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Salene's Story

Episode 9

The day of the funeral. Salene had been dreading this day, not just for her, but for Everest’s parents and Cloe - especially Cloe. Everest’s death had seemed to have hit her hardest of all. Salene knew that she was hiding her own feelings, she didn’t want Cloe to see as she’d spent so much time with her and she thought she should be showing her how strong she could be. She was going to leave the crying until the funeral. However, Cloe had announced two days earlier that she didn’t want to go after all. This had upset her parents a great deal but Cloe was very sure of herself - she didn’t want to see all of those people crying, most of them she wouldn’t even know. In the end Salene volunteered to look after her while her parents went to the service, she didn’t really want to go herself actually. So the day came, and Cloe’s mum and dad were just about to leave.
“Are you sure that you don’t want to come Clo? You can change your mind,” her mum asked.
“Yes, I’m certain. But there’s one thing,” Cloe shouted from her room.
“What?” her mum asked with suspicion. Cloe ran down the stairs holding an envelope, on the front was Everest’s name. “Give this to Ev for me, won’t you?”
Cloe handed the letter to her mum. She looked at it with tears in her eyes. She sighed “I will Clo, I promise.” She took a breath and composed herself “We’ve gotta go, we’ll see you later.” She lowered her voice and spoke to Salene, “Thanks a million Sal, Everest would be grateful that you’re spending so much time with her little sis.” She smiled and left.
Salene turned to Cloe, who suddenly sat down on the stairs and burst into tears again.
“Oh Cloe!” exclaimed Salene sympathetically, she held Cloe who sobbed into her shoulder.
“I’m sorry Salene,” she said softly. “Do you think I should have gone to the funeral?”
“It was your decision Clo,” Salene assured her. “If you didn’t want to go, you didn’t have to.”
Cloe looked at her. “Were you glad you went to your parent’s funeral?” she asked.
“In a way, yes,” Salene sighed. “It felt like I was actually saying goodbye to them, but the one bad thing was all the people who came up to me to apologise, as if it was their fault and they could change it.”
“That must have been bad,” Cloe said gently, looking at the floor. Suddenly she seemed to brighten. “I know! We could say goodbye ourselves, here!” She jumped up and looked at Salene
“How? What are you thinking about Cloe?” Salene asked suspiciously.
“We could have our own funeral! Except it wouldn’t be miserable and we won’t wear black, like at a grown-up funeral!” Cloe was very excited at her idea, so Salene couldn’t say no.
“There’s just one thing Clo, what would we bury?” Salene was trying her hardest to put Cloe off.
“I know!” she ran upstairs again and came back and presented Salene with a small bear. “I gave her this when she was ill the first time, we could bury this!”
“OK, OK,” Salene gave in. “Who shall we invite?”
“Patsy, Paul and Bob of course!” Cloe exclaimed. “Can I go and invite them now? They can help!” Salene nodded and Cloe ran out of the house. Salene looked at the bear. She couldn’t hold in her feelings any longer. Tears started to flood down her cheeks. She buried her face in the bear and sobbed hard, she felt she couldn’t cope with any more misery in her life. She stood up and wandered, blinded by tears, into the kitchen. She opened the fridge and took out some food. She was just about to stuff her face when she heard the front door open. Cloe, Patsy and Paul ran in, closely followed by Bob.
“Hi Sal!” Patsy cried. “I can’t believe that we’re going to have a funeral for Ev!”
“Yeah,” Salene said, feeling mournful.
Music started to float around the garden as Cloe and her friends carried the bear towards the hole that they had dug. Even though it was meant to be a happy occasion, a ‘celebration of Ev’s life’, as Cloe had described it, it was a very sombre moment. Cloe placed the toy gently in the hole and Salene paused the music. They stood in silence for about a minute.
“What should I say?” Cloe whispered.
“Talk about how great Ev was,” Patsy whispered back.
“OK. Erm, Everest was the best big sister in the world,” she sighed.
Just then Paul started signing and Patsy laughed.
“What?” Cloe asked.
“He just said ‘apart from Patsy’!” she laughed.
“OK, she was the best big sister in the world, apart from Patsy.”
Patsy and Paul smiled at each other. “She was a good listener, and a great friend to Salene.” She looked at Salene, who had tears in her eyes. “Will you say something Sal?”
“Sure.” Salene stepped forward. “Everest was the most trustworthy person in the universe, you could talk to her about anything and she loved life and thought the world of everyone, but especially her little sister Cloe.” her voice started to crack, she couldn’t say anymore. “I’m sorry I can’t say anymore,” she whispered to Cloe.
“That’s OK,” she smiled. She then raised her voice a bit, “Let’s cover the grave over. Salene, the music?” Salene pressed play and Everest’s favourite song started. Cloe started to move the earth onto the bear. Salene turned around as she didn’t want Cloe to see how upset she was. Cloe’s parents were stood behind them, both of them were crying but smiling at the same time. Salene walked up to them. “How was it?” she asked.
“Hard. It was a good thing Cloe didn’t come, it would have broken her heart,” her mum sighed. “Don’t tell me,” she gestured to the grave. “Cloe’s idea?” Salene nodded.
“It’s a nice idea, saying goodbye to Ev in her own way, in a way she understands, instead of some complete stranger talking about her sister as if he knew her.” She smiled gratefully at Salene and walked inside, her husband’s arm around her waist. Salene stood and listened to the music and smiled. She knew that Everest would probably be watching from somewhere, smiling on her best friend and sister on this day and for every other day of their lives.


