I also wrote
a follow up to "Relating" that not many people reviewed. It's called "Unresolved".
Go ahead and read
and review
it. Don't make me re-upload it. :)
Anyway, this is Draco talking to his son. I don't know. I get inspired to write strange things.
Growing Up
by
Badtz-Maru
You look like
your mother, child. But you have my eyes and my soul. But you know that,
don't you?
You've learned
from the muffled whispers at school and the endless arguements with her.
It's true. I
know you will
doubt me, as all children will doubt their parents, but I see myself in
you.
I know you,
child. I know you as I know myself. Do not try to deny it. I know that
you have a pack
of cigarettes
behind your books, a joint in your drawers. I did too, child. Why don't
you tell me? I
understand,
you know. Do not look at me so skeptically. I was just like you once. I
know your wants
and needs.
I know your future. It is written in the stars.
You are broken
and bent, though you may not realize it. But why are you so happy this
way, child?
Don't you
want to be right again? Perhaps you have forgotten how it feels to straighten
your back and
smile.
Are you really
happy this way? Living among your own shadows? Does it plese you when you
hurt
someone and
your words scar them in a way no one can heal? Of course. I was once like
that too.
You blink your
silvery eyes at me, and I see that your hands are shaking. You have my
hands, too.
Beautiful
hands. You're mad, aren't you, child? You are upset I know your secret
life. I know it, but
I don't understand
it. Don't be so sure, child. I know more than you think.
I see the framed
picture in the corner. Forgotten and dusty, but I remember it. Do you?
You did it
when you were
still young. When you weren't too old to sit and paint clouds and birds
and the sun
with me. When
all it took to make you happy was a tray of watercolors, not the dark addictions
you have now.
I loved you,
child. I still do. I love you every time I see you. Sometimes it hurts.
You will understand
when you have
your own, though I wish you wouldn't. It hurts in a way you can't know.
But here you
are now, child. You are no longer an infant, but not yet matured either.
You are digging,
but you're
not getting there. You still have your anger inside, and it hurts you.
It hurts me too. But do
not cry, child.
It is only part of growing up.
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