In Loving Memory of Austin Daniel Antram Became An Angel On May 7, 1998 This page is my memorial to my son, Austin Daniel Antram, who I lost to a miscarriage at 18 weeks gestation. I also wish to include include 4 angel babies to represent Austin's siblings who I also lost to miscarriage. I truly believe all 5 of my angel babies are together. This is a beautiful and loving gift to Angel Austin from my dear friend, Carol, mom to Angel Michael. Angels In Heaven ~Higher Faith~ It happened so fast everything was a blur And everyone came by and said how sorry they were. I knew that they meant well So I tried to force a smile And they said I should be thankful that I had him for a while But now all my friends and my family have gone home I am just left here sitting with my memories all alone I've always heard that God does everything right I just wish My Angels weren’t in Heaven tonight I know there are some things beyond our control And some things only God can decide That won’t stop this hurting that I feel in my soul I just wish my angels weren’t in Heaven tonight Oh I know there are some things beyond our control Some things only God can decide. Oh But that won’t stop this hurting that I feel in my soul I just wish my Angels weren’t in Heaven tonight God won’t you please Kiss my Angels Good Night Good Night Sadly I do not know the other sexes, they were all to early. Austin was the only one I named. He was so real to me. I watched him pass away on the ultrsound. The only other idea I have is a sun and moon which represent my 2 living children and 5 stars around them. That has always been something for me. To Mommy I'm just a little baby boy who didn't quite make it there. I had to go be with Jesus, but I'm waiting for you there. Don't fret about me Mommy I'm of God's lambs most blest. I'd had loved to stay there with you, but the Shepherd knows what's best. Many dwell here where I live Waited years to enter in. Struggled through a world of sorrow, and their lives were marred with sin. So sweet Mommy don't you cry wipe those tears and chase the gloom, I wanted more time to stay there with you, instead of coming here straight from your womb. Thank you for the life you gave me I'd have loved to have brought it fame. But if I'd linger in Earth's shadows, might instead have brought it shame. Daddy gave me something for you, It's our secret Mommy dear. He pressed it tight against my forehead, and whispered in my tiny ear. I'll be waiting for you Mommy, Daddy and the other kids too, I'll be waiting for you to hold me, then Daddy's kiss I'll give to you. ~ Author unknown How very softly you tiptoed into my world; Almost silently, only a moment you stayed But what an imprint your footprints left upon my heart~ -Author Unknown- Mothers Dream I carried you so lovingly, Within my gentle womb... And little did I realize, Your life would end too soon. I never got the chance to say "I love you, little one"... Before I held you in my arms, Your life on earth was done. The grief is indescribable, To lose a child this way... All the many hopes and dreams, Just vanished on that day. I know I'll see the sun shine bright Upon my baby's face... When I finally get to heaven, All my pain will be erased. We'll soar the skies together, As angels two by two... We’ll have a sweet reunion This mother's dream come true. ~Unknown Author~ The Cord We are connected, My child and I, By an invisible cord Not seen by the eye. It's not like the cord That connects us 'til birth This cord can't be seen By any on Earth. This cord does its work Right from the start. It binds us together Attached to my heart. I know that it's there Though no one can see the invisible cord From my child to me. The strength of this cord Is hard to describe. It can't be destroyed It can't be denied. It's stronger than any cord Man could create It withstands the test Can hold any weight. And though you are gone, Though you're not here with me, The cord is still there But no one can see. It pulls at my heart I am bruised...I am sore, But this cord is my lifeline As never before. I am thankful that God Connects us this way A mother and child Death can't take it away! ~ Author Unknown Child Of My Heart Clothes that will not be worn Toys that will not be loved Diapers that will not be wet Rooms that will not be shared A face that will never be seen A memory that will always be kept Child of My Heart I'll not hear your laughter Nor dry your tears I'll not help you to walk Nor stop you from falling I'll not hold your hand nor let it go I'll not share your joys Nor chase your fears away I have only the memories… Of a life that never lived ~Unknown Author~ These three images below are gifts to Austin from my dear friend, Pammi. Dear Kristie A Precious Child Now A Beautiful ANGEL REST IN PEACE ANGEL AUSTIN GOD BLESS Sue-Anne/LEE In Loving Memory of Lee Henry Aguilera My ANGEL Son Michael A friend can hear a tear drop. This webpage is created In Loving Memory of Austin Daniel Antramon March 5, 2003 Last updated: May 6, 2009 © 2000 - 2009 Thank you to my dear friends, Sheri and Joyce, for all your help with the tags for Austin's page. Maria's Tribute to Christopher