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In Loving Memory 
of 

  
Joshua             
   Royal   
        Devi
                  Dexter

There are no words that can adequately describe the pain and emptiness I feel not having him in my arms.  I have to believe he is heaven with my grandparents and knows have very much my heart aches for him.  And on that day when I return to my heavenly home he will be waiting for me and I will finally get to hold him in my arms and kiss his beautiful face.
Joshua means God is Salvation
Royal is after my father
Devi means resides in heaven
Due May 9, 1999
Called home to soon
November 29, 1998
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Letter From Heaven

To my dearest family, some things I'd like to say.
But first of all, to let you know that I arrrived okay.

I'm writing this from heaven. Here I dwell with God above.
Here, there's no tears of sadness.  Jere is just eternal love.

Please do not be unhappy just because I'm out of sight.
Remember, that I am with you every morning, noon and  night.

That day I had to leave you when my life on earth was through
God picked  me up and hugged me and He sai "I welcome you."

"It's good to have you back again, you were missed while you were gone.
As for your dearest family, they'll be here later on.

I need you here so badly, you are part of my plan.
There is so much that we can do, to help our mortal man.

God gave me a list of things, that he wished for me to do.
And foremost on the list, was to watch and care for you.

And when you lie in bed at night the day's chores put to flight.
God and I are closest to you...in the middle of the night.

When you think of my life on earth and all those loving years,
because you are only human, they are bound to bring you tears.

But do not be afraid to cry; it does relieve the pain.
Remember there would be no flowers, unless there was some rain.

I wish that I could tell you all God has planned
If I were to tell you, you wouldn't understand.

But one thing is for certain, though my life on earth is over,
I'm closer to you now, than I ever was before.
There are many rocky roads ahead of you and many hills to climb,
But together we can do it by taking one day at a time.

It was always my philosophy and I'd like it for you too;
That as you give unto the world, the world will give to you.
If you can help somebody who's in sorrow and pain
Then you can say to God at night.."My day was not in vain."

And knowing I am content..that my life was worthwhile
Knowing as I passed along the way I made somebody smile.
So if you meet somebody who is sad and feeling low;
Just lend a hand to pick him up, as on your way you go.

When you're walking down the street and you've got me on your mind:
I'm walking in your footsteps only half a step behind.
And when it's time for you to go..from that body to be free.
Remember you're not going..you're coming here to me.

Author - Jennette Miller