Bo and Luke sat quietly up in the hayloft; anymore
it was the only place on the farm that they could find peace, if only for
a little while at a time. Jesse had met a woman, Ellen, several months
ago, two weeks ago her and he teenaged son, Bryon had moved in at the farm.
Their presence at the farm seemed to shatter Bo and Luke’s world. It wasn’t
just that these people had moved in, it was the way Ellen and Bryon treated
them as though they were the outsiders that bothered them. Jesse seemed
to spend less time at the farm with them around, he had lots of work in
the field to do as well as he was still running moonshine, he felt he had
more time to do so with Ellen at the farm to look after Bo and Luke. Luke
was only nine and very mature and responsible for his age. Bo was seven
and always had really looked up to his older cousin, over the past few
weeks though he had really started to depend on Luke. Ellen wasn’t very
nice to them either; Bo had once joked that she was like the wicked stepmother
in Cinderella. She didn’t seem to like Bo and Luke much and often threatened
to send them away from the farm to a foster home once she and Jesse were
married. The thought of being sent to a foster home scared them, but not
as much as the thought of being separated. After all if they went to a
foster home nobody would take both of them in, after all they were only
cousins, and Bryon seemed to take joy in telling them that. Bryon did very
little chores on the farm, some days he did none, which meant Bo and Luke
had to do everything. The spare room had been cleaned up for Bryon to have.
It didn’t bother Bo and Luke that he got his own bedroom when they had
to share a room, they had always shared the same room and had grown accustomed
to it. Beside that they were just as glad he wasn’t in their room as he
was quite mean to both them and if he was in their room that would just
give him more opportunity to be mean to them. It just wasn’t all these
things that shattered their lives, if it was only threats and having to
do more work they might’ve been able to handle it but Ellen and Bryon seemingly
hatred towards them didn’t stop there, they were also abusive to Bo and
Luke. The first time that Ellen smacked Bo, Luke said he was going to tell
Jesse, that was when she told, ‘He won’t care he gave me permission to
punish the both of you. He claimed you both need firmer discipline. So
he already knows, so don’t go say nothing to him, he has more important
things to deal with then the two of you.’ Neither Bo or Luke wanted to
believe that their Uncle Jesse knew how nasty she was and that she hit
them, but he seemed to go along with everything that Ellen said so they
soon believed that he did know. As mean as Ellen was to them Bryon was
even nastier to them, most the times he was down right cruel.
“Get down here now, or I’ll go up there and
THROW you down.” Bryon said nastily.
Luke started to climb down the ladder followed by Bo. Once they reached
the bottom of the ladder Bo stood slightly behind Luke, trying to stay
as far away from Bryon as he could. Bryon was eighteen, and stood six feet
four inches tall, he weighed about two hundred and twenty, and it wasn’t
all fat most of that was muscle. Luke stood in front of Bo in a protective
away, he knew he couldn’t take Bryon on and win, but would do all he could
to protect Bo and keep him from being hurt. Luke always tried hard to protect
Bo from Bryon and Ellen, and every time they hurt Bo, he couldn’t help
but feel that he had failed and let Bo down, Bo always tried to assure
him though that he wasn’t to blame at all. Luke could tell Bo didn’t blame
him, he could see it Bo’s eyes, which were filled with unyielding trust,
admiration and friendship. Luke was the only one that Bo trusted.
“What do you want?” Luke asked.
“You were suppose to clean the barn.” Bryon
said.
“We did.” Luke said.
“Well you didn’t do a very good job, this
place still looks like a mess.” Bryon said.
“If you want it down better do it yourself.”
Bo said.
Bryon glared at Bo. “Don’t you take that tone with me.”
Bryon took a step towards Bo and Luke, with a menacing look on his
face. Luke stood a bit taller, refusing to show that he was afraid of what
Bryon might do.
“You are gonna clean this place up again until
you get the job down right.” Bryon said.
“No, it is as clean as it is gonna get, like
Bo said if you want it done better do it YOURSELF.” Luke said.
Byron struck his hand out, backhanding Luke hard enough across the
face to knock him to the ground. Bo took a step backwards, but wasn’t out
of Bryon’s reach. Bryon reached forward and grabbed Bo by the scruff of
the shirt and hauled him forward.
“Get your hands off of him.” Luke said demandingly.
