I am Nicole and i am 16 years old. Here is my story of depression,
suicide
attempts and abuse.
Ever since i can remember, people have picked on me. I tried to
kill
myself in 3rd grade because i had an awful teacher and ADD and i was
having
major problems. Things got worse in middle school, I tries to kill
myself and
one time i almost did die i took 30 aspirins and 30 sleeping pills and
i went
to sleep. I woke up. I tries slicing away at my wrists, stabbing
myself,
hanging myself anything. High School is the worst. My freshman year I
was a
babsketball cheerleader, i was invovled in drama and i was dating!
Well, one
guy decided he wanted to rape me and he raped me. The whole school
found out.
Everyone said i was a slut and i deserved it and all that but i didnt!
This
past year my sophmore year, i became so depressed i cried every night
for a
month telling my mom i was going to kill myself and i wanted to die
etc. so i
switched schools. I went to an alternative school and things went well
for a
while but these 3 girls who didnt like me started saying stuff about me
and
got a lot of people to be mean to me. I cried on the stairs with my
group of
friends surronding me i felt so pathetic and one time i got so low i
ran into
the bathroom and cut my arm up and down. When school ended i was very
happy.
I am returning there Monday August 28, 2000 and i hope no one mean is
there.
Thank you Nicole
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