sick

I don't feel well
Everything that once made sense had changed
I look into thr mirror and recognize myself
My reflection is someone strange

Regret occurs when I recall the past,
And nausia comes with what will be
I don't know how long this will last
Or when I'll feel free

My head hurts as my stomach gets queasy
I just want to sit down to stop feeling dizzy

Every laugh and smile fades away
And changes into a frown
It gets worse with each day
As words like "I love you" becomes an empty sound

Anger turns into a daily routine,
And emptiness is often here
Happiness hasn' been lately seen
Nor had clarity been near

I'm confused of what's happening
Why do I feel like this?
Everyday my heart continues shrinking
Can someone help me, because I feel sick