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| (Well...I just kinda wrote this...) My heart is crumbling down around me as I struggle to pick up the already scattered pieces of my short life. Wanting to say forget it all and move on and go somplace else, I continue to turn to you. I continue to look for things in you that I know that you cannot provide for me. Hoping for so much more and better life after the hurt and pain. I continue to walk. Walk down my pathway of hurt and despair. I walk down my pathway towards a new beginning and new life. High hopes of it being happier than the past has been for me. For three long years it has been a never-ending circle in my life. I do everything I can do to please others and neglect the feelings within myself. Trying to find the positive out of each situation I see none here, I feel none. I long for you, I dream for you, I wait for you, I cry for you. Spending each day that you are gone in a drunken despair hoping that only things will go uphill and that this will all be over when I have slept and sobered. Only to wake up to another day without you and another day of pain. Come back to me!! Show me your love; show me your thoughts. Show me your pain, your sorrow, your grief and your joy. Bring to me what you once had years ago when we stood before each other promising the rest of our lives and sealed it with a kiss. Show me there is something still there for you. Show me that I don't have to turn and walk down my long hallway and leave you behind. Come to stand by my side with your arm around me and your love for me inside your heart. Don't push what I know is there out of your heart and mind for it will only leave you and I with further sorrow in the long run. Help me to not bring you to my pain each day and my questions to not fill my mind. Show me something....show me you care! Come to me....bringing me your all. Come to be with me and see my love, feel it enter your body as it did the first time we made love. Allow love to bring you to your knees and surrender to me the way I do to you. My love, my life, my forever...from then until forever you remain to be my partner. All of my hopes, my dreams, my fears, my desires, wrapped up into you!! Stand by my side and walk....walk down our hallway together and show me that you're real. Come to me and bring me your soul. |