It's so relaxing to hear you're asking wherever you get your way
I's so soothing to know that you'll sue me
This is starting to sound the same
I miss the comfort in being sad
In her false withness, we hope you're still with us
To see if they float or drown
Our favorite paitent, A display of patience,
Disease-covered Puget Sound
She'll come back as fire, to burn all the liars,
And leave a blanket of ash on the ground
Back away from tangents, on the verge of drastic
ways...can't escape this place...I deny your face
Sweat gets in my eyes, I think I'm slowly dying
Put me in a homemade cellar
Put me in a hole for shelter
Someone hear me please, all I see is hate
I can hardly breathe, and I can hardly take it
HANDS ON MY FACE OVERBEARING I CAN'T GET OUT
Lost...ran at my own cost...hearing laughter, scoffed
Learning from the rush, detached from such and such
Bleak...all around me, weak...listening, incomplete
I am not a dog, but I'm the one your dogging
I am in a buried kennel
I have never felt so final
Someone find me please, losing all reserve
I am fucking gone, I think I'm fucking dying
HANDS ON MY FACE OVERBEARING I CAN'T GET OUT
You all stare, but you'll never see
There is something inside me
There is something in you I despise
Cut me - show me - enter - I am
willing and able and never any danger to myself
Knowledge in my pain, knowledge in my pain
Or was my tolerance a phase?
Empathy, out of my way
I can't die
You all stare, but you'll never see
There is something inside me
There is something in you I despise
Purity
Purity...song by Slipknot...
story, that we read about, that fucked our whole world up. Can you imagine a
girl being buried in a box and having all this lecherous bullshit drip down
on her from this guy? and thinking that there is hope, because this kid is
taking some bizarre note to this guy he doesn't even know- thinking that you
are holding on to the shirt of hope -and you wake up and you're dead you're
buried in mud -they find the note about a week later shoved in a library book
for gods sakes -it just hurts your head- it's a case of what is good and bad
in people- the box alone is reason enough to be like, I cant stand to be
fucking human'- how can someone fucking do this to somebody? What is inside
of us that is so fucking wrong? he had written quotes from Edgar Allen Poe
and lots of fucked up things on the box"
"If you trust me at all, if you want to listen to me at all - but you
certainly don't have to. Speaking from experience I can tell you that things
change. You can belive me you don't have to. They probably won't change
unless you make them. The best way to change something that's around you,
something you don't like, is to change yourself. I don't think you want other
people changing you, I think the only person who can change you is yourself.
So if you ain't happy, if you're reading magazines about Generation Xs and
thinking 'Yah, I'm one of them' - Well fuck that. Don't let anybody tell you
who you are. No...no. No one can tell me who I am. I can tell you who I am but
that would be a long story. I could tell you who I am, it wouldn't fit in a
rolling stone, it wouldn't fit in a video, it wouldn't fit - it's my life.
It's your life. You are the only one who knows who you are. I hope you know
who you are. If you don't who you are, figure it out because you are somebody.
And I'm probably stating the obvious, but I just thought I'd do it anyway.
So if you feel like you've got a piece of duct tape on your mouth, if you
feel like you can't speak -take it off. Speak up. Speak your mind.
Shout it out. Let 'em hear ya. Shout it out."
and when i see you where's your line
i cannot hear all the truth through your crying
it's time that i check my face faggot
you know it the sun in my face forced my grin theeth shining
with dimples kill away the lust
it happens way too often
eyes closed and mouth forced open
you always seem confused
hands up and now you proved that when
you kick my ass
but please don't hit my face
so i can laugh
hey faggot!!!
where's your friends cause you know that you can't hide
alone you know you're shit so
hit him in the face, in the face come on do it again
in the face, in the face come on do it
hit him in the face, in the face
come on do it again and again, and again
it happens way too often
eyes closed and mouth forced open
you always seemed confused
hands up and now you proved that when you kick my ass
but please don't hit my face
so i can laugh
fuck you stop grinning fix your eyes kid
wipe that shit off your face look away boy
stop starin
stop grinning
stop laughing
no doubt you would all tear me limb from limb should i ever relinquish this control...
but that shall never be...
kill it that face break my teeth
my smile tear my skin expose lose control
and feel it
hit him
hit him
hit him
hit him
hit him
hit him
hit him
and it all just disappears
what is this?
