now. Now Die was watching him closely, examining him. Pausing slightly before removing his pants, he looked up to Die who smiled and nodded appreciatively. With the pants gone, Kaoru stopped, hesitant to go on. "Okay, okay, I'll turn around if you want," Die finally said, making a move to face his back to Kaoru.
    "There's a mirror behind you," Kaoru pointed out.
    "Heh, you found me out. ^^;; Well, I'll close my eyes then."
    Gulping down his nervousness, the purple-haired man told him, "No, it's okay." He pulled off his silk boxers slowly, shyly casting his eyes down, blushing, as he felt Die's gaze wander all over his body.
    "I think you have an incredibly sexy body," Die murmured, pulling Kaoru close to him.
    "Sexier than Toshiya's?" Kaoru asked, laughing a little.
    "Well..."
    "Die-chan!!!"
    "I was kidding!" Die laughed. "Of course you're sexier, Toshiya doesn't even compare." Kaoru smiled, rubbing his face against Die's chest. The red-haired man kissed the top of his head before Kaoru pulled out of his arms, climbing into the bathtub. The steaming water enveloped him, the nice scent of the oil reaching his nose and relaxing him instantly.
    Rolling up his sleeves, Die took a washcloth from the towel rack and dipped it into the water. Kaoru faced his back towards Die as the red-haired man ran the cloth over the smooth expanse of Kaoru's back. He couldn't help but run the other hand through Kaoru's purple hair, surprised at how soft it was, even being dyed like that.
    "Nnn, that feels nice," Kaoru purred as Die gently washed his back, and he turned around to face Die. "Why don't you join me?" he asked, playing innocent. "The water's nice."
    "Ehh?" Die exclaimed, face turning bright red and feeling his body do things that he wished it wouldn't. Kaoru was sitting there, completely naked, in the basically clear water before him, asking him to join him? "I- I dunno, I might do something we'll regret..."
    "I don't know what could happen that I'd regret," Kaoru told him honestly, smiling gently.
    "Only if you're sure," Die replied cautiously.
    "I'm sure. Join me?"
    Die consented, lifting his shirt up over his head and discarding the rest of his clothes equally quickly. "Die-chan has such a nice body..." Kaoru said softly, moving over to make room for Die in the tub.
    Die didn't say anything, just blushed and bowed his head appreciatively. He stepped into the water, letting himself slide down and enjoy the feel of the hot water. Kaoru sat in front of him, letting his back rest against Die's muscular chest as the red-haired man wrapped his arms around his waist. "This is heaven..." Die sighed, resting his chin on Kaoru's shoulder.
    The purple-haired man nodded in agreement, placing his hands over Die's on his waist. Tilting his head to look at Die, he smiled, a happy fluttering inside of him. He turned his body around so that he straddled Die's lap, letting his arms hook around the red-haired man's neck. Biting his lip nervously, Kaoru asked, "Will you make love to me?"
    "If you're okay with it."
    Of course, the thought of letting another man enter him was frightening, but that other man was Die. Die whom he loved, Die who loved him. "Well, I've never slept with another man before, so I am kind of scared, but... I trust you."
    "Okay, but if you want me to stop, tell me, all right?" Die leaned down, gently kissing Kaoru's soft lips. "And you know that this isn't just about sex, right? You know that I love you, don't you?"
    Kaoru nodded, saying, "I love you too, Die-chan. I hope I don't disappoint you."
    Die ran his lips over the smaller man's thin neck, murmuring, "You won't, I know you won't. You're the most wonderful thing that's ever happened to me, you could never disappoint me." Kaoru smiled as Die's mouth caressed his neck, licking at the warm skin softly. The red-haired man placed his hands on the small of Kaoru's back, holding him gently, yet firmly, while he ran his tongue over his collarbones. Leaning his head down, Die lightly flicked his tongue over one of Kaoru's pink nipples, hearing Kaoru gasp slightly at the contact. The purple-haired man arched his back, making it all the easier for Die to catch a nipple in his mouth, gently sucking and biting the hard nub of flesh. Kaoru's small body twisted with pleasure in Die's grip as he moved over to the other nipple, running his lips and tongue all over the little pink peak. The red-haired man could feel Kaoru's growing erection pressing against his abdomen, turning him on greatly.
    Taking the leader's lips again, Die ran one hand down his belly while the other cupped his butt, gently massaging the soft skin. Kaoru let out a low moan, then Die broke the kiss, lifting the purple-haired man up to sit on the edge of the tub. Gently, he pressed Kaoru's legs apart, looking up at him for an okay to continue. Kaoru just nodded, mouth slightly open in anticipation. Massaging Kaoru's thighs lightly, Die leaned his head forward, tongue running up the purple-haired man's length. Kaoru moaned loudly, letting his head fall back as Die closed his mouth around his erection, beginng to suck and lick at it lightly. He reached down, tangling his fingers in Die's red hair, holding his head in place as his cries got louder still. Die began sucking harder, Kaoru cried out, thrusting his hips forward towards the other man's mouth. As the red-haired man continued running his tongue and lips all over the hard flesh, grazing his teeth lightly at the tip, Kaoru reached his peak, crying out loudly as he came.
