rodesac qalaqis aeroports miuaxlovdnen francisko adamianma udidesi sixaruli igrZno. mogvianebiT, mis mtkicebas, gindaT Tu ara Cveni qalaqis Tavze ufro lamazi ca da ufro qaTqaTa da nazi Rrublebiao, megobrebi RimiliT xvdebodnen da francisko adamianis mosazrebas Cveni qalaqis lamazi cis Sesaxeb im faqts miawerdnen, rom franciskos mTeli 12 weliwadi ar enaxa mSobliuri qalaqi.
Tumca, rodesac taqsSi Cajda da aeroportis gzas gamouyva raRac eniT auwereli bedniereba igrZno. franciskos arasdros awuxebda nostalgiis grZnoba da Soreul macumotoSi Tavs mSvenivrad grZnobda, arc didi patriotizmiT gamoirCeoda, magram aeroportis gzam ise aaRelva, rom Tavadve gaukvirda. mogvianebiT franciskom es yvelaferi im dRes mis romantikul notaze awyobil guneba-ganwyobilebas daabrala. xolo rodesac, mezoblis naxevrad Camongreuli kedeli ixila, erTaderTi xedi, rac mTeli 17 wlis ganmavlobaSi misi oTaxis fanjridan moCanda, da Tvalebze cremlebi kinaRam moadga, ezos SesasvlelSi gaCerda. . . ojaxis wevrebTan Sesaxvedrad Tavi fsiqologiurad moimzada da saqmiani da erTob gulgrili gamometyvelebiT Seabija 12 wlis win datovebul italiur ezoSi.
franciskos Camosvlis Sesaxeb aravin araferi icoda. saerTod, arc franciskos Sesaxeb icodnen bevri, mxolod ramdenime axal weliwads dareka da ojaxis wevrebs axali wlis dadgoma miuloca, isic, iaponiis droiT, maSin, rodesac adamianis mSobliur qveyanaSi jer kidev saaxalwlo sufris mzadebiT garTul franciskos bebias, SviliSvilis zariT imdenad aebna Tav-gza, rom cecxlze Sedgmuli gozinayis Tafli daewva.
franciskom jer xelis guli mousva Zvel karebs, romelic TeTrad SeeRebaT. Semdeg daakakuna da cali TvaliT gaxeda zars, romelic, rogorc axsovda Tavadve gaafuWa pataraobaSi. imis Semdeg aRarc aravis SeukeTebia. saerTod, italiur ezoSi, sadac mezoblis nebismieri xmamaRali sityvac ki aravis gamoepareba, zars arc iseTi didi praqtikuli daniSnuleba aqvs.
francisko savarZelSi Caesvena. dedis da bebiis dausrulebeli cremlebiT metad Sewuxebuli Canda. cremlebad iRvreboda franciskos dac, vinc qmar-SviliT dedasTan da bebiasTan cxovrobda. francisko adamiani raRac saocar gaucxoebas grZnobda. is ki arada, zafxulobiT dasasveneblad wasvlis Semdeg, qalaqSi rom brundeboda, pirveli ramdenime saaTi sakuTar saxlSi stumariviT iyo xolme. axla, 12 wlis Semdeg iaponiidan dabrunebulma isic ki ver moaxerxa erTi Wiqa wylis mitana eTxova romelime ojaxis wevrisTvis an Tavadve gasuliyo samzareuloSi. ase rom, wyurvilis mokvla sxva droisTvis gadado, ufro rom gaSinaurdeboda, albaT. ufro sworad, franciskos wyali imisTvis sWirdeboda, yelSi moWerili burTisTvis eSvela rame. . .
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francisko adamiani axladnaqiraveb saxlSi Sevida da marTalia didad usiamovno grZnoba daeufla da savarZelSic sakmaod uxerxulad Cajda, sazurgesTvis Tavi rom ar miedo, magram zafxulis sicxiT gaTangulma mainc SvebiT amoisunTqa.
erTi remarka: `francisko adamiani~, g. g. markesis `martoobis asi weliwadis~ erT-erTi epizoduri gmiria, magram Cveni moTxrobis gmiri francisko adamiani arc kolumbielia da arc boSa. espanurad `adamiani~ arafers niSnavs, qarTulad_ki, swored amitomac hqvia Cveni moTxrobis gmirs francisko adamiani.
rogori iyo francisko adamiani garegnobiT, Zneli saTqmelia, radgan misi prototipi, arc Tu ise hgavs moTxrobis iseT gmirs, rogoric francisko unda iyos, magram mainc, modiT, obieqturad aRvwer. francisko 29 wlis iyo, maRali, Zalian gamxdari, odnav moxrili. odnav SeTxelebuli TmebiT da Zalian keTili, Wkviani, yavisferi TvalebiT. grZeli, keTili TiTebiT. franciskos Txeli, gulamoWrili maisuri ecva xolme, iseTi, rogoric guriaSi acviaT glexebs da tilos Sarvali, daaxloebiT iseTi, rogorsac portugalieli meTevzeebi icvamdnen. ai, aseTi iyo francisko adamiani.
oTaxis qiraobis idea franciskos jer kidev iaponiidan wamosvlamde hqonda, magram am ideis realizebas mas Semdeg Seudga, rac ojaxSi 6 adamiani daxvda, ara franciskos mogvare adamianebi, aramed Cveulebrivi adamianebi. gansakuTrebiT mas Semdeg, rac wylis dasxma ki moaxerxa, magram televizoris sayureblad mis sayvarel taxtze mokalaTeba veRar SeZlo, da mixvda, rom miuxedavad imisa, rom francisko yvelas Zalian enatreboda da aklda, uimisobas mainc miCveulni iyvnen, erTi sityviT, franciskos gadaCveuliyvnen. gazeTic ki iyida gancxadebebiT. . . ase rom, miuxedavad imisa, rom bebia lis didi sayveduri daimsaxura, Zlivs geRirseT da axla oTaxs qiraobo, mainc gadawyvita jerjerobiT marto ecxovra.
francisko 2 ivnisis adgilobrivi TviTmarTvelobis arCevnebis Semdeg Camovida TbilisSi da metad gaakvirva quCebSi, rusTavelis prospeqtze da xeebze SerCenilma saarCevno plakatebma. saerTod, bevrma ramem gaakvirva francisko, raRacam sasiamovnod, raRacam usiamovnod. iaponiaSi iSviaTad Tu laparakobdnen sami ramis, fulis, janmrTelobis da politikis Sesaxeb, franciskoc ase Tu ise, marTalia iaponiaSi ar gazrdila, magram patara qalaq macumotoSi Camoyalibda adamianad. (aq Cveulebrivi adamiani igulisxmeba, amitom mogvianebiTac rom ar warmoiSvas gaugebroba, franciskos gvars didi asoTi davwerT).
maSin, rodesac franciskom jer moskovisken mimavali bileTi aiRo, xolo Semdeg macumotoSi Cavida, sabWoTa kavSirs ukve daeRafa suli, da saqarTveloSi amas erovnuli moZraobis miRwevad miiCnevdnen. francisko, faqtobrivad, arc damoukideblobamopovebuli saxelmwifos pirveli prezidentis, zviad gamsaxurdias mmarTvelobas moswrebia, arc mis ZaliT gaZevebas da arc meore prezident, eduard SevardnaZis mowveva, gadayenebis mcdelobas, Tu mcdelobebs. . .
franciskos skola aqtiurad awarmoebda mimoweras sabWoTa kavSiris, saqarTvelos moZme qveynebis, student-axalgazrdobasTan. sxvebs arc francisko CamorCeboda. werilebSi Tavis naxatebs, safosto markebs, suraTebs, sxvadasxva baraTebsac amatebda da Zalian uxaroda, rodesac skolaSi mis saxelze modioda werili. ase gaicno franciskom iaponeli studentic, kobaiaSi ono, vinc moskovSi, teqnikur universitetSi swavlobda.
franciskos 18 weli Seusrulda Tu ara, da sabWoTa kavSirmac daRafa Tu ara suli, onos moskovSi Sexvedraze SeuTanxmda, da ramdenime xnis Semdeg macumotoSi masTan erTad Cadga fexi. mogvianebiT, franciskos araerTxel ucdia gaeazrebina mainc ratom moiqca ase, an rogor moaxerxa Tbilisidan moskovSi da macumotoSi Casvla maSin, rodesac qveyanaSi didi areuloba iyo. francisko adamiani imis Sesaxebac fiqrobda, Tavisi oTaxis, ezos, dedis, mamis, bebia lis, maSin patara dis da saerTod, yvelafer imis datoveba rogor SeZlo, ris gareSec zafxulobiT verafriT Zlebda, verc pionerTa banakebSi da verc naTesavebTan guriaSi Casuli. francisko mTeli weli fiqrobda imaze, rom moivlida iaponias, Seecdeboda rame eswavla da TbilisSi dabrundeboda. TiTqmis yovel kviras rekavda saxlSi da saRamoobiT isev imaze fiqrobda, mainc rogor da ratom iyo axla onosTan erTad patara oTaxSi, romelsac yovel dila-saRamos aniavebda qalbatoni ono.
ramdenime wlis Semdeg franciskos aRarc onosTan eqneba didi megobroba da TbilisSi dabrunebaze aRarc ki ifiqrebs, daaskvnis, rom wavida mxolod erTi ramis gamo, imitom, rom maSin ar ufiqria imaze ratom da risTvis da rogor apirebda Soreul macumotoSi Casvlas.
rodesac francisko naqiravebi oTaxis, rogorc ukve vTqviT, naxmar savarZleSi Cajda, isev am Temaze daiwyo fiqri, mravali wlis Semdeg da bolojer. da daaskvna, rom ase daufiqreblad arc manamde da arc mas Semdeg aRarasdros moqceula. etyoba, gaizarda, daaskvna bolos. etyoba, is raRac axalgazrduli, Tavgadasavlebis momlodine muxti dakarga. amas is adamiani fiqrobda, visac ocdaaTi wlis asakSic ki survili uCndeboda quCaSi vinmes adevneboda da misTvis saRamomde edia, mxolod imitom, rom ainteresebda vin iyo da mainc sad wavidoda. erTxel franciskos skolis megobarma uTxra, jer kidev bavSvobaSi, "adamiani gverdiT unda dadges, ginda doinjiT, ginda xelebCamoSvebuli da kargad, kargad, didxans, didxans daakvirdes sakuTar Tavs, yvelaferi unda iswavlo, yvelaferi unda icode". franciskos maSin es ki did sibrZned moeCvena, Tumca sakuTari Tavis analitikiT arasdros yofila gatacebuli. albaT amitom iyo, rom zogjer, rodesac vinme WianWvelas moklavda da franciskos aJrJolebda, radgan TviTon WianWvelebi saweri magididan mxolod patara furclebis daxmarebiT Camohyavda, Tavisi sikeTe da "WianWvelas mokvlac ki ar SeuZlia" adamianoba metad akvirvebda. zogjer ki, Tavi rom sakmaod romantikuli bunebis adamiani egona, kinoSi, dramaze, romelzec axalgazrdebi cremlebs Rvridnen, wynarad Seeqceoda Sokolads, esec akvirvebda. zogjer, piriqiT da etc.