Bryon only laughed, as he drug Bo over to an empty dog cage. Luke’s
eyes flashed with anger as he realized what Bryon’s intentions were. Luke
jumped to his feet and ran towards Bryon and Bo.
“LET HIM GO!” Luke yelled angry at Bryon,
punching him in the small off his back.
Bryon turned and faced with a look of mild annoyance. He held Bo with
one hand and shoved Luke to the ground, with a swat much like trying to
get rid of a pesky insect. Bryon spun back around and shoved Bo, who was
kicking and struggling, into the cage. Bryon slammed the door shut and
closed the lock. Luke got back to his, and balled his fist punching Bryon
as hard as he could in the stomach. Bryon seemed momentarily stunned by
the blow and then grabbed Luke roughly by the arm. He drug Luke over to
one of the stalls and tied Luke’s hand to one of the boards. He turned
and tossed the key to the lock up in the hayloft.
“Next time I tell you boys to do something
you had better do it and do it quick . . . though I do love playing these
games with y’all.” Byron said, he laughed and then turned and left the
barn.
“Bo, are you okay?” Luke asked, as he twisted
his hands trying hard to break free from the ropes.
“Yeah, I guess.” Bo responded sitting huddled
in the cage.
Bo wasn’t too worried or scared about being in the dog cage after all
Luke was there and Luke would get him out. Bo turned his head to look at
Luke.
“Are you okay?” Bo asked.
“I’m fine.” Luke said stopping his struggles
long enough to look at Bo.
Luke thought Bo’s eyes looked calmer then he felt, Bo didn’t seem to
be at all worried, and Luke knew why that was, Bo trusted him to free him.
Luke went back to trying desperately to escape from the ropes determined
not to let Bo down, worrying about how long Bryon planned on keeping them
like this, or if he ever planned on letting him go.
About two minutes later the ropes started
to wear then from being rubbed against the board and the ropes began to
loosen from around Luke’s wrists, he was glad that Bryon couldn’t tie a
very good knot. Finally his hands were free and he stood up. Bo smiled
widely at his cousin, he knew that now that Luke was free he would let
him out.
“I just got to go and get the key, just hold
on, okay Bo?”
“Yeah.” Bo said.
Luke climbed up the hayloft ladder and began to search through the
hay for the key to the lock of the cage. Luke’s heart was racing with fear
that he wouldn’t be able to find the key. He started to think that maybe
he’d be better off trying to find a pair of bolt cutters and cutting the
lock. Suddenly he caught sight of the small silver key; he smiled and grabbed
the key, clutching it tightly in his hand. Luke went the ladder quickly
and carefully and ran over to the cage, he unlocked the cage and flung
the door open. Bo climbed out of the cage.
“Thanks Luke, I knew that you would get me
out of there, you never let me down.” Bo said.
Luke only smiled, thinking to himself there was times that he had let
Bo down, even if Bo didn’t see it that way Luke felt it was true. There
were so many times that he hadn’t been able to stop Ellen or Bryon from
hitting Bo. Luke wished he was bigger and stronger then he would be able
to stop Ellen and Bryon from hurting Bo. Ellen would hit both of them from
small insignificant reasons nothing that had to do with discipline. Luke
thought of the first time she had struck Bo and all Bo had done was accidentally
spill his glass of milk. Luke wished there was more he could do to protect
Bo, he knew it was his responsibility to keep Bo safe, there was nobody
else who would. The boys had always thought that their Uncle Jesse cared
about them and wouldn’t do anything to hurt them, now though they doubted
that, and often wondered why he had taken both of them in if he didn’t
care.
Luke and Bo were sitting in their bedroom
when Ellen came barging in.
“Bryon told me that you two didn’t do a good
job of cleaning the barn.”
“It is as clean as we could get it.” Luke
said.
“Well it is not good enough, get out there
and clean it again.” Ellen said.
“No.” Bo said.
Ellen narrowed her eyes at Bo and took a step towards him. Luke moved
in between her and Bo determined not to allow her to strike Bo.
“I can not wait to get rid of the two of you.”
Ellen said.
“We have more right to be here then you this
is the DUKE farm and WE are DUKES.” Luke said.
Ellen smacked Luke across the face. “Don’t go mouth back to me boy,
it is only a matter of time until the two of you will be shipped off. Since
nobody wants you here.”
