Flowetry

::Past Rhymes of Mine::

I'ma real warrior awaiting for the beginning of mah reign/ sword and spear within mah hand as I find the right way/ I will lead and conquer this world which is so gray/ jes training and waiting patiently till it is my day/ my might and mental mastery will mesmorize all who stand/ as I lead the world with a mere dagger and pen within mah hand/ this day shall come and it will come on my demand/ wars waged no more while I dominate over the land/ battles will begin and end with my victory/ I will not make the same mistakes of others from history/ I will swiftly move and conquer with games and trickery/ and still my methods of doing so shall remain a mystery/ conquering to save and this goal shall succeed/ with my rein nearing people are starting to disbelieve/ when I fight my battles their will be many who will grieve/ but all will rejoice after my dynasty's eve/ I promise nothing though, only that I will be king/ I can't offer much only what I have, I can bring/ I do promise though not to crush everyone's dreams/ only those of which who hold contempt for me/ I am not a destroyer for destruction can't create/ I will make a kingdom so vast and so great/ I conquer for peace, destroyers conquer for hate/ sendin many to unneccesary burial crates/ when I become focused of how I will arise/ all will be afraid of the deep fury within my eyes/ it will not be of rage but a storm not started in the skies/ the day will come when my plan will be realized.....
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I fight life in order to seek my death/ my objective to destroy what's left of mah breath/ needin the escape that only my demise can supply/ to leave mah worries, mah pain, and mah urge to cry/ my words my mind, they all tested too much, now I think of suicide/ for too long I've been love deprived/ and ain't no way I'ma settle for less/ I want the girl who I believe to be the best/ but instead I leave mahself in a mess/ as I go out on that impossible quest/ as I begin to digest the truth, the truth that I can't get who I want/ the truth then begins to haunt/ and it continues to taunt, even as I try to leave it be/ the horrid truth still comes after me/ plee after plee, it attacks my self esteem/ confidence crushed and soul in the gutter/ as I go around iss her name that I mutter/ still no other on my mind, still no other girls I wanna try and find/ but iss a damn shame cuz I feel like I'ma damn pawn in this cruel cruel game/ the only way I'll win is if I make a sacrafice/ sacrafice myself and end my life/ so as I search fo death I see the light/ and to my delight iss the radiance of the reaper/ the one and only soul stealer, who will take me away from this world so grey/ now yannoe I can't stay, so to yall I say, luv ya and good bye/ iss time for my demise cuz I'ma die.....
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I hope to a star for the girl of mah dreams/yet sadly she can't belong to me/jes wishin so much she could be mine/but my mind is telling me jes to resign/resign mah feelings, ignore them and str8 out lie/be untruthful to my soul and heart inside/but I can't because I have too much to give/too much feelings, too much affection, iss for her I live/I feel the pain, the hurt, the ache/I know fa sho, tonite I'ma stay awake/thinkin about why as I lie and my mind starts to break/why did I get so attached to a girl I cherish the most/a friend to me that became so close/Now my whole self is feeling like shit/this life I begin to think I wanna quit/none of these feelings of sadness in my mind will fit/jes gotta let it out in this flow where I type and sit......
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I'm not down to put up with this shit any longer/yer insults and arrogance get me raged and stronger/I got hunger, and thirst for blood/bout to send someone to that place above/so wuddup cuhh/wut you gonna do now/make another sound/then you and I will get down/soon there will be someone dead bleeding on the ground/too much damn anger in my head to be found/and I'm bound, by the way I follow/gotta save face no pride to swallow/you think I'm kind but my heart is hollow/iss only filled with the urge to kill/murdering mentally but no physical death/may be physical pain but I still leave a breath/after I'm through though, there won't be much left/only because yer mind is lost in the theft/so get pissy with me and we'll see wut I do/if yer ass starts to bark then I'll have to bite you/so fuck off bitch, don't let me catch yer ass slippin/or else a new hole is wut I'll have to be rippin/so nigguh keep yer insults to yerself or else/I'll have to tell/a secret that'll have you thinkin yer in hell/so lemme say again keep yer insults to yerself.
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Spittin some shit to set things straight/false history is what Nas tries to create/most blacks of America did not come from kings/so why is he trying to instill false dreams/it seems that he sings/ something so uplifting/but a false background is what he's creating/the black american originated from slaves/who built this country till they hit their graves/the kings and queens that Nas speaks of now/they weren't black, they were barely brown/but who cares about their imperial asses/never worked at all, left it to the poor masses/plus the slaves of america were taken from the coast/where no empires flourished so no need to boast/not tryin to hate, cuz to be black is to be proud/jes don't spit bullshit to a young hopeful crowd/to have been a slave was to live a hard life/constant seperation of child, man, and wife/each day musta been like being stabbed by a knife/and they still stuck through it with all the pain and strife/because of them, America is strong/without them it wouldn't have lasted this long/take pride in your slave background, iss better than mine/the stupid shit viets done will blow your mind/lies, stealing, and prejudice you'll find/ shit, all of asia's history ain't so kind/I'm true with the history that I spit/none of that "asians rule" bullshit/so Nas, don't try to exagerate what you are/cuz it wasn't kings or queens that took America so far....
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Lies and lies, and I visualize/The affects they bring, while pollutin the skies/Pain it causes to everyone's lives/hearts of loved ones become comprimised/can't stand the false hood of the words spoken/there been times where my mind has been broken/hide yer true face, become mankind's disgrace/run away from the truth and the devil will chase/my lies hurt friends and their's hurt me/so why do we lie constantly?/it's fuckin retarded so much lying you see/false friends fuckin you over at the drop of a dime/you think he's a homie, but iss one big lie/bangin yer girl while yer still goin out/and his friendship you never dare doubt/this lie, this thing. this atrocity/comin outta no where with such velocity/don't know wut to do ore even think/ so maybe you consume drink after drink/ this lies has you barfin in a toilet or sink/ all this time yer ass believed in this lie/now that you know, you wanna kill this guy/ your friend, your homie, now yer enemy/the lies the pain, hate growing steadily/so many knew, except for you/you trusted yer friends cuz you thought they were true/but the lies of one is known by many/untrue friends you have a plenty/so I ask why, why continue to lie/these things have caused so much suicide/caused so many to have their heart run and hide/lies are wut is going to make the human race die/ so stop, stop before you make God cry.....
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Sumthin so great and it can never be/ wishin for a future between you and me/ but now I see, iss only a fantasy/ can't even think of goin be-yond friendly/ huggin you so much as much as I can/ finding every excuse to touch your hand/ wish so much that you could understand/ your the only one that makes me feel like a man/ but friends is what we're gonna stay/ and fer life this is what we'll remain/ even though it causes a lil pain/ I won't let these feelings drive me insane/ cuz even though we won't hook up I will stay your friend/ stayin true your homie fa sho till the very end......