Zalian gagvigrZelda franciskos portretis daxasiaTeba, arada amas saerTodac ar vapirebdiT.
mokled, francisko naqiravebi oTaxis savarZelSi Cajda. gancxadeba romeliRac gazeTSi ipova da patronsac Sexvda. axalgazrda, simpaTiuri gogona iyo, biZis saxls aqiravebda.
adamians imdenad ar uyvarda araferi Zveli da sxvisi naxmari, rom gadawyvita detalurad gaego yvelaferi biZis Sesaxeb, ikiTxa saxlSi vinme xom ar iyo gardacvlili bolo wlebis manZilze an vinme xom ar iyo avad. Tumca, axalgazrda gogo imdenad sityvaZunwi aRmoCnda, rom franciskom Tavisi sakuTari versia moigona, romelic saxlSi Tavisuflad cxovrebis saSualebas miscemda. albaT binis patroni qalaqSi ar iyo da misi ZmiSvili biZis Camosvlamde aqiravebda saxls. franciskom bina 2 TviT iqirava, Tavad ki sakuTari binis Zebnas Seudga. samsaxurSi ukve moewyo, kompiuterul firmaSi, sadac Tavidan gasaubrebaze misuls, iseTi codna mosTxoves, romelsac macumotoSi faqtobrivad yvela skoladamTavrebuls sTxoven. . . macumotoSi francisko skolaSi muSaobda. rodesac mogvianebiT misma mesame klasma daamTavra Cuugaku, iaponuri saSualo skola, franciskom samSobloSi dabruneba gadawyvita. SeiZleba mobezrda kidec metismetad zrdilobiani da kulturuli iaponelebi, miuxedavad imisa, rom verasdros malavda aRfrTovanebas, macumotoSi Casvlis dRidan, saqarTveloSi dabrunebis Semdegac. . .bina sakmaod sufTa iyo, SigadaSig TiTqmis sul axali nivTebiTac. franciskom mainc gadawyvita yvelaferi daeTvlierebina, da pirveli rac gaakeTa is iyo, rom saweri magidis ujrebi gamoaRo. amas namdvilad ar mouwonebda qalbatoni ono, magram cnobismoyvareoba franciskos pataraobidan awuxebda, an ufro sworad rom vTqvaT, mis axloblebs awuxebdaT.
am dros mobilurma dareka.
-gismenT._ (am moTxrobis dialogis pirveli sityva). franciskom verafriT icno nomeri. saerTodac, jer TiTqmis arcerTi megobrisTvis da nacnobisTvis daereka. megobrebi jer-jerobiT arc hyavda, Zveli megobrebi unda enaxa, Tavidan gaecno da damegobreboda.
- oho, francisko sans vaxlavarT.- vici, ver micnob, amitom uxerxulobaSii rom ar Cagayeno, getyvi vinc var. iqneb, gamimarTlos da gagaxsende. nika var, ni-ka.franciskos gaeRima.
- mapatie, nika, ver gixseneb.franciskos imdenad undoda gaexsenebina mainc vin nika SeiZleboda yofiliyo, rom ucbad metismeti mondomebisgan yvela nika daaviwyda, visac ki odesme icnobda.
- dRes saRamos gamodi CemTan zemelze da gamixseneb. yvelaferze maSin vilaparakoT. yvela megobari viqnebiT, Cemic da Senic. isev iq vcxovrob. imedia saxli gaxsovs. saxli ki Sevicvale, magram ukan davbrundi, asec xdeba. kidev ver gamixsene?
- ki gagixsene, ra Tqma unda, gamarjoba nika, da mapatie rom ver gicani. xom warmogidgenia? mTeli 12 weliwadi, rogor xarT?
- magaze mere vilaparakoT rom gnaxav.
- kargi, saRamos aucileblad gamoval. yvelas naxva Zalian gamixardeba, da bodiSi, rom ukve 5 dRea aq var da aravisTvis damirekavs. madloba rom dareke, nika. madloba.
etyoba adamians qalaqi ufro amaxsovrdeba vidre adamianebi. an ki amaxsovrdeba, magram maT axloblebad veRar aRiqvams. `sainteresoa~-gaifiqra franciskom, _ `sanam zemeli ar axsena, nika xomeriki ver gavixsene.~
nika xomeriki franciskos bavSvobisdroindeli megobari iyo, xatvazec erTad dadiodnen. albaT nika erTaderTi iyo, vinc franciskomde icoda
adamiani rom macumotoSi amohyobda Tavs. . .drois sxvaobas verafriT mieCvia da SuadRes ramdenime xniT mainc iZinebda xolme. saRamosken rom gaiRviZa, nikasTan rom gasuliyo zemelze, raRac saocari grZnoba daeufla. ucbad Zalian, raRac auwerlad mounda sulieri siTbo. viRacis, vinmes siTbo. Tundac Tavisi iaponeli moswavleebis. mounda, vinmes mis mkerdze mieyrdno Tavi da bednieri, wynari, nazi TvalebiT Seexeda misTvis, mounda vinmes megobrulad Sexeboda xelze da misi siTbo egrZno. "etyoba, qorwinebaze daviwye fiqri, sainteresoa"_gaifiqra. mere am azrs Tavidan daubrunda samarSruto taqsSi rom ijda, da daaskvna rom qorwineba arafer SuaSi iyo da yvelaferi kvlav romantikul guneba-ganwyobilebas daabrala.
sanam mecnierebaTa akademiasTan, Senobis meore sarTulze avidoda, didxans fiqrobda pirvel frazaze, rac misi azriT Zalian mniSvnelovani iyo. mainc ra unda eTqva pirvelad, rogor unda misalmeboda mis nominalur nacnob-megobrebs. arada, ojaxis wevrebis da am xalxis meti arc aravin hyavda. megobrebi arc macumotoSi hyavda da es yovelTvis ukvirda. imdenad undoda yovelTvis megobari hyoloda, rom Zalian ukvirda, ratom ver axerxebda verc mezoblebTan, verc kolegebTan, macumotos saSualo skolaSi, namdvil megobrobas. kari nikam gaaRo da sanam francisko kibis mTel 28 safexurze nafiqr frazas ityoda, magrad gadaexvia, franciskom iseTi didi bedniereba igrZno, rom am erTi metad Cveulebrivi misalmebis gamo
adamiani mTeli saRamo madlieri TvalebiT Sescqeroda nikas.rogorc franciskom daaskvna, albaT mainc cdeboda, rodesac fiqrobda, rom raRacis swavla mouwevda, sanam TbilisSi Cveulebriv cxovrebas daiwyebda. rogorc Cans, miuxedavad imisa, rom 12 wlis ganmavlobaSi bevri rame Secvliliyo, franciskom mTeli es cvlilebebi, Seucnoblad TuU cnobierad mainc icoda, da miuxedavad imisa, rom iaponiis kultura da xalxis mentaloba (`mentaliteti~ qarTulad) saocrad gansxvavdeba saqarTveloSi miRebuli Cveulebebisgan, francisko Tavs mSvenivrad grZnobda.
ZiriTadad erTmaneTs ar usmendnen, magram Tu francisko saubrobda SigadaSig kiTxvebsac usvamdnen. rogorc aRmoCnda, yvela megobars Zalian gauxarda franciskos dabruneba.
- erTi raRac mikvirs, ratom ar gaqvs iaaponuri aqcenti?-Seawyvetina nikam.- ici rogoria?
- ara, magram imis Tqma mindoda, rom qarTulad isev ise laparakob.
- eg mec mikvirs, ise, etyoba, 12 weliwadi arc ise didi droa. mec Zalian gadaWarbebulad vuyurebdi am sakiTxs, araferi Secvlila da rogorc Cans yvelani Zalian kargad maxsovxarT.
- mec gaxsovar?-ikiTxa Tamunam da welSi gasworda.
- Senc? ra Tqma unda maxsovxar.
adamiani saweri magidis gaRebul ujrebs mxolod meore dRis saRamos miubrunda. am droisTvis francisko ukve sakmaod moxerxebulad jdeboda savarZelSi. am dros karebze daakakunes. - gamarjobaT, Tqven brZandebiT franciskko adamiani?francisko mixvda, rom Tamuna vinaobis Sesaxeb ar ekiTxeboda. Tumca, im grZnobas, rac, rogorc axsovda, Tamunas mimarT sadRac pirveli klasidan hqonda, namdvilad aRar grZnobda. saerTodac, Tamunas Sesaxeb aqedan mimavals TviTmfrinavSic ki ar ufiqria, araTu axla.
kidev erTma ramem gaakvirva francisko. yvela eweoda. etyoba, TbilisSi amas yuradRebas jerjerobiT aravin aqcevs. daaskvna.
zemelze megobarTan gatarebulma saRamom sakmaod kargad imoqmeda franciskoze. an, ubralod, mTeli 5 dReE gavida, da ukve Tavs saxlSi grZnobda. sanam naqiravebSi dabrundeboda, gzad, lisTvis patara kaqtusi iyida, bebias Zalian uyvarda yvavilebi, Semdeg xels namcxvaric wamoayola da gadawyvita ojaxTan erTad daelia Cai. . .
francisko
- me vbrZandebi.
- gazeTidan gawuxebT. statias vwer sazogadoebrivi cxovrebis rubrikisTvis. Tema gvaqvs iaponia da iqneb erTi-ori sityva Tqvenc geTqvaT. ubralod, Tqveni cxovrebis Sesaxeb iaponiaSi, rogor aswavlidiT, da
etc. vfiqrob Zalian saintereso iqneba.- mobrZandiT.
naqiravebSi 17-18 wlis gogom Seabija sakmaod Tamami nabijebiT da uxerxulad gaiRima. etyoboda, arc ise didi xani iyo gazeTSi muSaobda da respodentebTan Tavisuflad muSaobas miCveuli ar iyo.
- dabrZandiT._ RimiliT miuTiTa skamze
adamianma._ ar vici, ra mogiyveT, ra gainteresebT. macumotoSi mTeli 12 weliwadi viyavi da . . . - maSin intervius aviReb da aseve davweer, vfiqrob, ufro saintereso iqneba, da TqvenTvisac ufro advili._ vfiqrob yavaze damewveviT._ gauRima franciskom._axlave moval, gaSinaurdiT.
- Cai, Tu SeiZleba. qarTuli wesiT, uSaqqrod.- didi saimovnebiT. _francisko samzareulosken wavida, da ukve mexuTed aartya Tavi samzareuloSi gasasvlels. Tan Tavis Tavze gabrazda, rom verafriT daimaxsovra samzareuloSi gasvlamde Tavi daexara.
- yvelaferi rigzea?
- madloba, yvelaferi kargad aris, ubralod ukve mexuTed avartyi Tavi.
franciskom wyali daadga da ukan dabrunda.
_ saubari daviwyoT, amasobaSi wyali aduRdeba.
- mapatieT, ar gagecaniT. aiko toSi_ (ees iseTive saxelia, rogorc francisko adamiani, cnobisTvis: aiko toSi, iaponiis princesas saxelia da sityvasityviT niSnavs, adamiani, visac sxvebi uyvars, adamiani, vinc sxvebs pativs scems).francisko im mizezebs xsnida, ris gamoc onosTan erTad gamgzavreba gadawyvita, rodesac samzareulodan Caidanma daustvina.
- erTi wuTiT.- Tavis daxra ar dagaviwydeT_gauRima aikom.
- madloba, megobaro.
es mimarTva aiko toSis gaukvirda, magram orjer ufro metad gaukvirda TviTon franciskos da sulelurad moeCvena. mxolod samzareulodan CaiT da namcxvriT dabrunebulma daaskvna, rom es ubralod, Cveulebrivi mimarTva iyo, da aranair saWiroebas ar warmoadgenda azrs Cakvirveboda.
- didi xania muSaobT?_ es franciskom ikkiTxa.- ara, sul raRac 2 Tvea. me saerTod Jurnalistikaze ar vswavlob, magram ar vici, vmuSaob. vfiqrob Tqveni interviu saintereso iqneba.
- SenobiT mommarTe, sjobs.
- arauSavs? Zalian kargi. _ aiko toSi Zalian bevrs iRimoda. TiTqmis yvela sityvis Semdeg.
franciskom kiTxvebze pasuxis garda ramdenime kiTxva TviTonac dasva, romlebzec didi siamovnebiT pasuxobda aiko.
- Sen is Tviseba gaqvs, rasac yvelaze mmetad vafaseb adamianSi._es franciskom saubris bolosTvis Tqva. Semdeg ukve gvian iyo imis Sesaxeb fiqri Rirda TuU ara Tqma.- mainc?
- keTili xar, xalxis daxmareba ginda da ra vici, bednieri xar.
- bednieri var. _ aikom es ori sityva xazgasmiT warmosTqva. _ magram rom micnobdeT da maSin fiqrobdeT ase, did madlobas gadagixdidiT.
- kargi._ gauRima franciskom.
TiTqmis or saaTs isaubres. aikom meore kaseta Cado diqtofonSi da diqtofonis elementebi rom daujda franciskos daxmarebac dasWirda.
