Title: Eternal Flame

Author: LionGoddess97 (LionGoddess97@cs.com)

Website: none

Rating: NC-17

Pairing/main characters: Gambit/Sabertooth,Gambit/Wolverine

Series/Sequel: complete

Summary: Violence, Rape, Death. Alternate Universe: Gambit, Wolverine and Sabertooth are all university students.

Disclaimer: Don't own Remy, Creed, Logan or any other marvel characters I might had added.

Archive/distribution: Fine with me. Tell me where.

Warning: Violence, Rape, Death.

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Eternal Flame

By LionGoddess

 

Beautiful day at UL campus. The beginning of the fall semester and Remy LeBeau registered and settled in his new room. A knock at the door had alerted him that is new roommate was here.
"My name is Bruce and you must be... Remy, right?"
"Yes, how you know?"
"I know the dorm director."
Remy helped Bruce to settle in and they decided to go out tonight.
"Well, Remy, have you ever heard of a place called DAZE?"
"No, I haven't."
"Well it is a place for athletes and selected students!"
"Meaning?"
"You'll find out." Bruce said.
"Well, yeah", Remy whispered.
"Lets go", Bruce said.

As they entered the bar, all eyes were on Remy. A group in the corner was calling Bruce.
"Hey man I'll be back, just mingle, get something to drink."
"Sure, I'll do that." Remy walked to the bar and a few men approached him.
"Let me buy you a drink, huh."
"No, thanks I have one."
"What's your name then?" One guy asked.
"Remy!" Bruce was signaling for him.
"Will you all excuse me."
"Is that your date?"
"No, just my roommate."
"Hope to see you around, Remy."
"OK! "
"Well, Bruce, I like this place so far."
"Well, I think you know what this place is, huh."
"Yeah, it's cool."
"Well... have you never been with a man or woman, Remy? I know it's not my business, but I'm always curious about the person I'll be with for the semester."
"No, I haven't, Bruce."
"You're still... a virgin", Bruce whispered. "You are a special one in more ways than one, I need to keep an eye on you, huh!"
"Bruce, shut up", Remy laughed.
"Come with me. I want to introduce you to some of my friends." Going towards a table in the corner. "This is James, Logan, and Creed, guys this is my roommate, Remy. "
"Nice to meet you all", Remy said.
"Same here", Logan stated.
"Well, we welcome you. Why don't you have a seat", Creed said.
"Thanks."
"Well, this is Remy first year at UL."
"Well, I'll show him around, he looks like he needs someone strong around him", Creed yelled to Bruce. Yet for a brief second Remy and Logan looked at each other, a hint of a small smile on Remy's face.
Creed took Remy by the hand. "Now I want you to know if there is anything you need, I'm here," still talking to Remy carrying him away from the group.
"Logan, why didn't you..."
"Look, it seems the kid likes his men big, blonde and dumb."
Bruce looked over to Logan. "He's never been with a man or woman before, I know he is gay."
"... so you're telling me his still a... virgin", Logan stated in disbelief.
"How sweet," James said. "Could you imagine laying with that every night?"
'I could', Logan thought. Smelling the sweet scent that Remy left behind. 'I hope Creed is careful with you, darling.'

Well...That was two years ago...
Creed and Remy had became a couple and now lived together. Creed, Logan, James and Bruce are seniors and Remy's a junior. Creed was getting frustrated with Remy, because they haven't had sex yet.
"What you mean you want to wait... for what?" Creed screamed.
"We had this discussion before, Creed, and I'm not ready. I do what you ask of me."
"Hand jobs don't cut it, Remy!"
Creed had become move abusive towards him. His lover left bruises everywhere on him. He took Remy from the kitchen and beat him. "Not again, Creed, please."
His hand in the air: "You will obey me, you hear." Creed hit and kicked him. He had injured Remy's right arm the night before and Creed decided to grab it and twist his wrist. Remy was in pain.
"WHO is it? "
"No one," Remy whispered. "Please stop, Creed." After the beating, Remy laid on the floor as Creed went out the door. Remy shaking, blood running down his nose, dragging himself to the couch. He cried in the dark, alone and scared of what may happen next and passed out from the beating.

