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Note: This is just a short fic that I wrote and dedicate to all of
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Alone Together
by
Bertie
Bott
They're going
out again, with their girlfriends. It's the third night in a row that they've
sneaked
out, which
means it is the third night in a row that they've overlooked me sitting
by the fire, all
alone. I guess
I should've known this would happen; I should've seen it coming, we are
teenagers,
after all.
It was only a matter time before we forgot about each other and spent more
time with
our significant
others; only, I don't have anyone, and they both conveniently do. That's
why I sit
up by the
fire late at nights, all alone.
They're too
busy for me now, too busy with a new girl every week, sneaking out in the
dead
of night to
find an empty broom closet to snog in. Funny, though, how they seem to
remember
about me when
there's a Potions paper due, or when the Finals come around. They take
me
for granted,
they've always have, and I always seem to let them.
But it's alright,
really, I mean, they'll miss me when I'm dead…
***
For some strange
reason the dungeons seem colder than usual tonight. Maybe it's the lack
of
warm people,
but then again, we Slytherins are anything but warm.
Crabbe and
Goyle are sneaking out with Pansy and Millicent, those walking mountains
will surely
get caught.
I'll bet almost anything I own that they'll run into Potty and the Weasel…immature
blokes have
nothing better to do than sneak around with a new girl every week, only
makes sense
that Crabbe
and Goyle would do so as well; but the thing that doesn't make sense is
why I don't.
I could if
I wanted to, really, I could. It's no big secret that I've become quite
the catch these
days, but
for some strange reason, I stay here at night, sitting alone by the fire.
Listen to me; I'm
not making
any sense. I have to get out of here before I'm completely frozen. I cannot
sit here
wallowing:
Mafoys do not wallow. Quickly, before I lose the courage, I walked determinedly
out
of the Slytherin
Common Room.
I need to go
somewhere calming, somewhere where I can think without being interrupted
by
midnight snogging
sessions, and I think I know just the place…
***
The portrait
hole swings shut and I'm once again alone. It doesn't make any sense, any
of it; I
mean I'm not
bad looking. I'm quite attractive, if I do say so myself. But no one notices.
Everyone's
too busy asking
for Herbology answers or Transfiguration lessons to notice. If only they'd
just stop
and take a
moment to look at me. Not the person I came here as, but as in the me,
as in who I am
now. That's
all that matters, isn't it; the here and the now?
They'd notice
how deep my eyes are; rich and velvety. My hair, now tamed and flowing
gently
down to the
small of my back, ending in silky curls. They would notice that I've changed.
Listen to me!
I sound like a self-pitying, wallowing, teenage girl! I have to get out
of here before
I drown in
my sorrows; alright, perhaps that was a little too dramatic, but I do need
to leave this
bloody room
before I blast it into smithereens.
I need to go
somewhere calming, somewhere where I can think without being interrupted
by
midnight snogging
sessions and I think I know just the place…
Before I lose
the ambition, I walk out of the Gryffindor Common Room, down the hall,
up two
flights of
stairs, and finally, two corridors later, I stop in front of a room that
only I know of.
'Get a grip,
Granger,' I tell myself as I try to control my shivering and, successfully,
suppress my
childish tears.
'It's alright, really, I mean, they'll miss me when I'm dead…'
Without a second
thought, I walk into the room, only to find it occupied by a certain silver-haired
Slytherin…
***
I turn as I
hear the door being opened and I'm graced with the sight of Granger, standing
in a
fluttery,
silver night negligee with an owl-eyed look of surprise.
A strong, unyielding
silence covers the room as she continues to stand there, silhouetted in
the
light of the
full moon. For a Mudblood, Granger was beautiful; as a matter of fact,
she was
beautiful
for an anyone. Quite appealing to the eye, or at least mine.
She had changed
these past seven years at school, and it was for the better. I bet Potty
and
the Weasel
hasn't even noticed; I'll bet they never took a glance to notice at what
they have
here. Then
again, those bastards wouldn't even notice if I switched their girlfriends.