_ didi ambavi, ra moxda mere. ra icodi aseTi molaparake TuU aRmovCndebodi. Caval da amovitan elementebs. saxlSi mgoni ar maqvs._SesTavaza franciskom.
- ara, me Caval, da axlave amoval. saqmme isaa, rom rogori kargi elementebic ar unda iyido Zalian swrafad jdeba. vadagasulebi iyideba._sabolood mainc francisko Cavida saxlis gverdiT mdebare patara maRaziaSi da iseTi elementebi iyida, romelmac saerTod ver daZra diqtofonis kaseta. amaze franciskom gulianad icina, da cota moSorebiT, quCis gadaRma gadawyvita elementebis SeZena, misi azriT, SedarebiT ukeTes maRaziaSi.amis Semdeg kidev isaubra franciskom, da, rogorc aikom Tqva, sakmaod sainteresodac.
- madloba, didi madloba. statias aucileeblad mogitanT, rom gadaxedo da Tu rame Sesacvleli iqneba, Sevcvli._ aiko TqvenobiT da SenobiT formebs jerjerobiT erTmaneTSi urevda.- ara, ar aris saWiro, gendobi. ar ifiqro, rom Seni naxva ar gamixardeba, magram marTla ar aris saWiro, piriqiT Seni naxva Zalian gamixardeboda. kargi, modi, SevTanxmdeT da statia maCvene.
- kargi, Tu ar aris saWiro, arauSavs. ar SegawuxebT. naxvamdis.
adamianis sasiyvarulo Tavgadasavali. adamians Zalian moswonda patara, koxta, morCili, Zvelmoduri Tu Tanamedrove iaponeli qalebi, magram maTiT ufro metad aRfrTovanebuli iyo vidre rame seriozuls grZnobda. mogvianebiT, francisko macumotoSi gatarebul wlebs wakiTxul wigns Seadarebs, romelmac bevri aswavla, bevri bedniereba moutana, magram Tavis gancdilad mainc ver miiRo, mainc ver SeiTvisa. xolo ratom, amas verasdros gascems pasuxs.franciskom karebamde miacila aiko da Semdeg jer tradiciulad gaukvirda, Semdeg gaubrazda sakuTar Tavs imis gamo, rom CaTvala SeuZlebeli iyo erTi saubriT adamianze gemsjela, da miTumetes ar iyo saWiro, Seni azri misTvis geTqva. saerTod, francisko Tvlida, rom is Secdomebs arasdros uSvebda, mxolod swavlobda maTze, xolo razec SeiZleba iswavlo, is magaliTia da ara Secdoma. . . francisko metismetad morcxvi iyo qalebTan urTierTobaSi, amitom miTumetes gaukvirda Tavisi saqcieli. macumotoSi erT maswvlebels xvdeboda. xvdeboda iSviaTad da isic, kinoSi an TeatrSi midiodnen erTad. mxolod erTxel moaxerxa saxlSi daepatiJa da, rogorc mogvianebiT gairkva, amiT gaafuWa kidec yvelaferi. meore dRes kolega skolis koridorSi sakmaod civad Sexvda da metad kolegialurad miesalma. rogorc franciskom daaskvna, albaT seriozuli grZnobis SeeSinda, francisko cdilobda maswavleblisTvis daenaxvebina, rom mis mimarT grZnobis ar unda SeSineboda da rom mas marTla uyvarda iaponeli, magram 35 wlis maswavlebels sakuTari Tavis ufro eSinoda, vidre franciskosi, amitomac franciskos Zalisxmevam Sedegi ver gamoiRo da amiT damTavrda kidec
francisko jer kidev karTan idga da fiqrobda, rodesac aiko toSis xma moesma.
_ didi bodiSi, raRac mindoda meTqva, da ar vici, raRac ise ver wavedi rom ar meTqva.
franciskom gakvirvebiT Sexeda.
- Tqveni iaponuri leqsebis Targmani wavvikiTxe, ubralod magidaze ido, Tvali movkari da gadavxede. didi bodiSi, albaT daukiTxavad arc unda wamekiTxa, magram vfiqrob, arauSavs. Zalian momewona. mapatieT?- da sad naxe Cemi leqsebi?
- magidaze gidevT. arauSavs?
- arauSavs. xo, damaviwyda. amoviRe gadavxedav meTqi da damaviwyda. erTi_ori cali gadavTargmne. ras ambob, gamixarda rom waikiTxe da mogewona. sxvebis gadaTargmnasac vapireb da Tu kidev gnaxav aucileblad wagakiTxeb, Seni azri mainteresebs.
- madloba, francisko. naxvamdis.
franciskom karebi mixura da magidaze dayril qaRaldebs gadaxeda. gaeRima. francisko saerTod arafers werda. mxolod ramdenime haiku dawera iaponiaSi yofnisas. isic imitom, rom ono iyo metad gatacebuli haikuTi da tankaTi, Semdeg Tavadac dainteresda da sakmaod vrceli gamokvlevac dawera. Semdeg, yvelgan sadac mouxdeboda, haikus werda.
franciskom, rogorc iqna, gadaxeda ujridan amoRebul qaRaldebs, raRac gamokvlevebi iyo, raRac amonawerebi, Canawerebi da gaurkveveli frazebi. Semdeg mezobeli qalis, mzias naTqvami gaaxsenda. (mezobeli mzia franciskos naqiravebi binis Tavze cxovrobda.)
`eh, batoni rezo. iseTi pativsacemi kaci iyo. profesori. uaRresad ganaTlebuli. axla ki vin icis sad aris.~ maSin francisko
adamianma mezobelTan saubris Semdeg CaTvala, rom baton rezos, am metad Rirseul da pativsacem adamians, imdenad gauWirda saqarTveloSi, rom ucxoeTSi wasvla mouxda da meti aRarc aRaraferi ukiTxavs mziasTvis.axla franciskom guldasmiT waikiTxa TariRis mixedviT erT-erTi ukanaskneli Canaweri, daaskvna, rom Canawerebi ar SeiZleboda mTlianad janmrTel adamians daewera, Semdeg xelnaweri gverdze gadado da savarZelSi Cajda. vTqvaT, am binis patroni ucxoeTSi ki ara da fsiqiatriul saavadmyofoSia, maSin?!_dafiqrda. Semdeg mepatronis ZmiSvils daureka.
saxlSi ar iyo. francisko arafriT daTanxmdeboda iseT saxlSi ecxovra, sadac viRacas sulieri moSliloba awuxebda da savaraudod, RamiT ar eZina.miuxedavad imisa, rom am kacisadmi raRac subieqturi, ulogiko simpaTia igrZno, mainc gadawyvita, Tu patroni marTlac avad iyo, maSinve daetovebina saxli. mogvianebiT am gadawyvetilebis gamo sakmaod gaubrazda Tavs. moeCvena, rom bavSvurad iqceoda, yvelaferi Tavis metad mdidar fantaziis unars daabrala da gadawyvita amaze aRar efiqra, Canawerebis savaraudo avtoris ZmiSvilTan darekvac gadaifiqra.
meore dRe dilidan saRamomde samsaxurSi gaatara, saRamos nikasTan erTad gaiara nacnob-megobrebTan da sakmaod gvian dabrunda saxlSi. pirveli iyo dawyebuli. gadawyvita jer Cai daelia, magram kidev erTxel aartya Tavi samzareulos Sesasvlels, oRond amjerad aRar gabrazebula.
-"Tavis daxra ar dagaviwydeT"_aiko gaaxsenda da erTaderTi rac Zalian mounda, masTan saubari iyo. metad suleluri azri iyo, gamoutyda sakuTar Tavs, magram, ubralod, zogjer yovelgvar logikas moklebuli raRac ufro undeba adamians, vidre iseTi raRac, risi gakeTebac aucileblad unda undodes yvelanairi logikis mixedviT. icoda gviani iyo, magram mainc dareka.
-gismenT.
-aikos TxoveT Tu SeiZleba.
-me var. gamarjobaT.
-micani?
-ver gicani.
-is var vis Sesaxebac fiqrob.
-da vis Sesaxeb vfiqrob? francisko adamiani?
-xo. ar ifiqro es kaci ras gadamekidao, ubralod ar vici, SenTan saubari im dRes Zalian sasiamovno iyo da axlac mominda daglaparakebodi. me aq ar myavs bevri megobari, mxolod ramdenime. isinic SensaviT TiTqmis ucnobi arian CemTvis.
aikos Zalian gaukvirda, magram gauxarda, rom iseT adamians, rogoradac francisko adamians Tvlida, SeeZlo masTan saubari saintereso moCveneboda da Ramis 12 saaTze masTan darekva gaxseneboda, Tundac maSin Tu franciskos aq bevri megobari ar hyavda da Tu hyavda, isinic faqtobrivad ucnobi megobrebi.
ramdenime xani isaubres. franciskom iaponiis ambebis moyola gaagrZela, sxva arc araferi hqonda mosayoli. aikomac gaixsena ramdenime saintereso ambavi. pirveli saaTi xdeboda francisko rom daemSvidoba aiko toSis.
meore dila sakmaod ucnauri gamodga. diliT, is iyo, franciskom saqaRalde aiRo da samsaxurisken wasvlas apirebda, rom karebze daakakunes. karebTan ori kaci idga, erTi Suaxnis, xelSi raRac yuTiT, meores, SedarebiT axalgazrdas, xelSi furceli da kalami eWira.
_gamarjobaT_miesalma erT-erTi_ humanitaruli daxmareba movida, baton rezosTvis.
_ axla aq Cems meti aravin cxovrobs. am saxls vqiraob, SemiZlia patronis telefonis nomeri mogceT.
erT-erTi kacTagani yuTTan darCa, meorem nebarTva iTxova da binis mflobeli axalgazrda qaliSvilis telefonis nomeri akrifa.
_samwuxaroa, magram ra gaewyoba._dakida yurmili_wauyvaniaT.
_sad wauyvaniaT?_ikiTxa franciskom.
_ batoni rezo, raRac sanatoriumSi, ase uwodeben, sinamdvileSi tipobrivi sagiJeTi iqneba.
- sagiJeTi?_xmamaRla ikiTxa francisko aadamianma.- baton rezos sulieri moSliloba awuxebda._Suaxnis kacma franciskos mimarTa_ra gaewyoba, sanam ar gamova sanatoriumidan, daxmarebac Seuwydeba.
adamians mainc Zalian mounda nayini da maRaziaSi Cavida, gzis meore mxares rom mdebareobda, axla yvelafers iq yidulobda, Tumca, sakmaod uxerxulad grZnobda Tavs, rodesac navaWriT brundeboda saxlSi da misi binis qveS mdebare uzarmazar gastronoms uvlida gverdze. Tanac, TiTqos jinaze, gastronomis gamyidveli, yovelTvis Tavis dakvriT esalmeboda maRaziidan. . .franciskos ramdenime xniT daaviwyda kidec viziti humanitaruli organizaciidan, xolo mogvianebiT, rodesac ukve Sebindebulze brundeboda saxlSi, saxlis patron axalgazrda qaliSvilze cotaTi gabrazda da Tavi motyuebulad igrZno. ~me aq raRac istoriebs vTxzavdi, ucxoeTSi gadasaxlebuli naTesavis Sesaxeb, arada am kacs Turme marTla awuxebs sulieri moSliloba da sagiJeTSia.~_gabrazebulma mixura binis karebi da kvlav uxerxulad Cajda ZlivZlivobiT miCveul savarZelSi. aqeT-iqeT mimoixeda da kidev ufro dakvirvebiT daaTvaliera saxlis kedlebi, Taroebi, fanjris rafebi.
francisko didi TanagrZnobiT ganimsWvala saxlis patronis mimarT, Semdeg sakuTar Tavzec gabrazda da kidev erTxel datuqsa Tavi imis gamo, rom bavSviviT iqceoda da amxela kaci raRac sisuleleebze fiqrobda. ubralod, verafers uxerxebda arasasiamovno grZnobas. Tumca, Tavadve xvdeboda, rom axla binaze uars Tundac imitom ver ityoda, rom sakuTar Tavs aRaSfoTebda amiT. ase rom, gadawyvita batoni rezos Sesaxeb naklebi efiqra da kompiuteri CarTo.
cioda, wvimda. saerTod sakmaod grili zafxuli idga. Tumca
aiko toSim meore diliT Tavic ki ver aswia da institutSic daagvianda diferencirebul CaTvlaze, Tumca, CaTvla mainc dauweres. saxlSi mivida TuU ara, maSinve loginSi dawva, eZineboda, Tan yeli tkioda. etyoba, imis bralia, sami nayini rom vWame_gaifiqra da Termometrs daxeda. ocdaCvidmets cota gadacilebuli iyo.
am dros telefonma dareka, miuxedavad imisa rom yovelgvar logikas iyo moklebuli franciskos zari, aikos mainc egona, rom swored
adamiani rekavda. megobari sofo iyo._ gacivdi?! _Zalian gaukvirda sofos.