“Then why did our Uncle Jesse take us in?”
Bo asked.
“Because he took pity on the two of your,
nobody else wanted you, they knew you were nothing but trouble.” Ellen
said. “Now get out there and clean the barn before
I take the strap to you.”
Luke and Bo stood up slowly and walked out of the house and headed
towards the barn.
“Is she right?” Bo asked.
“About what?”
“That nobody at all wants us?” Bo asked.
Luke shrugged. “She could be.”
“Am I that much trouble that nobody would
want me?” Bo asked.
“No you are not trouble Bo, and I want you
in my life.” Luke said and put his arm around Bo’s shoulders.
Bo smiled. “Thanks Luke. I want you in my life to, you are my best
friend and more like a big brother then a cousin.”
Luke started to think of ways they could avoid being sent away and
separated, he vowed to himself to do anything and everything to keep him
and Bo together, even if it meant looking after Bo on his own for the rest
of his life.
Just before dinner Ellen allowed the boys
to come out of the barn and get cleaned up. Jesse arrived home a few minutes
before dinner. Jesse noticed that Bo and Luke seemed more quiet then normal
and looked quite tired, he figured they must have just had a long day playing,
not knowing of all the work they were always being made to do. He noticed
they had been more distant lately and figured it was just taking them time
to get used to there being new people living at the farm, and figured in
time things would be okay as soon as they adjusted to all the changes.
With being away so much he didn’t notice that they were growing more distant
from everyone else, relying and each other for everything.
That night Jesse went to tuck them in, he
got to the door way he saw that Luke already had Bo tucked into bed, he
shrugged it off and stepped into the room and over to Bo’s bed.
“Would you like me to tell you a bedtime story?’
Jesse asked.
Bo shook head. “No, Luke is going to.”
Jesse noticed the book in Luke’s hand. “Are you sure?”
Bo nodded. “Yeah I don’t want to be an incon . ..inconven . . .”
“Inconvenience.” Luke said finishing Bo’s
word for him.
“Yeah that.” Bo said.
“You wouldn’t be.” Jesse said, wondering why
Bo would think such a thing. “Are you sure you don’t want me to tell you
a story?”
“I am sure. Luke always tells me a bedtime
story.” Bo said.
“Oh, okay.” Jesse said and turned to leave
the room. He loved Bo and Luke as though they were his own and couldn’t
help but feel that lately he was missing out on seeing them grow up. He
couldn’t remember the last time the three of them had done anything as
a family, and thought perhaps in a couple weeks he could take them to the
track at Atlanta, the boys had always loved to watch car races. Jesse read
the rustling of the pages of the book and then heard Luke start to read.
“Once upon a time there was a little red engine
. . .”
Jesse left the room, not giving another thought to how Bo didn’t want
him telling him a bedtime story.
The next day Bo and Luke were playing outside
when they noticed Bryon smoking by the barn.
“Why does that smoke smell so funny?” Bo asked.
“Because it is pot.” Luke said.
Bo looked puzzled. “Pot? I though a pot was what you cooked in.”
Luke chuckled slightly at Bo’s naivity. “It’s a drug.”
“Oh. Drugs are bad.” Bo said.
Luke smiled. “Glad to know that you think that.”
Bryon saw Bo and Luke and realized they seen him smoking, he rushed
over towards them. Before either Bo or Luke had time to react Bryon grabbed
Bo roughly by the shoulders and hauled him off the ground.
“Let me go.” Bo said, swinging his feet in
attempt to kick Bryon.
Bryon just laughed as Bo attempts to get free. In a swift movement
he swung Bo around slamming him against the barn. Bo gave a small cry of
pain.
“Don’t you dare hurt him.” Luke said threateningly.
“What are you gonna do if I do hurt him?”
Bryon asked, shaking Bo slightly slamming him against the wall of the barn.
Luke kicked Bryon in the back of the knee.
“OW! You little brat.” Bryon cursed. He then
grabbed Bo by the throat and swung at Luke with his other hand.
Luke moved out of the way just narrowly avoiding being hit by Bryon.
Bo gasped slightly as Bryon’s hand tightened around his neck, restricting
his breathing.
“Let him go.” Luke said.
Bryon shook his head. “No, not yet. If you try anything again I’ll
break his scrawny little neck.
