In Loving Memory of Joshua Bell 11/26/86 - 1/14/90 JOSHUA I SIT HERE AND WANDER HOW THINGS WOULD BE IF YOU WERE HERE NOW LOOKING AT ME YOU WERE SO SMALL WHEN YOU WERE TAKEN AWAY IT WASN'T QUITE FAIR I WANTED YOU TO STAY I MISS YOUR LITTLE FACE AND THE TWINKLE IN YOUR EYES YOUR BEAUTIFUL SMILE THAT BRIGHTENED UP THE SKIES. I REMEMBER THE THINGS YOU USED TO DO YOUR SILLY LITTLE WAYS I REMEMBER THEM TOO YOU ARE ALWAYS ON MIND AND FOREVER IN MY HEART I WILL BE NEAR YOU SOMEDAY BUT FOR NOW WE ARE FAR APART LOVE, MOMMY These are two beautiful and loving gifts for Angel Joshua from my dear friend, Carol, mom to Angel Michael. ANGEL EYES Performed by The Buzz Poets I WALK THE EARTH ABOVE THE GROUND, HIS SMILE IS WIDE IT PAINT THE SKIES LIKE BLUE SKIES, BLUE SKIES AND ALL THE CREATURES HEARD THIS SOUND THE NIGHT THE CHILDLIKE ANGEL LEARNED TO FLY IN BLUE SKIES ALL I ASK IS WHY LITTLE ANGELS HAVE TO FLY STARS THAT HIDE IS ANGEL EYES I THROW MY HANDS UP TO THE SKY I MISS HIS ANGEL EYES HE SINGS TO ME DON'T CRY SINCE THE HEAVENS CALLED NAME NOTHING WILL BE THE SAME THEN US TOGETHER, TOGETHER THEY SAY THAT LEGENDS NEVER DIE AND SO MY FRIEND THIS ANGEL IS FOREVER, FOREVER ALL I ASK IS WHY LITTLE ANGELS HAVE TO FLY STARS THAT HIDE IS ANGEL EYES I THROW MY HANDS UP TO THE SKY I MISS HIS ANGEL EYES HE SINGS TO ME DON'T CRY I SING I SCREAM I NEED TO HEAR A REASON STAR HAS FALLEN I THINK I HEAR HIM CALLING SINCE THE DAY I HEARD THE NEWS MY SOUL IS MELTING MY HEART IS BURNING BURNING HE WAS JUST A CHILD WITH THE SUNSHINE IN HIS SMILE INNOCENCE AS ANGELS FLY SEE AN ANGEL IN THE SKY I MISS HIS ANGEL EYES SINGS TO ME DON'T CRY HE WAS JUST A CHILD WITH THE SUNSHINE IN HIS SMILE INNOCENCE AS ANGELS FLY SEE AN ANGEL IN THE SKY I MISS HIS ANGEL EYES SINGS TO ME DON'T CRY The song playing on here, Angel Eyes by The Jeff Healy Band, is a very special one. Josh's Aunt Cindy used to play it all the time, and she would sing to him. He would always say Angel Eyes every time we went there as soon as we walked in her door, and if she didn't play it he would have a fit. If we didn't play it, he would make this pouty face and his lip would stick out so far that it was so hard not to do what he wanted and he knew that he had us. These beautiful images above are loving gifts from Pammi for Josh's birthday. Thank you ever so much!!! Ever Close in Mind and Heart No further away than a picture, A smile or remembered phrase, Our loved ones live in memory -- So close in so many ways. For how often does a sunset Bring nostalgic thoughts to mind Of moments that our loved ones shared in days now left behind! How often has a flower Or a crystal autumn sky Brought golden recollections Of happy days gone by! Yes, memory has a magic way Of keeping loved ones near -- Ever close in mind and heart Are the ones we hold most dear. ~ Written by Marjorie Frances Ames WE DO NOT NEED A SPECIAL DAY We do not need a special day To bring you to our minds. The days we do not think of you Are very hard to find. Each morning when we awake, We know that you are gone. And no one knows the heart ache As we try to carry on. Our hearts still ache with sadness And secret tears still flow. What it meant to lose you No one will ever know. Our thoughts are always with you, Your place no one can fill. In life we loved you dearly; In death we love you still. There will always be a heartache, And often a silent tear. But always a precious memory Of the days when you were here. If tears could make a staircase, And heartaches make a lane, We'd walk the path to heaven And bring you home again. We hold you close within our hearts; And there you will remain, To walk with us throughout our lives Until we meet again. Our family chain is broken now, And nothing seems the same, But as God calls us one by one, The chain will link again. ~ Written by Connie Dyer, BP/USA, Springfield, IL Each little flower that opens, Each little bird that sings, He made their glowing colors, He made their tiny wings. The tall trees in the greenwood, The meadows where we play, The rushes by the water We gather every day -- He gave us eyes to see them, And lips that we might tell How great is God Almighty, Who has made all things well! ~ Written by Mrs. Cecil F. Alexander LIGHT A CANDLE And I will light a candle for you to shadow all the darkness and bless the times we knew Like a beacon in the night the flame will burn bright and guide us on our way Oh today I light a candle for you. Seasons come and go and I'm weary from the change Keep on moving on -- you know it's not the same And when I'm walking all alone Do you hear me call your name? Do you hear me sing the songs we used to sing? And I will light a candle for you... You filled my life with wonder -- touched me with surprise Always saw that something special deep within your eyes And through the good times and the bad We carried on with pride I hold on to the love and life we knew And I will light a candle for you... Oh today I light a candle for you.     For Joshua What a sweet little boy. I know he lives on in memory and in heaven. God Be With You Ann, Laurasmom In Loving Memory Of Joshua's 19th Angelversary The Little Policeman 11-26-86 ~ 01-14-90 Dear Dawn The most cutiest, handsome policeman I have ever seen.. He is sure taking care of all our ANGEL'S.. GOD BLESS Sue-Anne/LEE In Loving Memory of Lee Henry Aguilera Continue to Joshua's Story Continue to Joshua's Photo Gallery, Page 1 And of course, please remember to also visit Joshua's Christmas Page A friend can hear a tear drop. This webpage is created In Loving Memory of Joshua Bellon October 1, 2000 Last updated: January 13, 2009 © 2000 - 2009 Click the button below to send email to Joshua's mom... Maria's Tribute to Christopher Jesus Wept This award is for ALL your lovely pages for Christopher and others. Love: Marlene Marlene's Pages "Thank-you for sending Joshua's web site to me. It is a very nice web site and my heart just broke to know that this mom will once again be without her son on his Birthday... let Joshua's mommy know that my thoughts are with her at this very special time." Welcome To Sheri's Angel Pages The plate above was lovingly donated by Angel Conner's mom, Kelly. Thank you so very much for this gift for Angel Joshua! Empty Arms~Heavy Heart, Child Loss Grief Support and Memorials These two gifts above are from my dear friend, Pammi.Benjiman's Site Map Read my Dreambook! Sign my Dreambook!