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| Medicant Maple Ere the dawn of morn Forsake me not See me weep in the eye of the storm Accursed is thy But thus I besiege Incessantly swaying Praying to thee Sojourner of life Ebbed in the soil Affable yet daunt Festooned from thy toil O'er and O'er the breadth of yore Depicts the fracas That thee does adore Thy bulwork is crumbling Cede if I must For thy is surely defunct at dusk |
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| Sweetness Of Song I want to have a song And hear it on the radio see flowers in the morning hear laughter in the silence smell perfume in the cold feel warmth in a heartbeat touch a rainbow taste salt on a dimpled cheek see montains on skin hear my name in a whisper feel clouds in the storm Smell sweetness in the morning Listen to the radio |
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| What Are You? So much emptiness So much Pain Filled with so much love Yet feeling so unwanted Not knowing your place Admist all the comfusion What are you good at? Are you really what he says Or are you not to blame Do you deliberately cause conflicts Unknowingly hurting him Or are you merely unable To keep your emotions in toe Are you a good mother Or just a keeper Keeping her from harm Do you really love yourself Or do you not care about your life Now that your heart is broken. |
| ...If Only If only If only I can say it a thousand times And never make it the same If only I was a better mother If only I was smarter If only I was happier If only I was patient If only I was understanding then I could transform tomorrow But there would only be more... If only If only If only I hadn't done that If only I hadn't said that If only I didn't act like that If only I didn't look like that If only I didn't sound like that A thousand days, a thousand nights A thousand new..If Only's If only I smiled more If only I talked more If only I agreed more If only I listened more If only I accepted more A list so long I could not finish it If only If only If only I showed I cared more If only I showed I loved more If only I laughed more If only I kissed more If only we loved If only I were Perfect |
| Past, Present, Future ...Back years before Oh, how you loved me then I was your angel Never doing wrong I brought sunshine into your life Filling your eyes with joy Touching your soul with my smile I kissed away teardrops and replaced them with laughter Mesmerized you with Pleasing conversation Enticed you with attraction Attracted you with love ..Forward to the present Oh, how you seem so unhappy I am now your demon Never doing right I bring darkness into your life Filling your eyes with rage My smile only brings Suspision and accusation There is no longer laughter to replace tears unshed Conversation is fleeting And mine seems mundane My attraction is weak My love doubted ...My future Broken. |
| The One What can I do love To bring you back to me There is a distance between us I can feel but cannot see I sense it in your voice In the tone which you address In the things you do not say In the words you don't express I cannot prentend comprehension Or decipher the means All I can do is ask again If you are still in love with me You hide behind excuses Explanations, all the same Avoidance of confrontation Evasivness from pain? Where shall I go from here How can I depict to you my heart Or would it only be in vain Because you know I'm not "The One" |
| Somebody Oh how sweet your tender kiss Upon my cheek so red Blushing from the thought of you and the fantasies in my head In your eyes I see myself As I truly want to be Passionate, loved, desirable Uninhibated and free My dreams of you are passionate Filling me with yearning My thoughts of you are loving Keeping my heart burning To stroke your cheek, touch your face Or run my fingers through your hair I think I would do anything Follow you anywhere For it would fill my heart with joy Just to see your face, Feel your arms around me In a deep embrace Alas, for now, unsure of tomorrow And if the circumstance will change I hold on to the dream of you While I keep my heart restrained |
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