"Hey, Remy, what's up?"
"Nothing much."
Bruce look at him, "What'd he do to you? "
"He got a little upset, it's ok."
"That is not ok."
"Bruce, I can't talk now I got to go."
"What... if he sees you here he'll beat you up again." Bruce tried to lighten the conversation. "Logan asked about you", Bruce whispered to him.
A small grin came over his face. "He did?"
"Yeah! Look, come up to my room for a few, well ok."
"WHAT!"
Bruce was looking at Remy with the saddest look. "I hope he doesn't kill you, Remy!"
"I'll be ok. So who's your roommate this semester?"
"Well wait and see."
"Hey Remy..." Logan stared at the bruised man.
"Hello," Remy struggled to say. Logan smelled Creed all over Remy.
He let his shouldered length hair down to cover some of the bruises on his face.
"There's a party on Friday, here is an invitation."
"I have to ask?"
"...You have to get permission," Logan said.
"Well, I better go." Remy waved goodbye. Remy started walking to the steps and Logan was right behind him. "Don't go back to him, he is no good." Logan touched Remy's soar back and started to lift his shirt. "Damn, Remy."
"I got to go, bye Logan."
Bruce was coming up behind Logan. "There is only so much we can do. Creed complains that Remy isn't giving him none, but the son of a bitch has been cheating on him."
Just then Creed arrives.
"Hey amigos!" Creed screamed.
"Drunk again." Bruce said.
Creed paused. "Remy's been here! "
"Yeah. I invited him to a party and plus we hadn't seen him in a while."
"You need to stop beating on him, he is not a punching bag," Logan said coming from the corner of the room.
"Well, well, you're mad I got him and you didn't."
"Son of a bitch..." A claw was coming out towards Creed.
The only people who knew about Logan and Creed's powers, were Bruce, Remy and James. Their special gifts were kept between the five of them.
"Well, I better get home. Look, Creed, don't. Please. I didn't mean to get him in trouble," Bruce pleaded.
"You didn't, but he did. See ya!"