_ xo, ra iyo?
_ ra vici, arasdros ar civdebi xolme da. . .
_ xoda, Seni bralia. guSin rom eubnebodi ananos, ginaxavs rodesme aiko gaciebuliyos da sanaxavad mivsuliyaviTo? _gaecina aikos.
_ movalT, forToxlebiT xo?
_ aha, forToxlebiT.
is iyo aikom yurmili dakida, rom telefonma xelmeored dareka.
_ oho, francisko?
_ ras ityvi TeatrSi rom wavsuliyaviT da rame gvenaxa?
_ kargi iqneboda.
_ e.i mivdivarT?
_ samwuxarod me ver movdivar. gaciebuli var, ise, madloba ideisTvis.
_ guSin kargad ar iyavi?
_ dRes gavcivdi_gaecina aikos. . .
SabaT dilas franciskom saocrad karg guneba-ganwyobilebaze gaiRviZa. am dRes nikasTan erTad apirebda kus tbaze asvlas. kus tba cxovrebaSi ar enaxa franciskos. arc macumotoSi wasvlamde, da arc samSobloSi dabrunebis Semdeg. rogorc nikam uTxra, iq sakmaod bevri xalxi iyrida Tavs da zafxulis cxeli SabaTis gatareba kargad SeiZleboda, SeZlebisdagvarad. ase rom, Sortebsa da kedebSi gamowyobili francisko fexburTis burTis kenwvliT gavida saxlidan, rodesac telefonma dareka. zari imdenad moulodneli aRmoCnda franciskosTvis, rom TiTqmis mTeli dRiT gaufuWda guneba-ganwyobileba. im sanatoriumidan rekavdnen sadac batoni rezo iwva. mkurnalobis erTi kursi ukve CaetarebinaT da damatebiTi Tanxis gadaxda iyo saWiro. franciskom ramdenjerme auxsna morige eqTans, rom is mxolod da mxolod mdgmuri iyo da Seecada ekas telefoni mieca, magram uSedegod. morige eqTanma mxolod is uTxra, Tu Tqven pacientTan aranairi kavSiri ar gaqvT, maSin, Tu SeiZleba, Tavad SeatyobineT qalbaton ekas, rom saswrafod gamocxaddes sanatoriumSio. ekasTan mTeli naxevari saaTis ganmavlobaSi rekavda francisko, magram es ukanaskneli yurmils ar iRebda. am dros nikam miukakuna karebze.
_ daRamda, ar modixar?!
_ ar vici, sad vipove es eka, sxva saxli ar iyo qalaqSi?!
_ ra xdeba, ro?
_ araferi, ubralod binis patroni sanatoriumSia da axla raRac Tanxis gadaxdaa saWiro, Torem dRes saRamos an xval diliT saxlSi Tu dabrunda ar unda gamikvirdes.
_ eh, kargi ra. . . saxlSi gadaxval da is iqneba, wasasvleli ar gaqvs Tu ra?!
franciskos TiTqmis mTlianad daaviwyda batoni rezos ambavi da kus tbas patara safexburTo moedanze sami golic ki gautana karebSi moxiTxiTe nikas, romelsac, verafriT gaarkvies raze ecineboda.
- mecineba ra. . . _bolos gabrazda nika, francisko rom Caacivda, ra mogivida, ra mogividao.
_ ToTxmeti goli gavuSvi da iumoriT vuyureb Cems mdgomareobas rom ar gavgiJde. . .
francisko daRlil-daqanculi, ZlivZlivobiT avida saxlis kibeebze da is iyo, gasaRebi moargo sakets, rom kari Signidan gauRes.
_mobrZandiT.
karebSi maRali, gafiTrebuli, WaRaraSereuli kaci idga. daZabuli gamoxedviT da grZeli, daZarRvuli TiTebiT. Tumca, sakmaod sasiamovno Rimili hqonda, marTalia cota nerviuli, magram mainc raRac gulwrfelad iRimoda, rogorc franciskos moeCvena.
- batoni rezo brZandebiT?_ me var. aq rom movedi da viRacis bargi-barxana rom damxvda, mivxvdi, etyoba mdgmuri xarT, ara? ekas velaparake, dRes mosvlas ver SeZlebs. naqiravebSia kidev. me megona aq gadmovidoda. axla rogor moviqceviT? me saxlSi davbrundi.
_ axlave avkref Cems nivTebs da gageclebiT batono rezo, da didi bodiSi, rom raRac ase moxda. me ubralod ar vicodi. mapatieT.
_ ara, ara, darCiT, am Rames mainc darCiT da xval diliT waxvalT, ra moxda mere? qarTvelebi ar varT? xalxi stumarTmoyvareobiT viwonebT Tavs da, rom darCeT gamixardeba, sad unda waxvideT am dros?
_ me aq vcxovrob, batono rezo, ojaxi myavs, saxli maqvs, uamravi megobari. problema ar aris, madloba.
_ kargi batono._gaiRima rezom.
francisko
adamianma Tavisi ramdenime CanTa Caalaga, karebTan daawyo da rezos uTxra, TuU rame damrCeba, xval gamovivli kidev wasaRebad Tu SeiZlebao.- erTi wamiT, daicadeT Tu SeiZleba. daiviwyeT rac qarTuli stumarTmoyvareobis Sesaxeb giTxariT. ra stumarTmoyvareoba, sisulelea, sadRegrZeloebis eniT xom ar vilaparakebT?! umorCilesad gTxovT darCeT, ha, ra iqneba? bolos da bolos, am saxlSi ukve ramdeni xania cxovrobT?
_erTi Tve xdeba.
_ hoda, miTumetes, Tqveni saxlic yofila ukve, ase Tu ise. me aq uamravi mezobeli myavs da viTom mivlian da mexmarebian, magram saubriT kaciSvili ar mesaubreba. ra jandabad minda magaTi erTi TefSi fafa da erTi qvabi lobio? darCiT ra, batono. ra gqviaT?
_ francisko.
_ hoda, batono francisko, Zalian gTxovT sworad gamigoT. erTi Tve palataSi meZina sulier avadmyofebTan, axla CemTvis marto RamiT darCena ver getyviT ras niSnavs. eka dRes verafriT ver mova. Cai davlioT, cota visaubroT. ar vici ase ratom gendobiT, magram didi cxovrebiseuli gamocdileba maqvs, me, batono francisko, sadacaa samoc wels mivaRwev da xalxis cnoba, ase Tu ise, ki SemiZlia. rogor ucnauradac ar unda mogeCvenoT, ra vici, xo, axalgazrdobidan cota ucnaurobiT gamovirCeodi.
franciskom ar icoda ra eqna. axla yvelafers erCivna, marto mjdariyo savarZelSi da Wiqa Cai daelia, magram arc is undoda es kaci daetovebina marto. karebSi mdgom francisko
adamians erTi SemTxveva gaaxsenda. nikas deda hyveboda amas winaT.` . . . . . karebze daakakunes im Rames, xom warmogidgeniaT? gavaReE da viRac mTvrali iyo, fexze Zlivs idga. ginda Tu ara, qalbatono, gareT gamodiT, raRac unda wagakiTxoT, Cemi Svili ras mwers cixidano. karebi mivuxure cxvirwin, ra meqna aba? da diliT ra moxda iciT? Cvens sadarbazoSi ipoves is kaci gardacvlili. xom warmogidgeniaT? dResac vfiqrob xolme im ambavze, arada es jer kidev manamde iyo, sanam gavTxovdebodi, maSin jer kidev ar vicnobdi oTars. Tu gicnobdi, oTar?~
franciskos yovelTvis eRimeboda qalbaton mananas rom ixsenebda xolme. es qali iseTi enTuziazmiT da aRrfTovanebiT hyveboda yvelafers, rom SeuZlebeli iyo ar mogesmina da ambavSi mTlianad ar CarTuliyavi. zogjer ambis dasasruli metad Sablonuri iyo da msmenelebs imeds xSirad ar umarTlebda, magram qalbaton mananas pirvelive frazebs `ra moxda iciT?~, an `warmogidgeniaT?~ yovelTvis SeeZlo yuradRebis miqceva.
es ambavi da qalbatoni mananac franciskos imitom gaaxsenda, rom axla batoni rezo edga cxvirwin da Caize patiJebda francisko
adamians._ erT rames getyviT, ise_me Tu Tqven giJi ggonivarT da ggoniaT, rames CagartyamT TavSi, Zalian cdebiT. me TviTonac vxvdebi sulieri moSliloba rom maqvs, da depresia, magram sazogadoebisTvis saSiSi aranairad ar var da Tanac iqac kargad mimkurnales, ufro sworad ki ar mimkurnales da, izolireba momixda Zalian.
_diax, mesmis.
_ hoda, Zalianac kargi. darCiT batono francisko, ras maxvewinebT amdens? xval diliT waxvalT. amasobaSi ekac gamova. Cems Sesaxeb giambobT rames. ar gainteresebT?
franciskom imdenad uxerxulad igrZno Tavi imis gamo, rom xanSiSesuli adamiani amdens exveweboda, rom CanTa iqve dado da im Tavis Zlivs miCveul savarZelSi Cajda.
- madloba. axlave movaduReb Cais.adamiani pirvelad dainteresda mainc sad iyo misi megobari levani. gadawyvita meore dResve ekiTxa nikasTvis.francisko fiqrobda mainc ratom darCa ucnob adamianTan. SiSiT risi unda SeSineboda, magram uxerxulobis miuxedavad, mainc darCa, miuxedavad imisa, rom ver gaego rad undoda rezos, viRac ucnob adamianTan erTad Cais daleva an mainc ra daSavdeboda, francisko saxlSi rom wasuliyo da ojaxis wevrebTan erTad daelia Cai. Tumca, bolos daaskvna rom, etyoba, mainc gaiTvaliswina erT-erTi magaliTi adreuli bavSvobidan, rodesac Tavisma megobarma, iman, vinc eubneboda yvela Tavis Tavs gverdidan unda daakvirdeso, uTxra: `ras getyvi ici? is ki ar unda Seusrulo xalxs rac Seni azriT maTTvis kargia da raRac logikas eqvemdebareba, aramed yvelaferi, rasac gTxoven, Tuki SegiZlia, ra Tqma unda, Tundac yvela logikas iyos moklebuli. da is ar unda awyenino rac wyinT da ara is, rac SenTviTon gewyineboda~. . . im saRamos francisko
am dros rezoc dabrunda CaiT da SaqaryinuliT.
_ he, he, Tqven Tu iciT saidan maqvs es Saqaryinuli?
_ ara, ar vici.
_ komunistebis droidan. axla aRarc iyideba, rom icodeT. imdeni mqonda, imdeni, axla Zalian cota damrCa. marto gansakuTrebuli stumrebisTvis aris.
franciskom isRa moaxerxa eTqva Saqaryinuli Zalian ar miyvars, da ramdnjerac miWamia, sul kbils matkiebso, ramenairad rom aecilebina Tavidan komunistebisdroindeli Saqaryinulis Wama.
_ kargiT, batono._ gauRima rezom_ magram rom icodeT, arc me mZuls Tavi vadagasuli da gafuWebuli Saqaryinuli rom vWamo, ar fuWdeba.
franciskom uxerxulad gauRima.
_ ekas raRaceebi vkiTxe Tqvens Sesaxeb, batono francisko. iaponiidan CamosulxarT axlaxans.