It's my fate and it's spilled all over you
as i relax and breathe your name
like i did in high
i go ahead and lie to you
cause borrowed is this time
I cracked
faded
gone
You see my all spilling
it's on the floor 12 stories high
as i watch you wreck yourself
and it's over nothing
cause i could be your anything
and still I'm never younger
i go ahead i lie to you
cause borrowed is this time
We are perfect when we lie
we're always losing
lets go home
It's over
over
over
over
Remember this
i always get a little something to myself
and now i can't breathe your name
i'm giving up that something
i'll go ahead l lie to you
cause borrowed is this time
We are perfect when we lie
we're always losing
let's go home
I cracked
faded
gone
I cracked
faded
gone
we are perfect
when we lie
we're always losing
lets go home high
cause we are pefect
when we lie
lets go home
it's over
over
over
over
Am I going insane and dazed?
Am I too lost to face this?
And what will it cost to escape?
Nothing is right
I am so scared
Lost sheep secrets I keep under lock and key
Someone help me
So look at me you're like a superstar
I can impress your mind I swallow
Sorry sorry
I'm so scared so I try
I confide in nothing I just hide
Lips meet sickness repeats all over again
Upset forget we met want to wish it away
Only if I could
So look at me you're like a superstar
I can impress your mind I swallow
Sorry sorry
I'm so scared so I try
I confide in nothing I just hide
Some things are better left unsaid
Some things are better forgotten
Some things are better left unsaid
Some things are better forgotten
No one will ever understand me
No one to hold my hand
I got you, I hold you
I take you on one hell of a ride
I'll break you, I'll make you
In your head you can't hide
Some things are better left unsaid
Some things are better forgotten
Some things are better left unsaid
Some things are better forgotten
A moment of lost words no memory of time
A twist from within
Like the calling of the Lord
A shock a convulsion no shape or form
I'm feeling again
I felt so scared I felt so used I felt so confused
You creeped right into my soul as I was sleeping
I don't know and I don't care
No I don't care
I lift you to my lips
Now everything makes sense when it's over
If I fall down again
Won't you let me in when I'm sober?
We connect like puzzle pieces
Look into my eyes no words are needed
Where have you been all my life?
I seek you on every corner
Thought you were the devil or maybe my lover
You opened up my eyes
I felt so scared I felt so used I felt so confused
You creeped right into my soul as I was sleeping
I don't know and I don't care
I lift you to my lips
Now everything makes sense when it's over
If I fall down again
Won't you let me in when I'm sober?
Can't get you out of my head
Now maybe
Can't get you out of my head
I felt so scared I felt so used I felt so confused
You creeped right into my soul as I was sleeping
I don't know and I don't care
I lift you to my lips
Now everything makes sense when it's over
If I fall down again
Won't you let me in when I'm sober?
It sounds so easy yeah yeah
Sound so easy when i do it to my self
Feel so good I wanna do it again
Feel so good I never wanted to fle
Feel so good I wanna do it again
But I can pretend
The sun is gone
But I have a light
The day is done
But I'm having fun
I think I'm dumb
or maybe just happy
Think I'm just happy
my heart is broke
But I have some glue
help me inhale
And mend it with you
We'll float around
And hang out on clouds
Then we'll come down
And I have a hangover...Have a hangover
Skin the sun
Fall asleep
Wish away
The soul is cheap
Lesson learnedd
Wish me luck
Soothe the burn
Wake me up
vicious cause you want to be
leaving time possessed to please you
what might have been
was never the way you visioned things
so difficult to stop pretending
what's this to you anyway
turn down the voluptuous
keeping close to me again
hold back your virtues
you're fearless in motion
you found your way
so why keep asking me
nothing common suits you
you live again in solitary
look away for now
beautiful alone now
who decides to settle down
maybe nobody really cares
what's this to you anyway
turn down the voluptuous
keeping close to me again
hold back your virtues
you're fearless in motion
something dirty's got you dear
makes me want to be with you
something painful's with you dear
makes me want to be with you
you're better off saying nothing
wish for a happy ending
you're better off saying nothing
repent so all's forgiven
something dirty's got you dear
makes me want to be with you
something painful's with you dear
makes me want to be with you
you are...better still, it doesn't matter who we are...In fact,
what matters is to know what we are...don't bother to
think... because the final conclusion would be madness...
the end of everything for the beginning of nothing...
courage begins where fear ends and fear begins where
courage ends... but is there really courage and fear?
Courage for what? Fear of what? Of everything? What's
everything? Of nothing? What's nothing? The existence...
What is existence? Death? What is death? Isn't death the
beginning of life? Or is life the beginning of death? You
haven't seen anything, and you want to see
everything...you've seen everything but you haven't seen
anything yet.You fear what you know and you face what
you do not know... why do you fear what you know and
face what you do not know?
Your confused mind knows not what it searches
for...because what it searches for confuses it...and horror is
born. Death's horror, pain's horror, ghost's horror, the
beyond's horror... now, you see on horror that nothing is
horror... there is no horror, though horror imprisons you...
what is horror? Ahhh... you don't accept horror, because
HORROR IS YOU!"
