New haircut. I hope that you all like it, and well if not, sorry. But it is gonna keep me cooler this summer, and I am kinda diggin on it. It would look way better if I were about 50 pounds skinner tho. Theres some motivation for ya. I like my hair long, but it just takes too God damned long to grow back. So whatever. New haircut. In other news...well I don't really have other news. Today was my day off. I loved it. Back to work all weekend. Also, I really miss Jough. It doesn't bother me that Kat is there really. My relationship with Jough is nice, like...for once in my life it feels so good to trust someone not to cheat on you. To just know deep down in your heart that its not something you even have to worry about. I guess anything is possible, but somewhere deep down, I just know Jough isn't like every other person in my life. But Kat being there...its more I feel bad cause its not me thats there. I miss him so much. I'd really just rather be with him than not. Anyway, I'd go on, but no one wants to read this sappy shit. So...Ta!
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Heylo. Its almost July. I can't wait to go back to school. I have been at home and I hate it. So that is kinda my story. I just found out my sister is getting married next year. Well scratch that. I knew she was gettin married, but she set a date. September 22nd, 2004. Not only then, but in Florida. Boca Grande, Florida. I can dig on that and all but like its on a Wednesday. Good for her picking the day she wants or whatever, but why? There has to be a reason. Why the fuck would you pick a wedding day for a WEDNESDAY, in FLORIDA, with TOTAL disregard for the fact that most people have lives. I am gonna have to miss school, my brother too, my step-dad work. Then the fuckin next week the reception is in Indiana. Fucked up. She is so fuckin selfish. I guess its her wedding and all and she gets that right, but fuckin...thats a little bit expensive for the people you want to come huh????? Yea. Stupid girl. Well whatever, thats just me bitching. Also, I am pist at my parents right now. Fuckin ok...I have a job right. Well my mom was SO gung ho about how we were all gonna get jobs and not sit on our asses all summer. Mom quit her job, which is cool cause she does house stuff all day, but Ben...NEVER got a job. And like I am SO cool with that, till like my family goes and does EVERYTHING without me. They went to walmart today without me and like picked out the new house color. They go out to eat ALL the fuckin time without me, and I can't even get them to buy me a new god damn pair of shoes when mine are falling apart. Literally....falling apart. So like the only comfort I have is Jough. And like I hardly talk to him anymore. Like that week Kat was here and then like...I called him like 5 times yesterday, I didn't mean to. But like....hes got parties at his house and all kinds of shit. Which thats cool...I just...I don't even know when I am gonna see him again. And seeing as how I have NO friends. Wonderful. No life. Makes me fuckin miss old Whiteland High, and well thats just fuckin pathetic. I'm a little bothered tonight if you guys couldn't tell...at all. So yeah I am gonna go. Bye.