- ki, iaponiidan Camovedi.franciskom ar icoda ukve meramdened hyveboda macumotos ambebs da STabeWdilebebs. Tumca Zalian gaukvirda, rom yvela msmenels Soris, rezo yvelaze didi interesiT usmenda da Tavs aqnevda imis niSnad, vici, vici, eg mec vici, ai, Tqven is miTxariTo, da iseT rameebs ekiTxeboda franciskom namdvilad rom ar icoda. Semdeg ramdenime xniT siCume Camovarda.
ucbad rezom Cais Wiqa dadga magidaze, romelic mTeli saubris ganmavlobaSi xelSi eWira da franciskos Sexeda.
_ Tqven is TuUiciT, batono francisko, ras grZnobs adamiani, rodesac grZnobs rom giJdeba?
francisko daibna. is-is iyo, mTlianad daaviwyda rezos sulieri mdgomareobis Sesaxeb da metad saintereso saubriT garTulma Tavi komfortuladac ki igrZno, rom mosaubrem daZabuli saxiT Sexeda da TiTebic nerviulad aaTamaSa magidaze. franciskos raRac waekiTxa perioduli Sizofreniis Sesaxeb. magram rezom swrafadve aiyvana Tavi xelSi da nerviulad gaiRima.
_ mapatieT, cota kidev ver vakontroleb sakuTar Tavs. es bolo ramdenime Tvea ase var, ar vici ra damemarTa. albaT yvelaferma erTad imoqmeda. umuSevrobam, garemo pirobebma, ufulobam. ar vici ra. Cemi studentebi rom mxvdebodnen quCaSi, yofili studentebi, saxlSi movdiodi da gamwarebuli Wiqebs vamtvrevdi, mezoblebs egonaT amis mizezi ar mqonda. vxvdebi vawuxebdi, magram, ar vici. axla vapireb yvelas bodiSi movuxado, namdvilad ukeTesad var.
_ ras ambobT, aravin ar wuxdeboda. ramdenime mezobels vicnob da Tqvens Sesaxebac vesaubre guSin. yvela pativs gcemT, batono rezo.
_ xo, ra vici. ise, Tu iciT ras grZnobs adamiani, rom giJdeba?
franciskom interesiT Sexeda.
_ getyviT Tu gindaT, minda viRacam icodes. gainteresebT?
rezo fexze adga da bolTas cemas mohyva. Tan metad seriozuli saxe miiRo da monologis wasakiTxad moemzada.
_ batono francisko, iciT ras grZnobs adamiani, rodesac Rame loginSi wveba da icis rom dilamde daZinebas ver moaxerxebs, loginSi unda iwrialos da mxolod diliTRa Tu CaeZineba, Tan iseTi Rrma ZiliT rom meore dRes xelis awevis Tavic ki ar eqneba da mxolod usaSvelo daRlilobas igrZnobs?! rodesac grZnobs,
rom Sinaganad kankalebs da rodesac erTaderTi raRacis eSinia- ar gagiJdes?!_ucbad rezom bolTas cemas Tavi daaneba da franciskos miubrunda_iciT Tu ar iciT, aRar metyviT?_ ara, ar vici, warmodgenac ar maqvs. amaze arasdros mifiqria._ daibna francisko
adamiani, romelic grZeli monologis mosasmenad iyo mzad._ hoda, RmerTma arasdros gacodinoT._ gauRima rezom.
es ise Tqva, rom franciskosac gaeRima. saerTodac, rezos mimarT didi simpaTiiT ganimsWvala. franciskos SeeZlo ase, TiTqmis ucnobi adamianis mimarT raRac Zalian kargi egrZno.
_ Aar vici ras grZnobs ukve gagiJebuli adamiani, visac sulieri moSliloba awuxebs, magram gza am mdgomareobamde Zalian Znelia, SeiZleba swored amis fiqri agiJebs adamians. Tqven ase ar fiqrobT, batono francisko?
_ namdvilad ar vici.
_ rodesac grZnob, rom raRac rigze ver aris, erTaderTi
raRaca ginda, izolirebuli iyo, rom yvelaferi is ar gaafuWo rasac amdeni xani didi moTminebiT qmnidi, iciT es ra aris?_ ra?
_ xalxTan uerTierToba. xalxis azri. . . maSin rodesac ici
, rom diliT adgebi da verafris kontrols SeZleb, rodesac ver moaxerxeb damalo Seni grZnobebi, gancdebi, azrebi. . . rodesac Zala aRar Segwevs adamianis aTeulobiT niRabisgan erT-erTi mainc ataro, ataro imisTvis rom xalxma Seni mTlianad SiSveli suli ar dainaxos. ai, maSin giJdebi.franciskom naRvliani, TanagrZnobiT savse RimiliT gauRima.
_ imitom rom, ici,_ ganagrZo rezom_ arasworad gagigeben da amaSi ar iqnebian damnaSave, radgan isini ver moaxerxeben Seni azrebis siCqariT svlas, azrebi swrafad Segecvleba da vercerTis damalvas ver moaxerxeb, imitom rom ubralod Zala aRar gaqvs akontrolo is, rac unda Tqva da is rac ubralod ar unda Tqva, da ara damalo. . . adamianebi ver mixvdebian, rom Sen sulieri moSliloba gaqvs ara imitom, rom azrebi gecvleba ase swrafad da xan ras ambob da xan ras, ver mixvdebian, rom maTac swored ase swrafad ecvlebaT Sexeduleba, swavloben, iviwyeben, brazdebian, patioben, xvdebian, aRmoaCenen, aramed giJdebi imitom, rom veRar axerxeb yvelaferi awon-dawono. gasagebad vlaparakob batono francisko?
rezo wynarad, TiTqmis Cumad laparakobda.
_ diax, yvelaferi gasagebia.
rezo bolTas cemas ganagrZobda. franciskom isic ifiqra, etyoba baton rezos Tavi auditoriaSi hgonia da leqcias mikiTxavso, magram rezo SigadaSig Cerdeboda da uSualod mas mimarTavda.
- rogor fiqrobT, batono francisko, RmerrTs giJebi, sulieri moSlilobis mqone adamianebi yvelaze metad ar unda uyvardes? isini xom sul mTlad gulwrfelni arian.- SeiZleba.
- ara, ar SeiZleba. imitom rom es gulwrfeloba ar aris, es sakontrolo Zafis xelidan gavardnaa. damerwmuneT, batono francisko, me am sakiTxSi namdvilad Tqvenze ufro metad kompetenturi var._gauRima rezom.
franciskos Zalian ukvirda, rogor axerxebda rezo ase RimiliT esaubra am sakiTxis Sesaxeb.
_ wevxar da fiqrob, rom diliT gaiRviZeb da kidev ityvi iseT raRacas, rac sayvarel adamianebs dagakargvinebs. Aadamianebs vinc giyvars, vis gareSec cxovrebac ki ar SegiZlia da vinc, samwuxarod, arc iseTi axloblebi yofilan, aseTic rom migiRon, aseTsac rom gagigon. . .
_ batono rezo, me darwunebuli var rom. . .
_ Mme arc siTbo mWirdeba da arc siyvaruli, radgan arc erTi da arc meore arasdros maklda, me mxolod gageba mWirdeba, imis garantia mWirdeba, rom me aseTi ki ar vuyvarvar xalxs, rogoric var, aramed me vuyvarvar, rogoric ar unda viyo. . . ara, adamiani ar aris Tavisi qcevebisa da grZnobebis erToblioba da Tu giyvars misi xasiaTi ar unda giyvardes imdenad, rom misi cvlileba arc ki SeimCnio. . . ase rom, sul tyuilad xarT darwmunebuli batono francisko. Tqven imaSi darwmunebuli ver iqnebiT, rom me im gagebas miviReb romelic mWirdeba.
Tqven albaT arc is iciT ra aris namdvili siyvaruli.
Познание увеличивает скорбь?!" ras vambobdi?_ ?
_ wagikiTxavT rilkes `malte laurids briges Canawerebi?~
_ ara, samwuxarod. me arc araferi wamikiTxavs, iaponuri da rusuli literaturis garda.
_ hoda, me rom Tqvenxela viyavi Zalian bevrs vkiTxulobdi. axla, ra vici, aRar kiTxulobT da mgoni es arc aris cudi, Tqven iciT, rom `
_ rilkes Sesaxeb.
_ xo, "briges CanawerebSi~ weria wminda Jiulienis Sesaxeb. samwuxarod, amis Sesaxeb am wignidan Sevitye. xom iciT Cveni Taoba, religias iyo mowyvetili. hoda, imas vambobdi, rom namdvili siyvaruli. . . wminda Jiulienma keTrovani miiwvina gverdiT rom gaeTbo igi. ar gindaT, yvelas aseTi siyvaruli SegveZlos?
franciskom naRvlianad gaiRima da Tavi daaqnia mxolod.
_ netav adamiani rodisme iqamde Tu amaRldeba, rom adamianebi ara imis mixedviT Seiyvaros vin ufro ukeTesia misTvis, aramed uyvardes yvela, ganurCevlad, axlobeli Tu Soreuli, uyvardes ubralod, maTi xasiaTis miuxedavad, maTi azrebis ganurCevlad, bolosdabolos Cven xom adamians viyvarebT da ara mis xasiaTs, mis qcevebs? ara, adamiani ar aris misi qcevebisa da Sexedulebebis erToblioba. es qcevebi da Sexedulebebi imdenjer ecvleba adamians, magram xom mainc igive rCeba ara?!
franciskom isev dauqnia Tavi.
_ nu meTanxmebiT yvelaferSi, batono francisko, ra aris es?!_ xelebi gaSala rezom. - rasac me vambob, SeuZlebelia da radgan SeuZlebelia e.i. arcaa saWiro. Cven Tu yvela erTnairad SeviyvareT maSin qceva da Sexedulebebi saerTod dakargavs azrs. . . ase ar fiqrobT?
_ diax.
_ aba, weRan raRas meTanxmebodiT?!
rezo welSi gaimarTa, Semdeg nela mivida da francisko adamianis win dajda. Wiqa isev xelSi aiRo da darCenili Cai mosva.
_gacivebula. _Wiqa isev dado.
_ iciT ras grZnobs adamiani, rodesac grZnobs rom giJdeba da rodesac icis, rom verafriT uSvelis amas? verc dasvenebiT, verc mogzaurobiT, verc izolaciiT. . . RmerTma ar gacodinoT, batono francisko ras grZnobs adamiani Rame, rodesac yvelas Zinavs, is ki im dRes Cadenili, sulieri moSlilobis gamo Cadenili, saqcielebis awon-dawonvas axdens da itanjeba imitom rom, maT verc xval, verc zeg, veRarasdros gamoasworebs, radgan amis Zala aRar aqvs. . ._rezo gaCumda. Cumad gavida samzareuloSi da cxeli CaiT savse WiqiT dabrunda ukan.
_ hoda, mec ase viyavi, batono francisko da mikres Tavi sanatoriumSi. tipobrivi sagiJeTi iyo. ara, ise, ras hqvia sagiJeTi, me iq aravin gamicnia da aravis davmegobrebivar, Torem SeiZleba isinic CemsaviT saWiroebdnen gagebas. ase ar fiqrobT?
francisko daeTanxma.
_ ekas CemTvis ukeTesi undoda. ise, ki var ukeTesad. didi uxeSi eqimebi iyvnen da raRac sulelur wamlebs viRebdi, magram Cems Tavze vimuSave da Tavi xelSi aviyvane. ai, ase iyo batono francisko. ise, axla SegiZliaT daiZinoT Tu geZinebaT, Tqveni sawolisTvis xeli ar mixlia. me mainc ver daviZineb, iyos, wavimuSaveb cotas, sami wlis win daviwye disertaciaze muSaoba, mgoni axla SemiZlia gavagrZelo. ase ar fiqrobT?
franciskom Tavi dauqnia, magram savarZlidan fexi ar moucvlia. rezo mTel Rames muSaobda. raRac wignebSi iqeqeboda. sawer kalamSi melani gaTavda da franciskosgan iTxova. francisko mxolod dilis 9 saaTze adga savarZlidan da rezos xelis CamorTmeviT daemSvidoba. es ukanaskneli daZinebas apirebda. Sepirda, aucileblad dagirekavT da gamogivliTo. rezom megobrulad mouTaTuna mxarze xeli.