Luke glared at Bryon with angry hate filled eyes, but did nothing to
act upon the anger fearing the consequences for Bo if he did.
“Why don’t you just let him go?”
“We gotta get a few things straight first.”
Bryon said.
“Like what?” Luke asked
“You never saw me smoking.” Bryon said.
“Okay fine we weren’t gonna tell anyone anyways.”
Luke said.
“You’d better not if you do I’ll break BOTH
your necks.” Bryon said, he could feel Bo going limp under his hand.
Bryon lifted Bo slightly from the wall and slammed against the wall
again. Bo gave a soft sound of pain and then went quiet, his head lolled
forward and his eyes shut.
“Please just let him go.” Luke said.
Bryon shrugged and dropped Bo and then walked off away from the farm
to find some fun. Luke rushed over and knelt down beside Bo, pulling him
into his arms. Bo had passed out and his breathing was slow.
“Please wake up Bo.” Luke said softly.
No response came, Bo didn’t even make the slightest movement and Luke
began to grow frightened that Bryon had really hurt Bo bad. Luke held back
the tears that watered in his eyes, knowing he had to remain strong for
Bo’s sake. Luke held Bo in his arms for a couple minutes, gently rocking
back and forth pleading with Bo to wake up. Finally, Bo made a soft sound
and slowly opened his eyes.
“Luke?” Bo questioned his voice soft and weak
sounding.
“I am right here Bo. You really had me worried
cousin.”
“Sorry.”
“I am the one that is sorry I should’ve been
able to stop this from happening.” Luke said.
Bo shook his head weakly and leaning against Luke, feeling secure in
his arms, he still felt weak and tired but felt as long as he was in Luke’s
arms he’d be safe. Luke didn’t think it was a goo idea to be sitting out
by the barn like they were. He could tell Bo needed some rest but didn’t
think it would be a good idea to go in the house either, Ellen had told
them to stay out of the house until she told them they could come back
in.
“Do you think you can climb the ladder to
the hayloft?” Luke asked.
“I don’t know.” Bo mumbled.
“How about you give it a try? We’d be safer
up there then out here.”
“Okay.” Bo said.
Luke helped Bo to his feet and into the barn. Bo’s legs were wobbly
much like those of newborn colt. Bo took a couple steps up the ladder and
would’ve fallen if Luke hadn’t been right behind him.
“I can’t do it.” Bo said sullenly.
Luke frowned and then and idea came to him. He turned his back to Bo
and knelt down.
“Get on my back Bo, I’ll carry you up.” Luke
said.
Bo did as Luke told and climbed onto his back. He wrapped his arms
around Luke’s neck. Luke stood up slowly, and Bo wrapped his legs around
Luke’s waist, so he wouldn’t choke Luke as he climbed the ladder. Luke
slowly climbed the ladder, it was kind of hard climbing with Bo on his
back, but he felt it was something he had to do to protect Bo so he did
it. Bo leaned against Luke’s back trying hard to stay awake, so he wouldn’t
accidentally lose his hold if he went to sleep. After a couple minutes
Luke reached the top of ladder and carefully climbed into the hayloft.
He turned slightly allowing Bo to slid off his back and lay down on a pile
of hay. Another thought entered his mind, and he turned and pulled the
ladder up laying it on the hayloft with them, that way nobody could get
near them. It took Luke a minute to pull the old heavy ladder up, and when
he turned to check on Bo, he saw that Bo had gone to sleep. He could see
the slowly and steady rise and fall of Bo’s chest and could tell that he
was breathing normally. Luke frowned noticing slight bruising on Bo’s neck
and wondered if there were any bruises on Bo’s back from where Bryon had
slammed him against the wall. Luke sighed vowing that somehow someday he
would make Bryon pay for the pain he’d caused Bo. Luke laid down on the
hay, keeping a close watchful eye on Bo, praying that he would be okay.
Twenty minutes later Bo slowly started to
wake up, he moved slightly, his back aching. Luke noticed that Bo was awake
and smiled.
“How you feeling kiddo?” Luke asked.
“My back hurts.” Bo said as he slowly sat
up, flinching at the pain in his back.
“Let me see.” Luke said.
Bo turned so that Luke could see his back. Luke saw that there was
no bruising, he figured that Bo’s muscles must just be swollen. He began
to softly rub Bo’s back and he could feel Bo’s muscles relaxing.