Remy made his way home and Creed came in 40 minutes later.
"So you went to Bruce and Logan's place."
"Yeah Bruce invited us to a party. I didn't know Logan was his roommate. Please believe me!" Remy was on his knees.
"Yeah, sure," Creed said. "Why don't we have our own party or would you like Logan to come?"
"What? I love you, Creed. I'm trying to understand you."
Creed, smelling of Jack Daniels, picks Remy up, who was still pleading with him.
"Shit, you making it worse." With that comment Remy stopped in fear of something more being done to him. It did.
"Goddamned, Remy, you smell so good," Creed hisses.
"Mon Dieu!" It was barely a whisper, he was horrified of Creed's hand in the small of his back, keeping him down so he could feel Creed's very large erection pressing against his thigh.
"No!" He cried, voice cracking. Creed's fingers tangled in the waistband of his pants. Remy scrambled to get free.
Creed tore off his shirt and pants; Creed unzipped his trousers and yanked them down to free the hard-on that had been trapped in his pants. He jammed a hand under Remy's stomach and dragged his hips up, ran the other hand down his back and fastened it to the back of his neck whenever Remy started to squirm. Creed put a finger into Remy rectum with no lube.
Stuck his cock in him and started pounding into him. Remy stopped fighting Creed and let him do what he pleased. As Creed was about to come, Remy screamed. When Creed finished ripping into Remy he laid on top of him. Creed had only rested for a minute when another second hard-on arrived. "It seems as though my friend wants to play again." Creed flipped Remy over, pinned him causing bruises on his wrist and raped him again more violent then the first. He forced Remy to give him a blowjob and enjoyed the fact his virgin mouth was now full with his semen.
Creed continued for hours until he was satisfied and Remy crying tears that Creed chose not to see. Not a whole hell of a lot of fight was left in Remy. He had scratches both deep and shallow - the worse ache between his legs, his rectum had been torn to shreds.
"Now that wasn't so bad, you ready for another round," Creed yelled while laughing at his lover.
A low moan came out of Remy, whose rectum and back were throbbing from pain and his hair covering his face.
"Wake up I'm not through yet." Proceeding to rape him again. A knock at the door had stopped Creed from raping Remy again.
"Creed, open the damn doors", Logan demanded.
"Well, I'll be damned."
Logan cut the door down with his claws, smelling alcohol, sex, and blood. Creed standing at the doorway to the bedroom.
"Well, you know your going to have to pay for that, right?"
"Where is he?"
"In the room asleep. He enjoyed it, if you were wondering."
"Remy", Logan shouted. A low moan came from the room. "Bastard!"
They started fighting. Logan drew first blood. They were so into the fight, that neither realized some one had called the police.
"What's wrong can't handle me, Logan." They both fled over the balcony of the apartment and landing on the ground.
The fight continued outside with Logan putting his claws into the bigger man's back. Creed ramming Logan into a tree, breaking it at the root. Creed decided to make a break for it, but the police officers that arrived started shooting and one single bullet stopped Creed in his tracks. Logan turned away and ran back upstairs to Remy. To afraid to touch him he called out to him.
Remy tried to move but couldn't. Logan just stood there and looked at a bruised and battered body. "Stay still Remy the paramedics are on the way. Remy I just wanted to tell you, I... Love... You," Logan whispered.
He turned a tear rolling down his face; he knew and touched Logan's face, before passing out.

Weeks ran into months and months into years. Three years exactly. Logan became a successful hockey player, James and Bruce are partners of Comp-Zone, a dot com company and both wealthy men and Remy is still working through his ordeal and working for Bruce and James as their President.
"Bruce, I don't like that look," James said.
"I got to get Remy out of his office," Bruce said. "He hasn't dated, gone out, hell, he needs a good fuck. I'm honest. He works all day and all night. He still thinks about him. I know he does."
"Who... Logan?" James spoke softly.
"Yes, they still have feelings for each other. I know they do. Well I'm calling Logan and you make conversation with Remy and invite him over to my place to watch the game."
"I don't believe this. You're still playing matchmaker."
"Well... you're helping me."
"Yes, Bruce, I'm a sucker. I'll see what I can do with, Remy. Ok."

Logan was in a limo when Bruce called. "My friend, what' sup?"
"Nothing much I'm on my way to see my new house."
"This is fate! What going on? I'm having something on Friday you interested."
"Yeah, sure. "
"Ok. James, Remy, myself, and you, now it's a foursome."
"Remy! Going to be there?"
"Yeah! "
Logan drops the phone.
"Still there!"
"Yeah, I'll be there. What time?"
"8:00"
"Ok, bye!"
"Bruce, I got Remy to coming and Logan is definitely coming," Bruce smiled.

Friday night, Bruce and James arrived putting the last touches on dinner for two.
"You think this is going to work?" James said.
"We got them here right?" James just laughed.
A car door slammed, "Logan?" Bruce yelled. "No it's not," James walked to the door and who was at the door, "Logan, you win!"
"How are you?"
"Just fine."
"Come on in. "
"Hello Bruce," Logan yelled.
"Hey what's up?"
"Logan! He is not here yet," James said. "Why don't you go downstairs and watch the game?" James looks out the door window and like a clock work, saw Remy getting out of a cab. "He's here!"
Ok, James, it's show time. "Remy, come on in! Look we have some things to talk about. Is work one?"
"Well yes, but we'll talk later."
"Ok. "
"Well you go on downstairs, the game is on. Bruce is finishing the dinner, I'm going to help him and we'll be down."
"Cool. That was nice, James."
"I could be clever when need be."
Remy made is way downstairs and spotted a place on the couch, not knowing that Logan was at the bar and drops his cigar into his beer. "My God, he's still beautiful," Logan thought.
Remy turned and saw him, "Logan! I didn't know you were going to be here." Remy started towards the steps yelling for Bruce and James. "Where the
hell are they?" Remy notices a note on the table:

To Remy:
You two needed each other. Hell you should have known something was up. Your lonely, he is lonely. He never stopped loving you,Remy. Don't run from him.
Bruce and James

Remy drops the note and headed to the door, but Logan was standing there.
"Don't leave Remy."
"Please, Logan!" Remy headed upstairs, with Logan hot on his tail. He found him in a bedroom, crying. "Logan, I thought about you all the time. I knew you loved me, but I thought by staying with Creed I could change him."
Logan took one finger and rubbed it against Remy's lips, "Creed was the only one I've been with."
"Shhh..." Logan started kissing Remy, who was nerves and started moving away from him. "Calm down, darling, relax."
Remy nodded and agreed. They both leant back on the bed and slowly Logan took his claw and guided it down his shirt. The buttons flew off his shirt and then towards his pant. "Logan I'm..."
"Shhh, darling." Remy was naked and he just wanted to cover up. "Damn! Remy you're beautiful." Logan cut the band that held his hair. Remy was trying to cover himself with his hands, only for Logan to move his hands away. Logan undressed himself.
'I should have been your first, ' he thought.
"It's been a while for you, uh?" Remy nodded. "You know it may hurt." Logan was ready to please Remy the way he should have been. Remy's eyes were closed, gasping as Logan using his lips, kissing Remy everywhere he could. Remy' chest was moving fast under Logan. He reached down and carefully wrapped his fingers around Remy's penis. Remy let out a cry that filled the room, which caused Logan to stop for a moment and glance at him. He stopped playing around and took Remy fully into his mouth, as far as he could go. Remy's shuddering breaths filled room and occasional cry would escape Remy. At some point he wrapped his legs around Logan hips, heels digging into his pelvic bone. He started to tense and Logan tightly wrapped his lips around Remy's penis, tasting his cum, which was a sweet taste for Logan, who smiled. He was panting and staring with wide eyes at the ceiling.
"Remy! Darling, turn over on your side." Remy obeyed him. Logan went to the
bathroom to find lube and he did.
'Bruce, nice setup,' he thought.
He came back in the room where Remy's chest was still rising and falling rapidly. He put some lube on his fingers, rubbing them together and sliding into Remy soft buttocks. Remy was silent as Logan used his thumb and middle finger to spread him apart. Logan placed his fingers in his rectum and slid in with ease. He crooked his finger and after a second found his sweet
spot. Remy gasped softly and his leg flicked a bit. He brought his right arm under Remy and cradled him closer. The other arm he used to guide himself as he started to enter Remy.
Remy did his best despite the tenseness of his body. Logan got the head in and started to push when Remy locked up, but Logan still tried to push in. Remy cried out in pain and Logan stayed still. He moved his arm down to Remy's stomach and rubbed it gently to ease him. This time when he pushed there was some led way even though Remy cried out again. Logan used both hands to grab Remy and slid in as far as he could go. Remy shook his head and moaned softly as he pulled out. The air was filled with grunts and moans as he worked towards climax. He buried his face in the auburn hair dampened by sweat.
"Remy" he moaned as he climaxed. They lay silent together and fell asleep. Remy woke up and slid out from Logan's arms.
"I'm sorry, Logan, I just don't want to get hurt again." He kissed him, grabbed his clothes and started dressing. He only had sex with Logan, because he knew that was what he wanted it from him. He has feared sex ever since Creed raped him. Remy always put his feeling aside so that he could please others, his friends, family and Logan. He made it towards the door and turned away from the only person he'll ever loved.