_ karSi rom gasaRebi moargeT xom iciT, da me rom kari gagiReT, maSinve SevniSne kargi adamiani rom xarT batono francisko. didad gmadlobT. Tqven axla verafriT warmoidgenT rogor damexmareT. marTla, ra gvaris brZandebiT?
_
adamiani._ marTlac._ gauRima rezom. . .
franciskos Tavi stkioda uZilo Ramis Semdeg, Tumca Zalian karg xasiaTze iyo. samarSruto taqsSi avida da ukana savarZelze dajda. albaT lis Zalian gauxardeba rom mival_ fiqrobda. Tumca didi xniT darCenas ar apirebda da jer kidev samarSruto taqsSi Cajdomamde iyida gancxadebebis gazeTi, rom axali bina moeZebna. meliqiSvilis gamzirs aTvalierebda. am dros mobilurma dareka. aiko toSi iyo. uTxra, Jurnali gamovida da SegiZlia SeiZino, oRond aucileblad damireke da Seni azri miTxari, normaluri gamovida Tu ara statiao. Sexvedraze SeTanxmdnen.
saRamos francisko
adamiani isev karg xasiaTze iyo aiko toSis rom Sexvda._ gamarjoba, aiko._ gauRima.
_ gagimarjos, francisko.
statiis Sesaxeb ar usaubriaT. franciskom marto is uTxra Zalian momewona, kargad wer, ase gaagrZeleo.
_ rac Seexeba Sens iaponur leqsebs?
_ rac Seexeba Cems iaponur leqsebs ra?
_ Sen Sempirdi danarCen leqsebsac wagakiTxebo.
_ mapatie toSi, gadamaviwyda, etyoba Seni naxva gamixarda.
aikom zrdilobianad gauRima.
_ Sen erTaderTi adamiani xar, visac ar uxaria kargs rom eubnebian rames.
_ ratom fiqrob rom ar mixaria?
_ gemCneva.
_ mapatie, arc mixaria da arc ar mixaria. madloba. yovelTvis sasiamovnoa aseTi raRaca, magram ubralod Znelia faqtobrivad ucnobi adamianisgan miiRo da daijero. gasagebia?
_ aba, gatyueb?
_ me es ar miTqvams da arc migulisxmia.
_ kargi. erT leqss getyvi. eqspromtad gadagiTargmni.
Semodgomaze,
sakuTar cxovrebas Cavufiqrdi-
Segxvdi Cems megobar suls.
_haiku?_ gaiRima aiko toSim._Seni leqsia?
_ aha, iaponurad ukeTesad JRers, ra Tqma unda. asea.
adamiani CvenTvis kargad nacnob mezoblis kedels uyurebda. kidev ufro daZvelebuliyo, aqa-iq mTlianad CamoSloda baTqaSi. magram miuxedavad amisa, ratomRac franciskom ifiqra, axla rom wasuliyo sadme dasasveneblad mainc es kedeli moenatreboda. raRac, yvelafris gaxsenebis gunebaze idga. zogjer iseT xasiaTze iyo xolme francisko adamiani, rom yvelafers ixsenebda, kargsac da cudsac, Cadenilsac da Caudenelsac, naTqvamsac da uTqmelsac. rodesac TiTqmis yvelaferi gaaxsenda, qalbatoni ono, skolis maswavlebeli, franciskos rom moswonda, iaponeli moswavleebic, nikac da sxva qarTveli megobrebic, Tamunac, romelic im Sexvedris Semdeg aRarc unaxavs, bebiac, patara diSvilebic, romlebic meore dRes Tojinebis TeatrSi mihyavda, rezoc, visac did pativs scemda da aiko toSimde mivida, raRac ucnauri grZnoba daeufla. Semdeg yvelafer uTqmels rom gadaavlo Tvali, isic gaaxsenda dRes rom undoda aikosTvis eTqva, Zalian menatrebodi es erTi kvira, rac ar minaxixar, Sen Tu fiqrobdi Cemzeo. mere gadawyvita sisulele iyo uTqmel frazebze fiqri da imis Sesaxeb daiwyo fiqri li rom uCiCinebda yovel dRe, sadacaa Cems asaks moaRwev da jer qorwinebaze ar fiqrobo. amaze yovelTvis ecineboda. jer lis 76 wlamde bevri dro iyo, Tumca, arc ocdaaTi weli iyo cota. amitom gadawyvita marTla seriozulad dafiqrebuliyo am sakiTxze, mere sulelurad moeCvena meore dRes `colis saZebnelad gzas gadgoma~ da yvelaferi beds miando. rodisme xom gavicnob vinmes da is iqnebao. sanam hamakidan sawolSi gadavidoda dasaZineblad, gadawyvita saerTod aRar daereka aiko toSisTvis._ es leqsi ratom gagaxsenda?
_ ra vici, ucnobi adamianio da. . .
_ mere Sen Cemi megobari suli xar?_ gaecina aikos.
_ ar vici, magram sakmaod ucnaurad davmegobrdiT, ase ar fiqrob? me TviTonac ar vici rogor. interviuze imdeni xalxi dadis, magram ar mgonia yovelTvis megobrobiT mTavrdebodes. Sen rogor fiqrob?_ am kiTxvaze franciskos rezo gaaxsenda. gadawyvita meore dilasve gaevlo rezosTvis da sadme daepatiJa, Tundac romelime kafeSi nikasTan da sxva megobrebTan erTad.
_ aha, ase vfiqrob. ise, ramdeni saxis adamiani arsebobs ara?!_ es aiko toSim ikiTxa.
_ raze ambob?
_ dRes samarSruto taqsSi rom vijeqi da movdiodi, viRac qalma gaaCera da mZRols ekiTxeba, oclariani maqvs da xurda Tu geqnebaTo. mZRolma Sexeda, megruli aqcenti hqonda da uTxra: `ras ambobT qalbatono, amobrZandiT, ise wagiyvanT, romc mqondes xurda, an Tqven romc gqondeT, mere ra. amobrZandiT" da es qali eubneba: `ise, ar minda~. gasagebia, rom gansakuTrebuli araferia, magram aseTi raRac marTla pirvelad gavige. mere mTeli gza sxva mgzavrebs ekiTxeboda xom ar geqnebaT xurdao. raRac Zalian kargi qali iyo. es imaze gamaxsenda ucnobi adamianis mimarT rom SeiZleba raRac kargi igrZno.
_ gasagebia_gauRima francisko adamianma.
gvianobamde iseirnes. franciskom saxlamde miacila aiko da saxlisken wavida. sakmaod gviani iyo ekam rom dareka da bodiSi mouxada, raRac saqmidan velodebodi fuls da vifiqre biZas ramdenime TviT davtovebdi sanatoriumSi, magram ise gamovida, rom ver movaxerxe da bodiSio. bodiSi imis gamoc mouxada, Tavidanve rom ar giTxariT amis Sesaxeb, ubralod Zalian mWirdeboda binis gaqiraveba da Tqven ise dainteresdiT yvelafriT, rom amis Tqmas moverideo. bolos, francisko uxdida bodiSs, ratom SewuxdiT da damirekeT bodiSis mosaxdelad, ras ambobT, batoni rezo metad saintereso pirovnebaa da davmegobrdiT kideco.
Zalian cudi amindi iyo. wvimda, cioda, francisko Tavis tilos hamakSi iwva. im diliT maRaziebSi gahyva nikas da tilos hamaki SeiZina. marTalia li mTeli dRe imas eubneboda, vis gaugia saxlSi hamaki, ras aRar moigonebo, magram rodesac franciskom uTxra, kargi, li, cotac moiTmine da xval-zeg isev gadaval naqiravebSio, lim xelebi CamouSva.
_ kargi, kargi, rac gindaEis dagikidia oTaxSi, oRondac cota xniT kidev darCi. ra xdeba, ojaxis wevrebi saerTod ar genatrebodiT, ara?
francisko
`raRac meTviTon ar mjeravs Cemi megobrobis, da im bavSvs mainc ar davabnev. Tan droa marTla seriozulad mivxedo am sakiTxs~_gadawyvita.
meore dRes dilauTenia daakakuna Tavisi Zveli naqiravebi saxlis karebze, rezo piJamoSi iyo.
_ baton franciskos vaxlavar. mobrZandiT. _gauRima rezom.
_ Zalian adrianad movedi, batono rezo?
_ mobrZandi kaco, ras hqvia adrianad? vin daawesa erTi, dila da saRamo? me xan rodis mZinavs, xan rodis, ras gaigebs kaci.
franciskos moeCvena rom rezo karg xasiaTze iyo da disertaciis Sesaxeb hkiTxa, xom ar daamTavreTo.
_ jer ara, magram arc bevri maklia, ise. produqtiulad vmuSaob, batono francisko, produqtiulad. ise kargad var, ver warmoidgenT. saerTod aRar mawuxebs uZilo Rameebi da is, mTavaric, fexebze mkidia, ukacravad.
_ ra mTavari?
_ xalxis azri da maTTan urTierToba. mokled, adamiani Tavis Tavs Tu uSvelis. axla, rac gamovedi kidev ufro metad vmuSaob sakuTar Tavze. rame Tu gveqneba saWmeli xom kargi, ara da ra vqnaT axla. aRarc leqciebis kiTxva minda da aRarc araferi. ver getyviT, romeli ufro sjobs batono francisko, raRac ar mgonia, aseTi damokidebuleba mTlad amaRlebuli iyos, magram jerjerobiT ki mSvelis da.
_ mixaria.
_ ra gixariaT batono francisko?_nerviulad gaiRima rezom.
_ kargad rom grZnobT Tavs. amis gasagebad SemogiareT.
_ me, batono francisko Tavs vityueb da Tqven nu motyuvdebiT maincdamainc. _es ise Tqva, rom franciskos guli etkina da sevdiani Rimilis meti veraferi moaxerxa. cota xani isaubres, mere franciskom moimizeza, megobarTan mivdivar saRamos da unda wavide, kidev maqvs raRac saqme dasamTavrebelio. sinamdvileSi rezos mdgomareobam Zalian daswyvita guli. moeCvena, rom im RamesTan SedarebiT, piriqiT, ufro cudad iyo. marTalia amtkicebda, ukeT var da disertaciazec vmuSaobo, magram SigadaSig, metad aRtacebuli saubrobda raRac elementarul Temaze da Semdeg am saubars nerviuli siciliT amTavrebda.
francisko adamianma TavCaqindrulma Caiara ramdenime safexuri da ezos karebSi SeefeTa ekas. misalmebis Semdeg franciskom uTxra, raRac minda giTxraTo.
ekam interesiT savse saxiT Sexeda.
_ batoni rezos mdgomareoba, rogor aris?
_ aba, me ra vici. isev ise, Tumca cota ukeTesad. uZiloba mgonia aRar awuxebs da cota damSvidebulia. arc arafers amtvrevs, magram kargad ar aris. wamlebi aqvs gamowerili, yidvas ver vaxerxeb jerjerobiT.
_ ra wamlebia?
_ ra vici, raRac damamSvideblebi. eqims velaparake. Tqven ra giWirT, is, rac baton rezos sWirs, axla TiTqmis yovel mexuTe adamians sWirs, SedarebiT msubuqi formiTo. ase miTxra. iseTi pacientebi modian, rom, ra giTxraTo. qalaqis mTavari saavadmyofos, asaTianze rom aris, xom iciT, am saavadmyofos filialebi yvela quCaze mxolod imitom ar ixsneba, rom arc xalxs da arc saxelmwifos mkurnalobis saxsrebi ar gaaCnia, Torem baton rezos mdgomareobaSi ara erTi da ori adamianiao. ai, asea saqme batono francisko.
_ magram es ar mgonia SeRavaTi iyos.
_ SeRavaTi ar aris, amitomac gamogviweres amdeni wamlebi, magram iseTi fasi Rirs, rom ra giTxra.