    Die tried to take all of the white liquid into his mouth, but one little trickle of semen escaped, running down the side of the his mouth. Catching his breath, Kaoru placed a hand under Die's chin, bringing him up level with his face, then let his tongue gently lick up the excess liquid. The red-haired man turned his head slightly, thrusting his own tongue into Kaoru's mouth. Kaoru could feel the desperation in the kiss and gently rubbed the side of Die's face with his hand until Die pulled away, wrapping his arms around Kaoru's body, stuttering,      "I'm sorry, I- I can't wait much longer...."
    Softly kissing Die's cheek, Kaoru stood up and grabbed a white fluffy towel from the rack on the wall behind him. He took Die's hand, bringing him out of the water and wrapping his body in the soft cloth. "Let's go to the bedroom," he suggested, moving out the door himself. Eagerly, Die followed, drying himself off.
    The red-haired man stopped inside the door of Kaoru's room, watching his lover crawl onto the bed and wait for him. Letting the towel drop, he quickly walked to Kaoru's dresser, grabbing a bottle of lotion that would have to do for lubricant. He studied it quickly. Lilac scented, just like what he always smelled on Kaoru. Smiling, he joined Kaoru all the bed, sitting down beside him. "I hope you don't mind if I use your lotion, you'll be a lot happier if I do...." Die mumbled awkwardly.
    "Eh, that's fine..." Kaoru replied, beginning to get a little bit nervous.
    Die nodded, then opened the bottle, coating his fingers in lotion. Opening Kaoru's legs, Die whispered, "Just relax..." Gently, Die slipped a finger into Kaoru's opening, then worked a second in, hearing Kaoru gasp slightly. The squeezing of the purple-haired man's muscles on his fingers was just making him more and more excited so quickly he pushed in the third finger, stretching Kaoru and preparing him for what came next. Withdrawing his fingers, Die quickly spread some lotion onto his own arousal, then began kissing all over the purple-haired man's body, moving slowly upward. His mouth ran over Kaoru's stomach and chest, up his neck and to his ear, where Die softly whispered, "I love you," before positioning himself between Kaoru's legs. Softly, he moved his mouth to his lover's, kissing him ever so gently as he began to push himself inside of Kaoru. He could feel the other man's body tense under his, a quiet whimper rising from his throat. Trying to make it as painless as possible, Die slipped in the rest of the way, breaking the kiss. Opening his eyes, he saw the tears running from the sides of Kaoru's eyes as he bit his lip, trying to be brave. Those tears made Die feel terrible and he just wanted them to stop. The last thing he wanted to do was to hurt that beautiful man. "I'm so sorry," he murmured, gently cupping the side of Kaoru's face with a hand. "Do you want me to stop?"
    Sniffing, Kaoru shook his head.
    "The worst is over now, lover," Die said softly, "It's all better from here."
    Leaning down, he began to caress Kaoru's neck with his lips as he started to make long thrusts into Kaoru's tight entrance. He felt so good surrounding Die's erection, gripping it tightly with his passage's warm walls. As he sped the thrusts up slightly, he let out a moan of pleasure, soon feeling Kaoru relax as well.
Intense pleasure racked Kaoru's body as the red-haired man's hard flesh rubbed against that place inside of him     "Ahh, Die..." the purple-haired man groaned loudly, his head falling back, raising his hips up as much as he could to meet Die's thrusts. Suddenly, Kaoru felt Die's hand wrap around his erection, pumping it in time with his thrusts. Kaoru cried out, gripping the red-haired man's shoulders tightly and spreading his legs further.
    The sweat glistened on Die's body as he rocked into Kaoru repeatedly. He could feel himself reaching his peak and hoped he could bring Kaoru to his too before he came. He could hear Kaoru's cries get louder and his fingers gripped Die's back harder. With one last cry, he came, releasing his semen all over their bodies. The clenching of Kaoru's muscles brought Die down too and with one last thrust, he exploded with intense pleasure, body shuddering as he collapsed onto Kaoru. Kaoru could feel the warmth of Die's seed spreading inside of him. It was a pleasant feeling, yet at the same time very strange. Die slipped himself out of Kaoru, placing a soft kiss on his lover's lips. "That was beautiful," Die whispered.
    "Mm-hmm..." Kaoru agreed, turning onto his side and slipping under the sheets. "Would you turn off the lights, Die-chan?" he mumbled before slipping off to sleep.
    Die staggered over to the light switch, pausing to gaze at his beautiful lover before turning off the lights. He looked so gorgeous lying there, his nakedness just barely shielded with the thin white sheets. Studying Kaoru's form, Die wondered when it had been when he had started to love him. It felt like an eternity and finally he could hold him, make his fantasies real. Happiness like he'd never experienced arose within him and he just wanted to snuggle up to Kaoru more, so quickly he switched off the lights, climbing back into bed. Not wanting to disturb Kaoru by turning him over, Die snuggled up behind his warm body, pulling him close into arms. Kaoru was so much smaller than Die, his back not even as wide as the red-haired man's chest it rested against. Contentedly holding the smaller man in his arms, Die drifted quickly off to sleep.

Ohhh, not TOO bad, I hope! *blush* What next? Will they stay happy forever? What'll it be like in the morning? The possibilities are endless...

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