As long
as they had
someone to snog, everything was fine and dandy.
I think she's
surprised at finding me here. She probably thought that only she knew of
this room,
as did I.
The silence
seems to become heavier with an unidentifiable emotion. She looks sad,
weighted
down for some
reason; bloody hell, I knew that feeling.
Quickly, I
scan my mind for some arrogant and harsh insult to hurl at her, but to
my utter
bemusement,
I come up with nothing. It was getting much harder to harass her. The sad
and
loneliness
in her gaze is all too familiar, causing her to pierce the cold armor around
my heart.
Slowly, I
begin to thaw, something that has never happened before, until now.
I find that
I don't wish her to feel the seclusion that I do; I don't want her to be
sad. Without
knowing what
else to do, I slide over upon the desk I'm sitting on, silently offering
the comfort
of my presence…
***
Understanding.
That was the only word that could have been used as I watched Malfoy move
over, inviting
me to sit with him. Understanding was the only word to describe the thick
silence.
It felt weird,
this knowing silence, but it comforted me better than any words could have.
I needed the
comfort, yearned for the understanding. Belatedly, I realized Malfoy was
offering
these things
to me; in a strange way, I needed Malfoy.
Slowly, and, at first, awkwardly; I went to him, sitting stiffly beside him.
I watched him
from the corner of my eye, noting that he had changed during our last years
here.
It was no
big secret that Malfoy was sexy. What, with his dashing looks and air of
mystery, he
was giving
Harry and Ron a run for their money. But there was something more. Something
he
tried to hide,
but I could make it out.
Malfoy was lonely, though he hid it well. I could still see it behind those misty, silver eyes.
For the first
time in all of my life at Hogwarts, I thought of something I never thought
of before.
Maybe Malfoy
understood the loneliness that I felt; maybe, just possibly, he and I were
meant
to be alone,
together.
I shiver at
this premonition.
***
I can tell
she's staring at me, but wisely, I don't remark. I'm not a hypocrite. I
wasn't going to
snap at her
for doing the same thing I was.
She gave the
smallest of shivers, making me frown slightly. Perhaps she was cold. Not
too hard
to imagine
given her current attire.
Reflexively,
I slip my arm around her waist, enfolding her in the heat she had awakened
within
me. To my
utter surprise, and yes, delight, she did not protest. Instead, she seemed
to sigh into
my embrace,
lightly resting her head in the hollow of my shoulder, as if it were the
most natural
thing for
her to do.
I couldn't
help noticing how perfectly she fit into my arms, like that was where she
belonged,
in my arms.
And it was; that was where she belonged. It felt right, and I didn't want
to let this
feeling go.
I didn't want to let her go and it seemed she wasn't in a hurry to leave
anytime soon.
All of these
emotions, understandings and realizations had occurred in this charged
silence. In
the space
of a few heart beats, Hermione Granger had forever changed my life, without
uttering
a single word.
She'll never be rid of me now; not after awakening a part of me that I had long thought was dead.
She sighed again, and, to my greatest pleasure, snuggled closer to me.
Resting my
cheek on the top of her head, I finally realize that she and I were meant
to be alone…
together.
It was time to break this silent spell that had befallen us; it was time for the song to end.
I don't know
why this thought came to me, but in a twisted way, it was the most comforting
thing
that I could
conceive at that moment…
***
I loved being in his arms. I felt safe; I felt home.
"Hermione,"
he tested the silence. I leaned out of the embrace to gaze into his warm
eyes.
A lump rises
in my throat as I realize that warmth was for me.
Sensing he was going to continue, I smiled softly up at him.
"It will be alright, really, I mean, they'll miss us when we're dead…"
Draco didn't
know this, but those true words comforted me like nothing else had that
night.
(A/N): Special
gold star stickers for those who noticed how Draco left his room before
losing courage
(a Gryffindor
trait) and how Hermione left before losing her ambition (a Slytherin trait)
AND for those
who noticed
how at some points, Draco and Hermione thought the VERY same things...coincidence?
I think NOT!
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