“Is that starting to feel any better?” Luke
asked.
“A little. Thanks.” Bo said.
A while later Bo and Luke heard Jesse come
home and call them to come inside the house. They slowly walked into the
house; Luke saw fear pass over Bo’s eyes when he saw Bryon sitting at on
the couch, next to his mother, their uncle siting in a chair facing the
couch.
“I’ve got some good news.” Jesse said.
Bo and Luke glanced at each other, both thinking the same thing, the
only thing that would be good news was that Ellen and Bryon were leaving
the farm forever.
“What’s the good news?” Luke asked.
“Ellen and I are getting married.” Jesse said.
Bo’s eyes widened and he shrank against Luke, Luke could feel his younger
cousin trembling.
“What?” Luke asked, trying hard to keep from
screaming.
“We are getting married at the end of next
month.” Jesse said.
Bo looked at his uncle for a moment and then turned and ran from the
room, to the bedroom that he and Luke shared.
“Bo wait.” Luke called after his cousin, but
Bo acted as though he didn’t hear him. Luke looked at Jesse. “I’ll go talk
to him.”
Jesse nodded slightly, wondering why Bo had reacted that way to the
news of him and Ellen getting married.
Luke walked into the bedroom and saw Bo lying
on his bed, face first into his pillow and crying. Luke walked over and
sat on the edge of Bo’s bed, gently placing a hand on his shoulder.
“It’s okay Bo.” Luke said softly.
The only response Bo gave was a few choked sobs.
“It’ll be okay Bo. I’m not going to let them
separate us.” Luke said.
Bo sat up and faced his older cousin, not even bothering to wipe the
tears from his eyes.
“How? She said . . .”
“I’ve got a plan.” Luke said and was just
about to tell Bo about it when there was a knock on the door
“I’ll tell you later.” Luke whispered softly. “The
door’s open.” Luke said, knowing that the only one who would knock was
Jesse.
Jesse opened the door and came into the room. Luke mouthed the words
‘trust me’ to Bo, Bo nodded with his eyes.
“Are you okay Bo?” Jesse asked walking over
to the end of the bed.
Bo nodded slightly. “Yeah I just . . . I’m just tired.”
Jesse looked skeptical figuring that didn’t account for how Bo reacted.
“Are you sure that is it?” Jesse asked.
“I don’t know I guess I just thought we wouldn’t
be a family anymore after that.” Bo said, referring to him and Luke.
“That’s not going to happen. We will always
be a family.” Jesse said.
Bo smiled slightly. “Yeah I know, that’s what Luke told me.”
Jesse nodded and turned and left the room.
“We are still going to be family . . . aren’t
we?” Bo asked.
Luke smiled. “Of course. I promise you that.”
“So what is your plan?” Bo asked.
“The only way we can stay together is if we
leave the farm, it is the only choice.” Luke said.
“Where will go? Who will take care of us?”
“I will take care of us. I will protect you
from people like Bryon . . . I don’t know where we will go. Where do you
want to go?”
Bo shrugged. “I don’t really care as long as I am with you.”
“I promise you that we will always be together.
We will leave the first chance we get. We have to start packing some things
. . . but only as much as we can carry.” Luke said.
Bo nodded, completely trusting that his cousin’s plan would work, it
pained to be leaving the farm, the only home he had ever known, but would
do anything to stay with Luke who was his cousin, best friend and brother
all in one.
The next day Bo and Luke found themselves
alone in the house and set out to put Luke’s plan into motion.
“Hurry it up Bo, ya never know when someone
is gonna come home, I want to be long gone before anyone shows up.” Luke
said.
“But I don’t know what to pack.” Bo said.
“Just pack a few clothes and a couple of your
favourite toys, we can only bring as much as we can carry.” Luke said.
Bo sighed. “Yeah, okay.”
“We can replace other things we want later
when we have enough money, right now all that matters is that we stay together,
right?”
Bo nodded. “Yeah. I’ll only bring my most favourite cars.”
Luke pack what little money they had into his bag.
“Where are we going to sleep at night?” Bo
asked.
“We’ll camp out.” Luke said. I doubt we could
carry the big sleeping bags so we can just pack a couple thick blankets.
We’ll have to pack some food and stuff like that, like we’ve done when
we’ve camped out.”
