Joshua Royal Devi Dexter

This is the only picture I have of Joshua.  My biggest regret is not having taken pictures of him after he was born.  I can still picture him in my mind, but what I wouldn't give to have more pictures.

It has been over a year, but I still have an empty ache in my heart.  When the doctor told me there was no heartbeat it felt as if he reached into my chest and ripped out my heart and that space has never filled back up.
My heart aches for everyone who experiences this loss.  But I find some peace in knowing our children are playing together under the gentle arms of God.

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