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I has been difficult for me to start the web
pages that deal with Greg and East High school. I have put a lot
of thought in to what I want to include in them. For me, as his mother,
the process brings emotions to the surface that I have tried very
hard to conceal from myself and others. To do these pages, I must
look at pictures of Greg with his school mates, teachers; counselors; custodians
and administration personal. I must reread the sympathy cards that I have
received. I still cannot believe that Greg is gone. Words cannot
describe the hugh empty space that I have in my heart and in my life because;
Greg was my life. Maybe when I have completed this project I will
be able to better accept the things that I cannot change.
I am very thankful that Greg had the opportunity
to attend East High and wish to thank everyone there for taking care of
him and making him feel loved and accepted. Being accepted was so
important to Greg and you were a success. When Greg died he felt
good about himself, thanks to all of you.
Greg attended Sullivan East High School
for approximately three years and had many friends there. I believe
that those were probably the happiest times in his life. He looked
forward to school each day because he could see and visit with his friends.
He told me often that his friends looked out for him and would not let
anyone hurt him or be mean to him. Those three years were the
sum total of time that Greg was permitted to interact with his "normal"
peers. He did not know what "normal", "appropriate" behavior at school
was until he arrived at East High in 1994. He had always been denied
any real interaction with other children who were considered "normal."
He was always in special classes with other children who also had behavior
disorders or were discipline problems. I do not wish to dwell on
the bad times because it is very hard for me to deal with those memories.
I can't help but feel that I failed in some way even though, deep down;
I know that I did the best I could and cannot change the past or bring
Greg back. Dottie Littrell - January 25, 1999
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II TIMOTHY 4:7 |
DON'T QUIT
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill, When the funds are low, and the debts are high, And you want to smile, but you have to sigh, When care is pressing you down a bit, Rest if you must, but don't you quit. Life is queer with its twists and turns,
Success is failure turned inside out,
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