I remember you and imagine us together laughing, talking, and sharing precious moments again. As I think of you, I start to cry and feel the tears rolling down my cheeks, all because I'm so sad you can't be here now! You can't even say "hi" now, and what's even worse is, you couldn't even say "bye"!

I start to ask myself questions like: Why so soon? Why her? How come? What should I do? Then I get so angry. I feel the only way to get rid of the pain is to get agressive and hit something or even someone!

After a while I finally stop, cry and think some more. I try to blame myself or even God! Then i realize some people do crazy things so they can be with their loved ones again, but the truth is you can never be with them if you do those things to yourself. You have to do what God wants you to do, and when he chooses your time to go, you can see them again. Maybe God chose you to die at that time, maybe it was meant to be. You know that saying ~ "Everything happens for a REASON ~ I just don't understand why he chose to take you away so soon! Well maybe your work was done here, so God took you back! Someone once told me that God takes away the good people because Heaven wouldn't be paradise with horrible people there!

I believe you came down from heaven to teach us all to love, to try your best and it will get you a long way, to share, to not let what others say take your dream away and to believe in yourself and others! But then I stop again and think of you and ask myself "How does she feel?" You are probably so happy where you are! In heaven, running in the clouds, flying in the air, and looking down on everyone and everything!

I picture you with majestic beautiful wings and the light always shining around you! Even though the light already shined on you before! You were always admired and looked upon by others.

As I think of you I realize it is brighter now because you have inspired so many people, including me!