| Precious Baby, Kiss Me, Desire, Past |
| Precious Baby (This was written about my newest niece, Cali) I look down and see her cradling into the snug of my arm, as to curl up and say that she loves me. And I watch as her chest gently rise and falls showing the new life in her body. And I watch as my tear runs from my eye, to the tip of my nose. Gently landing on it's final resting-place of her arm. How did this little thing bring this tear to my eye? How did she touch my heart in a way that only a special child can do? She's become the reason for my existence and the world to me. And I wonder....how could another living being take the place of the precious little girl in my life? How could I love someone more than I love her....staring at her in this very moment? She's become my world, my all and the reasons for me to wake up in the morning and drive across town. Drive to smell her precious scent that only a child has, drive to see the smile, the giggle and joy of life. Carefree to the world and me! |
| Kiss Me (I was getting into my goofy mood of writing with this one but, it's sooo about Joanne! <giggle>) Kiss me sweetly baby; let me feel your tongue. Kiss me sweetly baby; let's go have some fun! Kiss me sweetly baby; I see you're the one! Kiss me sweetly baby; I want to have your son! |
| Past (I wrote this about my ex...went to go for a normal bullshittin' visit with him and these are the words that came to my mind when I came home from the visit!) I wonder now how something that once brought so much love into my heart that turned to anger brought this friendship. And it's weird how life turns out to bring you to the strangest places and all the things that were once bad, horrible and painful lead you up to a point of understanding....to happiness. Why do I sit on the phone and hear his words? Why do I drive hours just to see his face? He's become some weird fade of a memory that I no longer understand and no longer desire like I had. I hear myself laugh as if I'm not really there. Like, I'm sitting in the background watching as my body and soul laugh at his words. I hear myself speak of the past and my mind wanders to see if that was really me that participated. And, I've learned now that the past is always there for a reason. And I've learned now that the now is for now and the future is always something brighter..... Home Poems Home Back Next |
| Desire (Just written about my feelings about having a child...hopefully soon!!!) A desire so strong...I long for it all day, The desire and need to watch him play. To walk around and see his face, And look at him with my loving gaze. Bringing him into my arms to nurse, As I sing to him my favorite song verse. Desire to be a mother and all that it brings, Knowing I deserve life's little blessings. |