_ mismineT eka, me mgoni me daxmareba SemiZlia. axla me sakmarisi fuli maqvs. iaponiaSi kargi xelfasia da arc aq maqvs cudad saqme, rogorc vxvdebi, saqarTvelos fasebTan SedarebiT. ase rom, problema ar aris, didi siamovnebiT mogcemdiT wamlebisTvis fuls. mere, TuUgeqnebaT, damibrunebT. es Tu daexmareba baton rezos moxaruli viqnebi, jer sul orjer Sevxvedrivar, magram ukve did pativs vcem.
eka naxevari saaTi uarobda, ras ambobT, ucnobi adamianisgan Znelia aseTi daxmarebis miReba, vin varT TqvenTvis rom dagvexmaroTo, magram naxevari saaTis Semdeg, franciskom rom ifiqra me TviTon gavigeb maSin ra wamlebi sWirdeba da wamlebs me viyidio da ekas aRarafers exveweboda, eka daTanxmda da aTasi madloba gadauxada francisko adamians. . .
franciskom gadawyvita erTi kviris Semdeg enaxa rezo. ifiqra erT kviraSi damamSvidebeli wamlebi sakmaod dadebiTad imoqmedebda da aRarc rezosTan gauWirdeboda saubari.
saRamos nikasTan Seikribnen. 7-8 adamiani iyo. maT Soris levanic. franciskos Zalian gauxarda levanis naxva, aqamde sul aviwydeboda nikasTvis mis Sesaxeb rame ekiTxa.
_ hei, francisko, gamarjoba._ levanic Zalian gaxarebuli Canda bavSvobis megobris naxviT.
- rogor xar levan?- var ra. . .
sul ramdenime xani iyo gasuli, nikam Sampanuris Wiqa rom aiRo da zed mokrZalebiT miakakuna dana. yvela gaCumda.
_ Tu momismenT, erT karg ambavs getyviT._gaiRima nikam.
yvela iqiTken mibrunda.
_ niSnobaze gepatiJebiT yvelas, momaval SabaTs.
_ vis niSnobaze?
_ Tamar mefis. Cems niSnobaze. ra iyoT, ar aris dro? erTi me da francisko davrCiT aq ucolod da uSvilod.
nikas gancxadebas didi aJiotaJi mohyva. zogi gulianad icinoda, zogi ulocavda, zogi megobrulad artyamda mxarze xels, zogi sayvedurobda, aqamde ratom araferi gviTxario.
_ aqamde mec ar vicodi araferi da ra meTqva?
_ vin aris?_ hkiTxa Tamunam.
_ aris erTi ra. naxavT SabaTs. cota aratradiciuli urTierToba gvqonda da arc araferi momiyolia.
`aratradiciulma urTierTobam~ didi interesi gamoiwvia.
_ rogor aratradiciuli?!
_ iseTi araferi rac Tqven ifiqreT, SesaniSnavi gogoa, sofo hqvia. gaicnobT mokled.
_ giyvars?_HhkiTxa viRacam.
_ miyvars xo, aba ra iqneba?
_ ra vici, raRac ar gavxar Seyvarebul adamians._ gauRima Tamunam.
_ rogor unda vgavde?
_ ar vici ra. . .
francisko adamians Zalian gauxarda, warmoidgina rogor gauxardeboda lis, Tumca, am ambis gagebis Semdeg frTaSesxmuli bebiis erTsaaTiani leqcia rom warmoudga Tvalwin, gadawyvita TviTon araferi eTqva lisTvis, rodesac gaigebda, maSin gaigebda.
_ ise, ratom ar miTxari?_sayveduriviT uTxra, rodesac TiTqmis yvelani wavid-wamovidnen da marto levani da francisko iyvnen nikasTan, sigarets eweodnen. francisko, rogorc nika ambobda, cxovrebis janmrTel stils ar arRvevda, da gaRebul fanjarasTan ijda, sigaretis boli rom ar esunTqa.
_ vai, Sen ra geSveleba_gauRima nikam.
_ raze ambob?
_ nametani sisivava xar. iaponiaSi kacebi ar arian?
_ ra SuaSia? ar vewevi, da radgan ar vewevi, arc is minda Tqveni sigaretis boli visunTqo.
_ axla gogoebic aRar iqcevian mase. weRan rom ijeqi gaRebul fanjarasTan, Tamunas vuTxari, Tavi stkiva meTqi.
levanis gaecina.
_ gaanebe Tavi, kaci sxva kulturaSi da sociumSi gaizarda. Sen ar apireb colis moyvanas?
_ ar vici, levan. Sen coliani xar?
_ egeT pontSi.
_ eg rogor?
_ sayvareli hyavs. _Caeria nika.
_ xo?
_ ra iyo, arc sayvarlebi hyavT iaponelebs? rom movkvdebi samoTxis magivrad iaponiaSi rom amovyo Tavi.
_ hyavT, ki. ubralod vikiTxe.
_ aba, ratom gagikvirda?
_ ar gamikvirda, ise vikiTxe.
_ es francisko Zalian amaRlebuli sulis adamiani gvyavs._ gaiRima nikam.
_ ar gamkvirvebia, kaco, ra moxda.
_ ara, sayvareli ar myavs._ es levanma Tqva, rodesac francisko da levani erTad gamovidnen nikas sadarbazodan da fexiT dauyvnen meliqiSvilis gamzirs._ coli iyo. davSordiT, ra vici, xasiaTis Seuwyoblobis gamo, da ver davSordiT ra.
_ ?
_ asec xdeba. erTad veRar vcxovrobdiT, arada arc erTmaneTis gareSeE SegviZlia, gasagebia?
_ gasagebia, ki.
_ xo, ra, magrad miWirs ise. ganvicdi, cota ar iyos.
franciskom TanagrZnobiT Sexeda.
_ arada, erTmaneTze cudad vmoqmedebT. nervebs vuSliT, mokled, raRac skolis moswavle mgonia xolme ra Tavi. inercia xom ici ra aris?
_ ki, ra Tqma unda. _gaiRima franciskom.
_ ara, ki vici rom ici, fizikaSi inercia ki ara, cxovrebaSi. damuxruWebis Semdeg zogjer inerciiT midixar ra. ai, es inercia gvWirs Cvenc. gaige?
_ gavige, ki.
_ gadavwyvitavT aRar SevxvdeT, aRar davrekoT, ver visveneb, vrekav, raRac maniaki var memgoni, ver vuSveb ra, minda Cemi iyos, Tan saqme saqmeze rom dgeba, araferSi mWirdeba da araferSi vWirdebi, arada egec egrea. ra hqvia am grZnobas xom ar ici?
_ me mag sakiTxSi arakompetenturi var, levan. mgoni cxovrebaSi arc aravin myvarebia.
_ iaponiaSi aravin ar gyavda?
_ ki, erTi, oRond raRac ar var darwmunebuli rom siyvaruli iyo.
_ xoda, mokled, ase var. nikas ver gavagebine rom sayvareli ar aris, arada magra cudad JRers eg sityva ananosTan mimarTebaSi.
_ anano hqvia?
_ xo. morali ginda giTxra am damuxruWebis da inerciis? iqneb gamogadges, ra vici, momavalSi.
_ gismen. Seni azrebi xSirad maxsendeboda xolme.
_ ra azrebi?
_ bavSvobaSi rom raRac filosofiur azrebs afrqvevdi.
_ xoo? ra azrebia erTi. mere aucileblad miTxari. xoda, ai morali: ar unda daamuxruWo. gaige? Tu unda gaCerde, TviTon gaCerdebi ra, ZaliT damuxruWeba ar aris saWiro, Torem mere inercias verafriT uSveli. ar unda dagemarTos ise, rogorc Cven. SegveSinda, raRac ar dagvekarga, da amis gamo yvelaferze vTqviT uari. maqsimalisti ar unda iyo saerTod ra, adamiani.
francisko adamians isev rezo gaaxsenda. am bolo dros, ratomRac yvela leqciis saxiT esaubreboda. levans mxarze xeli megobrulad dascxo da uTxra erT-erTi yvelaze trafaretuli, magram Tavisi sayvareli fraza: `yvelaferi kargad iqneba~. `socialistebis saarCevno lozungia~. _iyo pasuxi.
_ ra?
_ socialistebi ra, egeTi partiaa. magaTi winasaarCevno lozungi iyo.
_ egeTi? yvelaferi kargad iqneba?
_ xo.
_ mere, gaimarjves?
_ vera. . .
* * * * *
saxlSi misuli francisko adamiani maSinve Tavis tilos hamakSi Cawva da lis sTxova erTi Wiqa Cai mietana. li SviliSvilis nebismier Txovnas usityvod asrulebda. Camosvlidan ramdenime dRis Semdeg mTlianad gaqra is gaucxoebis da gadaCvevis momenti Tavidan ase rom Seawuxa francisko adamiani. Tumca axla franciskos sxva ram awuxebda, da awuxebda imdenad, rom loginSi Cawolaze arc ki ufiqria, icoda ver daiZinebda, amitomac mTeli Rame hamakSi iwva da fiqrobda. axla swored ise ukvirda ratom fiqrobda aiko toSis Sesaxeb, rogorc ramdenime xnis win ukvirda, rogor amohyo Tavi Soreul macumotoSi. grZnobis da gonebis Sesaxeb fiqrobda. aiko toSi arc moswonda Zalian, da miTumetes ar uyvarda, magram mis Sesaxeb fiqrs mainc verafers uxerxebda da franciskos neba rom yofiliyo, mTel dReebs aikosTan saubarSi gaatarebda, mis yvela sulelur, rogorc Tavad aiko uwodebda kiTxvas upasuxebda da dausruleblad uyurebda bednierebiT anTebul TvalebSi. kidev erTxel dafiqrda grZnobis da gonebis Sesaxeb da nakamura masaoka gaaxsenda. nakamura masaoka onos ojaxis megobari iyo. es iyo albaT oTxmoci wlis TeTrwvera moxuci, patara, moZravi, cocxali TvalebiT, romelTac yovelTvis aRfrTovanebaSi mohyavda francisko adamiani. nakamura sani, rogorc mas yvela, ojaxis wevrebidan dawyebuli, megobrebiT damTavrebuli eZaxda, yovelTvis dila uTenia midioda stumrad da zogjer gvianobamdec ki rCeboda xolme. es iyo saocrad moZravi moxuci, erT adgilze gaCerebuls Znelad Tu naxavda vinme. jer qalbaton onos yvavilnars daivlida, axal ylortebs xeliT miefereboda da ramdenime SeniSvnas miscemda qalbaton onos, vinc sulganabuli elodeboda nakamura masaokas nebismier SeniSvnas. saerTod, nakamura sans Zalian uyvarda SeniSvnebis micema, magram am SeniSvnebs iseTi gulisxmierebiT da sikeTiT ambobda, rom erTi dRec rom gasuliyo da franciskos rame SeniSvna ar gaegona Tavisi misamarTiT Tavs yovelTvis uxerxulad grZnobda da fiqrobda, nuTu iseT rames vaSaveb masaoka sani sityvas SeniSvnisTvisac rom ver imetebso. axla, TbilisSi, ramdenime wlis Semdeg imitom gaaxsenda franciskos sami wlis win gardacvlili moxuci, rom nakamura masaoka erT-erTi pirveli iaponeli iyo vis mkerdSic sxva adamianis guli feTqavda. gulis transplantaciis operacia amerikaSi gaukeTda da rogorc TviTon ambobda, operaciis Semdeg aRaraferi awuxebda. Tumca, weliwadSi oTxjer Cadioda amerikaSi da gamokvlevebs itarebda. amas garda, yovel TveSi erTxel macumotos klinikaSi wveboda ori dRiT. erTxel, rodesac Cveulebisamebr movida nasamura masaoka, saxlSi franciskos meti aravin daxvda. maSin franciskom, rogorc iqna, gabeda da hkiTxa rac yovelTvis ainteresebda, magram sakmaod megobrul da mxiarul moxucs mainc ver ubedavda kiTxvas. nasamura masaoka saxlis yvelaze did oTaxSi, dabal divanze ijda da onos ojaxis warmomadgenlebs eloda. francisko maSin 20-21 wlis iyo, rogorc axsovda da axlac akvirvebda, ratom ar gaukvirda oTxmoc wels miRweul, mravlismnaxvel nasamura sans oci wlis axalgazrdasgan metad suleluri kiTxva, rogorc franciskos eCveneboda.
