GOD SEEMS DISTANT
----Psalms 139----
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O LORD, you have searched me and you know me.
2
You know when I sit and when I rise; you perceive my
thoughts from afar.
3
You discern my going out and my lying down; you are
familiar with all my ways.
4
Before a word is on my tongue you know it completely,
O LORD.
5
You hem me in--behind and before; you have laid your
hand upon me.
6
Such knowledge is too wonderful for me, too lofty for
me to attain.
7
Where can I go from your Spirit? Where can I flee
from your presence?
8
If I go up to the heavens, you are there; if I make
my bed in the depths, you are there.
9
If I rise on the wings of the dawn, if I settle on
the far side of the sea,
10
even there your hand will guide me, your right hand
will hold me fast.
11
If I say, Surely the darkness will hide me and the
light become night around me,
12
even the darkness will not be dark to you; the night
will shine like the day, for darkness is as light to
you.
13
For you created my inmost being; you knit me together
in my mother\'s womb.
14
I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully
made; your works are wonderful, I know that full
well.
15
My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in
the secret place. When I was woven together in the
depths of the earth,
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your eyes saw my unformed body. All the days ordained
for me were written in your book before one of them
came to be.
17
How precious to me are your thoughts, O God! How
vast is the sum of them!
18
Were I to count them, they would outnumber the grains
of sand. When I awake, I am still with you.
19
If only you would slay the wicked, O God! Away from
me, you bloodthirsty men!
20
They speak of you with evil intent; your adversaries
misuse your name.
21
Do I not hate those who hate you, O LORD, and abhor
those who rise up against you?
22
I have nothing but hatred for them; I count them my
enemies.
23
Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know
my anxious thoughts.
24
See if there is any offensive way in me, and lead me
in the way everlasting.
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