Episode 10

“It was lucky Cloe had you to look after her when Everest died,” Trudy told Salene, who smiled.
“Do you think so?” she asked.
“Yes, I do. If you hadn’t been there for her then who knows what could have happened,” Trudy replied.
“Yeah and if it weren’t for her then who knows what could have happened to me?” she said.
“What do you mean?” Trudy asked confusedly.
“Well, she kept my mind off things when I was with her, she always looked for the better side to bad things,” Salene sighed.
“So, after the funeral, what next?” Trudy asked.
“I stayed with Cloe, she didn’t want to go with her parents to meet her relatives at the wake...”

“Hey Clo, are you hungry?” Salene asked. Two hours had passed since the ‘funeral’ in the back garden, Patsy, Paul and Bob had left and Cloe and Salene were playing Snakes and Ladders on the living room floor. “Starving” Cloe told her. Salene got up and went to the kitchen and started to sort out some tea for them. Looking at the food made her feel guilty about what she had done earlier. However, she couldn’t let her guilt get her down so she tried to think of something else. She started to think of a time long ago, when she and Everest had only been about seven or eight, they’d had a teacher, Miss Simpson, at school that they really hated and she was mean to the whole class. Well, that’s what they’d thought at the time. Everest hated her so much. One day they went to the beach for a nature walk with her and the rest of the class and Everest had got bored and stopped listening to the talk that Miss Simpson was giving the class on rock pools. She had noticed that Everest was in a world of her own and had shouted at her. Angry and embarrassed about being shouted at in front of all her friends, she sought revenge. They were all going to have their lunch on the beach and so they were carrying their lunches. Miss Simpson had earlier spoken of her fear of crabs, so this gave Everest the perfect idea. She put a crab (only a small one) into the bag in which the teacher’s lunch was in. When she took her dinner out of course she screamed hysterically and ran for her life. Salene could still see her face right now. She couldn’t help but laugh when she though of how pleased Ev had been with her plot.
Cloe walked in and asked “Salene? What are you laughing at?”
Salene smiled, “Something that Everest did when she was younger.” She told Cloe the story and she began to laugh as well.
“Did Everest REALLY do that?” Cloe asked disbelievingly.
“Yes, she did,” Salene said honestly. “Who’d have thought it, Everest being bad!” They laughed again. It feels great to be so happy, Salene thought after dinner.
Cloe was upstairs in her room. Well, that’s what Salene thought.
“Sal! Come here quickly” Cloe cried out urgently.
Salene jumped up thinking that Cloe’d had an accident and started to run up the stairs. “Clo, are you OK? Where are you?” Salene shouted.
“I’m in Ev’s room, I found something...”
Salene rushed to Everest’s room. Cloe was sat on the floor with three boxes in front of her. On top of the boxes it said ‘Cloe’, ‘Mum and Dad’ and on the last it said ‘Sal’. Cloe looked at Salene guiltily. “Sorry, I know I shouldn’t have been snooping but I couldn’t help it. I found these under the bed, do you think we should open them?”
Salene looked at the boxes, she couldn’t speak as she had a lump in her throat. “Yes, I think we should. Let’s put your parents' downstairs.” With that they picked up the boxes and as Salene started to walk down the stairs.
Cloe said “Salene? I’m going to open mine in my room, alone. Is that OK?” Salene nodded again and Cloe ran to her room.