“Yeah but Uncle Jesse only ever let us camp
out in the yard, not far from the house.” Bo said.
“So it won’t be that different.” Luke said,
noticing the nervous look in Bo’s eyes.
“Don’t worry Bo everything will be fine.”
Luke said. “I promise that I’ll take care of you.”
“I know you will you.” Bo said his voice full
of trust and blind faith in his cousin. “I’m just nervous . . . about leaving
and not knowing where we’ll live.”
“We’ll be like ancient settlers sleeping under
the stars.” Luke said.
“Could we live in a tree house?” Bo asked.
Luke shrugged. “I don’t know, we’ll just have to wait and see.”
Luke packed some food and supplies into his and Bo’s packs and then
the two of them left the house, setting of on their journey together in
the mid day sun.
They walked through the woods for a couple
hours, staying away from all roads.
“I’m tired.” Bo complained. “Why can’t we
just hitch a ride?”
“Because anyone around here would only take
us back to the farm.” Luke said.
“Can we rest for a while then?” Bo asked.
“Yeah, okay.” Luke said.
They rested for a while under a large old oak tree. Then they set out
walking again, and in another couple of hours they were about a half hour
from Hazzard/Chickasaw border.
“Luke I’m hungry can we stop and eat something
now?” Bo asked.
“Yeah, I’m getting quite hungry myself.” Luke
said.
They sat on top of a large flat rock, in a small clearing to eat. They
drank water and ate an apple and a cookie. Bo ate his food down quickly,
finishing before Luke was even half done his. Luke finished his a few minutes
after Bo.
“Okay let’s get going.” Luke said, and then
noticed that Bo had fallen asleep, laying on the rock, his head propped
up and his pack.
Luke smiled at how peacefully Bo was sleeping, and decided that a nap
sounded like a good idea, he wasn’t use to so much walking either. Luke
laid down on the rock, using his pack as a makeshift pillow and closed
his eyes to get a few minutes sleep.
Luke woke up and looked at his watch a little
more then half an hour had gone by.
“Wake up Bo.” Luke said, gently shaking his
cousin by the shoulder.
Bo sat up, yawning. “Can’t we just stay here I’m too tired to keep
walking.”
“We have to get some good distance in today,
the further away we get the better.” Luke said.
“Just a little bit longer?” Bo asked, looking
at Luke with pleading eyes.
“It’s already four thirty there is only a
few more hours there is only about three hours or so of light left.” Luke
said.
“But I am too tired Luke.” Bo said, yawning
as though to prove his point.
“I know you are Bo, but we have to get as
far away as we can so nobody can force us to go back. You know if we go
back we will be separated.” Luke said.
“Yeah I know.” Bo said sadly.
“Look give me your pack, I’ll carry it for
while for ya.” Luke said.
Bo smiled slightly. “Thanks Luke.”
Luke slung his own pack over his back and carried Bo’s across one shoulder.
They walked slower then they had been as they
both tired and Luke felt like a mule being weighed by the two packs. The
walked for about hour, Luke could feel his back starting to get sore and
thought about making Bo carry his pack for a while. He glanced back at
Bo, who had fallen behind; Bo was practically dragging his feet, looking
as though he was going to fall to sleep, and Luke decided that they just
stop for the night.
“We’ll stop for the night before crossing
over into Chickasaw. We can sleep in the old cave in Iron Mountain.”
Luke said.
Bo only nodded, glad that they were finally stopping.
It took them about another five minutes to reach
Iron Mountain and get settled into one of the many small caves there. Luke
carefully started a small fire, glad that he knew how. They ate a light
dinner consisting of biscuits, left over from last night’s supper, and
a can of Spam, with water being the only thing they had to drink. Bo fell
asleep almost the second after they had finished eat, he curled up in the
blanket and drifted into a deep sleep. Luke sat with blanket around his
shoulders, watching the fire and watching Bo sleep. His heart ached for
his little cousin, he knew that he had to come up with a better plan, as
they couldn’t just keep walking everywhere everyday. He felt an almost
parental responsibility to take care of Bo and to always protect him. Luke
laid down on the cold rock floor and began to drift into a restless sleep,
he wondered if he would be able to get any kind of job once they found
a place to live, he doubted that anyone would want to hire a kid. Luke’s
restless sleep became haunted by a nightmare.