PAIN
I think the title of this page explains it all.
NOTHING
Shadows dancing
Light dissapearing
Sorrow overwhelming
Fear unforgettable
Nowhere left
Somewhere gone
Life, no longer
Curtains fall
Nothing
WHY
Why do you hurt me, why don't you care, why do you hide, why don't you share, why are you quiet, why don't you talk to me, why don't you notice the love that I see
Why are you scared, whay don't you try, why give up, why do you lie, why do you avoid, why do you forget, why do you get angry, why do you get upset
Why don't you give us a chance, are you afraid you'll see, that  what is causing your pain, is your love for me?
ATTEMPTS
A rope tied in a knot
Hanging from a room
A gun loaded to be shot
Could cause you sudden doom

A bottle full of pills
Can put you off to sleep
Falling off a tall steep hill
Could cause a sudden leap
A knife jabbed in your heart
Could put you to rest
Tortured til you fall apart
Could cause you sudden deat
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Smothered with a cushioned sack
Could cause you to die
Cutting viens in your wrists
Could kiss your life goodbye
But of all the attempts in the world
There is one that works the best
Love someone with all your heart
Until they cause you pain
Care for them, until they hurt you
And you will never
live again
WHEN
When you're in her arms
Do you ever think of me
Of the time we spent together
About how things used to be
When you hear my voice
Does it make you smile
Or has everything we once felt
Been forever pushed aside

When you see me
Do you think of us before
Or is it a reality
That you think of me no more

When you read my letters
Do you regret that we met
Do you wish I was something
You could just forget

When you look back to the past
And the love that we once shared
Are you glad that it happened

Or do you wish it was never there
STILL IN LOVE
Still in love
Still naive
Still willing to believe
That everything would be alright
If only I could hold you tight
Forever holding on
Not willing to let go
Waiting for tomorrow
And the hope it may bring
Fearing that I could lose everything
Crying at your words
Wincing at the pain
Trying to stay sane
When all I feel is emptiness
And a void filled with regret
Longing for your touch
Still in love
Still in love
WHY MUST LOVE
Why must love be so cruel
In world full of so much pain
Why must love hurt you once
Then time and time again

Why does love tear you up
When it is supposed to heal your wounds
Why does love break your heart
When it is supposed to make it bloom

Why does love make you cry
When your just about to smile
Why does love make you believe
You'll be happy for a while

Why does love cause you anguish
And hurt you so inside
Why does love bring you to life
Then cause you to die
I WILL PROTECT YOU
I am supposed to protect you
Keep you from harm
Make sure you're safe
Shelter your heart

But I soon will be helpless
And you'll be in pain
I cannot prevent it
I can't do a thing

You will cry and scream
And when I look at you
I'll get so upset
I know I'll cry too

But I'll try to be strong
As a mommy should be
I'll carry your pain
I'll put you at ease

I will protect you
I'll keep you from harm
I'll make sure your safe
'Cause your part of my heart
Dedicated to the bravest little girl in the world..my daughter Taylor
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