Salene sat downstairs and just stared at her box, she couldn’t bring herself to open it. That evening Salene was sat in her room still staring at it, Everest’s parents had been surprised when Salene had shown them their box. They had been close to crying and Salene had made a quick getaway. Finally she could take it no more, she grabbed hold of it and pulled off the lid. Inside were a lot a things but the first thing she noticed was an envelope on top of everything. Salene placed the box next to her on the bed and opened the envelope. Inside was a letter which said:
“Dear Salene,
When you read this I will be gone. It sounds harsh but it’s the truth. I hope this box brings back a lot of good memories of times we had together. Looking at them made me think about what a good friend you are (were?) to me. I want to tell you a few things. First of all I want to thank you for supporting me throughout the hard times of my last bout of illness, I may have seemed strong but honestly, I was being torn apart inside. Also I hope you are supporting Cloe for me, she will have lost her idol. I know this sounds conceited but you know it’s true. I love her loads and I told her this in her letter.
Salene - you are the GREATEST friend alive, and I hope you know that I love you like a sister. Just promise me a few things - don’t be sad, go back to school and do well! And tell someone about your bulimia - please, I beg you. Anyway I’m feeling a little tired, I’ll see you later at the sleepover!
Your friend for life,
Everest.”

Salene was shocked - Everest had wrote this the same day that she died! Had she known? If she had, how? Anyway, she didn’t want to think about that, she picked up the box and started to go through it. Inside were lots of photos of them together, right from them being babies right up to a few days before her death. Also there was a picture of a crab, on the bottom was written “Dear Miss Simpson, the best teacher EVER. Lots of love from Ev, your FAVOURITE pupil!” Salene laughed, it was weird that she’d only been thinking of that incident a few hours before. Then she saw it, a small jewelry case was underneath that picture. She opened it and there laying on a piece of tissue paper was Everest’s favourite silver bracelet. Salene smiled and put it on, she’d never take it off again. She looked at it and made a decision that would change her life, she then packed the box up and got into bed, that night had the best night’s sleep she’d had for a long time.
The next day, Salene jumped out of bed quite early. She had to find Violet so she could keep Everest’s promise - she was going to tell her about her bulimia. Violet was sat at the table in the kitchen, reading the paper. She looked up and smiled at her niece “Hi sweetie, what’s wrong?” her face changed it’s expression when she saw how serious Salene looked.
“Aunt Violet? I’ve got to tell you something...”

“How did she take it? What did she say?” Trudy asked.
“She was very understanding, and we talked for ages - it was great,” Salene replied honestly. “She arranged for us to go to some special sessions to talk with a specialist. It helped for a very long time. Actually the next time I made myself sick was when there was all that trouble with you, sorry.” Trudy smiled understandingly. Salene started to look sad “Then about a year later the virus struck, and Violet died and so did Cloe’s mum and dad and Patsy and Paul’s. I took them under my wing and we set off together.”
“You carried on looking after Cloe for Ev,” Trudy sighed. “That’s wonderful. But it must have been hard to admit to your bulimia.”
“It was,” sighed Salene looking at the silver bracelet which was still there on her wrist. “But I had to do it - for Everest’s sake...”


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