Great job! Keep it up. Sometimes our dreams are so insignificant compared to reality and what life throws our way. We question God, we question ourselves . . . but never seem to find the right answer, Why Me?  The answer may never be clear, we may never know or really understand why sickness, turmoil . . . etc., is laid upon us. It's true that I don't really understand how you feel, or other people with disabilities, nor can we try. But it is true that only you can find the way to cope and that dreams of milk and honey, are soon overshadowed with dreams of health and inner peace. Good luck in your writings and your riches may be found in ways other than the material world!
Carolyn