When will the pain of my loss subside?
and where is the hole in which I can hide?
You lifted me up on such a high
then left me there to freeze and die.
If only my memory could lapse for awhile
maybe I could laugh and smile.
I wonder if it's possible to forget
how it was when we first met
I know for sure that I belive
the greatest gift I did receive
was the honesty you gave to me
in asking me to set you free
So take your freedom please and run
fill your nights with short-lived in fun.
Elders say, "Only in time will your wounds heal"
So, to future time I do appeal
Please speed the process of profound sadness
and fill my heart with love and gladness.
I am terrified to hear myself say:
"I'd trade all my tomorrows for one yesterday".
So my eternal love to you I send
but tell me please when does it end?

There's rain falling soft on my face
like tears from the angels above
Are they feeling lonely like me
have they lost somebody they love
The wind seems to carry a song
A melody sad and forlorn
why even the clouds hide the sun
To let not a cold heart be warm
the days can be weathered somehow
Intrusions of hurt plagues the night
this then that the tormentor smiles
While the sleepless lay watch 'til light
it can't always turn out this way
The giving of love has to be
So I'll wait in line with others
and hope that there's some left for me.

Alone I've watched the seasgulls flying just below the clouds
and alone I've shed a tear with every cry they sound
Alone I've watched the sunset thinking back to you and I
and alone I relive promises that did wither but not die.
Alone I think of passion and the fires we did start
and alone I see the water that soon fell upon my heart
Alone I feel that water now, the falls they do still flow
And alone I weep in silence, for my heart cannot let go.

I see you almost everdyay
lost for word, what can I say
what would it be like to be back with you
I have always wished I knew

When I look into your eyes
I suddenly get weak
All i do is memorize
and then forget to speak

I think of you through night and day
Never knowing what to say
I wish you knew how I felt
but you're happy with someone else.

Love, please forgive me
I've let you down in the past
For I was young and foolish
I did not realize your love would be the last

Yesterday, you were just a game
and I was wild and free
Not knowing of your power
Only now is it plain to see

As the years have past
and my youth slips slowly by
my heart aches for your love..... it cries

So my darling bless me, one more chance
please say its not too late
Only you can save
this lonely ladies hearts fate.

I've learned -
that you cannot make someone love you.
All you can do is be someone who can be loved.
The rest is up to them.

I've learned-
that no matter how much I care,
some people just don't care back.

I' ve learned-
that it takes years to build up trust,
and only seconds to destroy it

I've learned-
that it's not what you have in your life
but who you have in your life that counts.

I've learned-
that you can do something in as instant
that will give you heartache for life

I've learned-
that you should always leave loved ones with loving words.
It may be the last time you see them....

I've learned-
that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time

I've learned-
that true friendship continues to grow,
even over the longest distance.
Same goes for true love.

I've learned -
that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to
doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

I've learned -
that it's hard to determine where to draw the line
between being nice and not hurting people's feelings
and standing up for what you believe.

I've learned-
that your life can be changed in a matter of hours
by people who don't even know you.

I've learned-
that you should'nt be so eager to find out a secret.
It could change your life forever.

I've learned-
that the people you care about most in life
are taken from you too soon.

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