"Remy!" Logan woke calling his name. Gone, I'll find you this time and I'm not letting you go.
"Mr. Brown, you have a visitor. "
"Who? "
"Mr. Wolf."
"Oh shit, Logan. Carmen, tell him to come in."
"You set me up."
"Well, see... I thought..."
"Stop, thank you, Bruce. He left me... his hair band. I need to know where he lives. I just want him to come with me."
"You mean you want him to move in with you? You still love him after all these years?"
"Yes, Bruce! "
"Well, I figured he might have left you standing there with you balls in your hand," they both laughed. "He's going to kill me you know this. Thanks, I own you. "

10:00 p.m. and Logan waiting for Remy, who just got out the car with his groceries. He reached for his keys, opening the front door, and went into his apartment.
'Remy, Creed still gets to you, doesn't he.' Logan went to the door and looked at the place.
With one claw he picked the lock. Damn, still good. Smelling for Remy's scent that led him to the only basement apartment in the building. Remy was in the shower not knowing that Logan was waiting for him in the living room. Logan heard the water stop and he hid in the bedroom. Remy went into his room to dry off. He laid back on his bed and started to drift off to sleep. Logan watched him, but something made Remy get up and start to look around.
"Who's here?"
Slowly Remy reaches for the door. "Remy, it's me! Logan!"
"How the hell..."
"BRUCE!"
"Logan, leave."
"Why?" Remy and Logan just stared at each other. "You still didn't answer my question," Logan said.
"Why... because, because what Remy. Creed been dead for three years, Bruce tells me you visit his grave, why?"
"It's my fault; if I just gave him what he wanted in the first place?" Remy sobbed.
"Think Remy; it would have been you in the ground. Let him go."
"But I... loved him, it was my fault. I'm damage goods, Logan. You don't want me. Ever since he raped me I get scared of men touching me, so I try to imagine other things when I'm having sex, because I think it's going to hurt. Logan, look at the young man, your not damage goods!"
"You know what I see; a very beautiful man with the smoothes skin, sweets smelling hair, face of an angel, and a smile that could melt your heart. It doesn't have to hurt, Remy. I know what Creed did could fuck anyone up. I would think the other night would have proved that." Remy nodded. "Stop doing that. Look at me, Remy! Speak to me! I know your self esteem is shock to hell also, but I want to help you."
"Logan, the other night, I hadn't been held or touched like that before, I got scared. Will you teach me, show me?"
Logan lifted his head and kissed him lightly on his forehead. "In due time, darling." Remy's hair was down to his face covering the tears he started
shedding. "Come with me, take some time off."
"My whole life is here, my job, my home, my..."
"You call this a life. Work and home, back and forth. Not going out, what a life, please, Remy!"
"I feel safe around you and... I love you, Logan, but I've been too afraid to show how I felt, so I just cut my feelings off."
Logan placed his hand on Remy's face wiping away some tears. Remy noticed his towel was loosing and falling to the floor.
Remy being so shy tried to cover himself. "Don't do that, Remy; it messes up my view."
Remy smiled. "Will you stay tonight? I'll cook and I have some DVD's we could watch."
"Yes I'll stay, but I'll go get some Chinese, you pop one of those DVD's in and well... then we'll let whatever happen. Ok, Remy" sliding pass Logan to hand him a key from the wall, still trying to reach for the towel that Logan just kick.
"How did you get in?"
"Claws!"
"Guess you don't need these then." Logan laughed, grabbed him from behind and carried him to the bed, pulled back the cover and placed him in the bed. "Stay here, don't move."
"OK," Remy grinned. Three hours later, they were eating and watching a movie. Remy's late hours at work were catching up to him. Remy started drifting off to sleep again and Logan noticed. He started to clean up, threw away the containers and Logan slid into the bed behind him. "Goodnight Remy," cradling him in his arms.
"I'll go wherever you what me to," Remy whispered.
"Oh Yeah! Yeah." Logan kissing him lightly on the forehead. "Night, darlin!"

 

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