_ nasamura san, erTi kiTxva maqvs da iqneb gamceT pasuxi?_ rogorc iqna gabeda franciskom.
_ Tuki SevZleb, gagcem pasuxs.
_ gulis transplantaciis Sesaxeb minda gkiTxoT. es vici, iseTi Temaa, romelzec aravin saubrobs da amas aravin gaxsenebT, magram me erTi raRac mainteresebs. operaciis Semdeg ra Seicvala?
_ araferi. _ iyo pasuxi.
_ Tqveni damokidebuleba megobrebis da ojaxis wevrebis mimarT, grZnobebi, araferi Secvlila?
_ araferi._gaimeora nasamura masaokam._ mxolod is Seicvala, rom sxvisi guliT ganvagrZe cxovreba, Tumca, axla asec aRar vfiqrob. SeveCvie. CemTvis gasagebia rasac mekiTxebi, ase rom, minda giTxra rom araferi Secvlila.
franciskos kidev undoda ramdenime kiTxva daesva, magram Semdeg gadaifiqra da Tavis dakvriT daemSvidoba nasamura masaokas. miTumetes, rom ramdenime xanSi qalbatoni onoc movidoda.
axla, hamakSi iwva da nasamura sanis Sesaxeb fiqrobda. miuxedavad imisa, fiqrobda aseTi raRac rogor vikiTxe oci wlis asakSio, mainc ainteresebda maincdamainc gulTan ratom aigivebdnen grZnobas. moxucebul iaponelTan saubris Semdeg francisko Seecada daeskvna, rom Tu tvinia gonebac da grZnobac, maSin. . . magram daskvnis gakeTeba mainc ver SeZlo da amis Sesaxeb meti aRarc aRarasdros dafiqrebula. mxolod axla gaaxsenda miviwyebuli daskvna, rodesac aiko toSize fiqris logikurobis Sesaxeb fiqrobda.
dilis mosvlas daeloda da nikas daureka mobilurze.
_ ra iyo am dila uTenia?_ moesma nikas namZinarevi xma.
_ erT raRacas gkiTxav da wavedi.
_ ukve mRviZavs, rac ginda mkiTxe.
_ erTi naxviT Seyvareba arsebobs?_es francisko adamianma ikiTxa.
_ rao?!
_ mipasuxe, ubralod arsebobs Tu ara.
meore mxridan mxolod nikas xiTxiTi ismoda.
_ ra gacinebs?!_ cotaTi gabrazda francisko.
_ mapatie, ara, ar arsebobs.
_ kargi.
_ magram. . . _dafiqrda nika._ mgoni erTi grZnobiT Seyvareba unda arsebobdes. . .
im dilas francisko adamiani fexiT dauyva samsaxuris gzas da usazRvro bednierebas grZnobda. Tavisive kiTxvaze ratom iyo bednieri, pasuxs ver scemda, Tumca arc aiko toSize ufiqria, arc ojaxze, arc megobrebze, zogadad imaze fiqrobda, mainc ra kargi hqna saqarTveloSi rom dabrunda.
quCas meore mxridan aiko toSi mouyveboda. (es erTaderTi SemTxveva iyo quCaSi, SemTxveveiT rom Sexvdnen aiko da francisko adamiani. arc manamde, da arc am Sexvedris Semdeg erTmaneTs SemTxveviT aRarasdros Sexvedrian.) aiko megobrebTan erTad iyo.
franciskos naxvam Zalian gaaxara.
_ francisko, gamarjoba.
_ gagimarjos aiko toSi._gauRima franciskom.
_ rogor xar? Sens Sesaxeb didi xania araferi gamigia.
_ Zalian dakavebuli viyavi da darekva ver movaxerxe, arada sul mindoda damereka.
aikom gauRima.
_ iqneb saRamos sadme wavsuliyaviT? saseirnod, Tundac.
_ ara, mapatie, ar SemiZlia, ise, kargi iqneboda. _kidev erTxel gaiRima aiko toSim. franciskos moeCvena, rom raRac ise ar iyo, rogorc unda yofiliyo da rogorc eloda. cotaTi guli dawyda, magram RimiliT daemSvidoba aikos. . .
francisko adamians mTeli dRiT gaufuWda guneba-ganwyobileba. samsaxurSi sevdiani saxiT Seabija da TanamSromeli daTos kompiuteris Snursac wamoedo.
_ ratom Semoblagundi ase? _es erT-erTma TanamSromelma qalma hkiTxa.
franciskom gauRima.
_ dRis uiRblo dasawyisi.
_ rame ise ar aris?_ikiTxa daTom.
_ araferi ar aris ise.
Tavis magidaze ramdenime furcels gadaxeda, mere Tavis Tavs hkiTxa ratom iyo cudad da pasuxi rom ver miiRo gadawyvita amis Sesaxeb aRar efiqra da samsaxuris Semdeg baton rezosTan Seevlo. dokumentebSi aikos ramdenime werilic iyo. franciskom ramdenjerme gadaikiTxa TiToeuli da Semdeg specialur folderSi, `xaraxuraSi~ gadaagzavna. am folderSi iseTi dokumentebi inaxeboda, romlebic Zalian saWiro ar iyo, Tumca SeiZleboda rodesme dasWirveboda, an iseTi, romlebic saWiro iyo, magram romlebic, Tavi kargad rom egrZno sjobda `xaraxuraSi~ yofiliyvnen. mogvianebiT Tavis Tavze gabrazda, kidev erTxel ifiqra rom bavSviviT iqceoda da kompiuteris gamorTvamde, aiko toSis werilebi TavianT adgilas daabruna.
rodesac francisko adamiani muSaobas morCa Tavi Zalian stkioda, Tumca rezosTan viziti mainc ar gadaufiqrebia.
_ amas vis vxedav_ etyoba rezos Zalian gauxarda franciskos naxva.
_ francisko adamians.
_ mobrZandiT, batono francisko, axla swored rom Tqvens Sesaxeb vfiqrobdi, raRac Zalian damiviwyeT, ar fiqrobT ase?!
_ mapatieT batono rezo, ar mindoda muSaobaSi xeli SemeSala.
_ disertacias gulisxmobT? me Tqven xels arasdros miSliT batono francisko, piriqiT, aRar gaxsovT im Rames rogor damexmareT?!
rezo karg gunebaze Canda, bevrs saubrobda, disertaciasTan dakavSirebiT Seqmnili problemebic gaacno. CaisTan misayoleblad komunistebis droindeli Saqaryinuli gamoitana da Tavis win daido.
_ vici ar WamT, kbils gatkivebT._gauRima francisko adamians.
ucbad francisko gaCumda.
_ erTi raRac minda gkiTxoT._ francisko arafris kiTxvas ar apirebda, magram am winadadebis Semdeg mouwia jer TviTon moefiqrebina mainc risi kiTxva undoda da Semdeg gasagebad ekiTxa rezosTvis. amas ramdenime wuTi dasWirda.
_ batono francisko, kiTxvas axla igonebT?_ gauRima rezom.
_ ara, vfiqrob rogor gkiTxoT.
_ rame Zalian mniSvnelovania etyoba._seriozuli xmiT Tqva rezom.
_ saqme imaSia, rom ar minda utaqtod JRerdes.
_ gismenT batono. . .
_ SeiZleba ifiqroT rom raRac sisuleles gekiTxebiT, magram ar vici, am bolo dros Zalian bevrs vfiqrob amis Sesaxeb da mindoda TqvenTvis mekiTxa, Zalian did pativs gcemT da albaT imitom.
_ madloba, batono francisko_ gauRima rezom_magram Tu pirdapir mkiTxavT rac gainteresebT, damavalebT.
_ mokled, am bolo dros ojaxis Seqmnaze vfiqrob. iciT, me 28 agvistos ocdaaTi wlis vxdebi da vfiqrob droa ukve, ara?! arada amaze arasdros mifiqria. me ar SemiZlia ojaxis gareSe, Svilebis gareSe. arada, ar vici, arasdros aravin myvarebia, usiyvarulod rogor Sevqmni ojaxs? imis kiTxva mindoda, rom ratom ar gyavT col_Svili, batono rezo?!_ francisko Zalian gaubrazda Tavs imis gamo, rom ramdenime wuTi fiqris Semdeg mainc raRac suleluri kiTxva gamouvida.
_ 30 wlis adamians ar gavxarT.
franciskos ar gakvirvebia.
_ diax, aseT raRacas rom ikiTxavs adamiani sxva ra unda ifiqroT.
_ ras niSnavs sxva ra unda vifiqro? batono francisko, me is ar miTqvams rom ocdaaTi wlis adamiani aseT kiTxvebs ar unda svamdes, ubralod me erTi raRac mikvirs da es Zalian sasiamovnoa, ocdaaTi weli Tu am qveyanaze cxovrobT, pirdapir gasakviria, rogor SegrCaT survili aseTi raRac mkiTxoT?! iciT ras vfiqrob? Zalian mainteresebs ris Sesaxeb fiqrobT xolme, albaT problemebi arasdros gawuxebT.
_ mawuxebs. Zalian bevri.
_ ara, me yofiTi problemebis Sesaxeb geubnebiT. Tumca, kargiT, saqmes mivxedoT_gaiRima rezom_aravin ar mogwonT?
_ ar vici.
_ aha, e.i. mainc aris ara viRac? amitomac daiwyeT fiqri amis Sesaxeb_rezo ucbad gamxiarulda.
_ ar vici, batono rezo.
_ modiT ase SevTanxmdeT, Tqvens "ar vicis" me dadebiT pasuxad miviReb. ase ar fiqrobT?
franciskom gauRima.
_ batono francisko, me rom ocdaaTi wlis viyo axla imden rames gavakeTebdi da imden rames Sevcvlidi. . . Tqven Tu gagigiaT, xalxs rom ekiTxebian rames Tu SecvlidiT Tqvens cxovrebaSio da arao rom pasuxoben? saocaria pirdapir, mikvirs aseTi adamianebis. ar ifiqroT rom mSurs, SesaSuri araferi aqvT, ubralod mikvirs. xoda, imas vambobdi, batono francisko, rom ocdaaTi wlis rom viyo iseTi problemebi ar Semawuxebda, rogorc axla Tqven. xo, albaT amitomac mekiTxebiT me amis Sesaxeb.
franciskom Tavi dauqnia.
_ ra SemiZlia giTxraT. erTi statia gamaxsenda axla. gainteresebT? ase erqva "cxovreba repeticia ar aris!" maxsovs maSin Zalian momewona, gadaviwere kidec. daufiqrdiT batono francisko. statia imis Sesaxeb iyo, rom yovelTvis ase vambobT, rom aucileblad gavakeTebT rames, rodesac raRacas movrCebiT. patara rom viyavi ukeTesad swavlas yoveli orSabaTidan viwyebdi, an, uares SemTxvevaSi_seqtembridan. mere rom gavizarde, muSaobis Sesaxeb vakeTebdi ase. saerTod, nebismier raRacaze. axla es imitom gamaxsenda, rom, Tu gainteresebT, colic amis gamo ar myavs. maSin, is statia rom wavikiTxe, jer kidev ar iyo gvian, ramdenime wlis win iyo, maSin ki momewona, magram mxolod axla gavacnobiere, rom cxovreba marTla ar yofila repeticia. mismenT?
_ diax, gismenT.
_ ara, raRac momeCvena rom ar mismendiT.
_ gismenT, ra Tqma unda. axla erTi raRac gamaxsenda.
_ ra gagaxsendaT?
_ jer Tqven mogismenT, batono rezo, mere getyviT.
_ kargiT, batono. ras vambobdi? xo, xoda, imas vambobdi, rom Zalian vnanob coli rom ar myavs da Svilebi. eka myavs, marTalia, magram eka Cemi Svili ar aris. Cemi gazrdili ar aris. ras vambob iciT? eka SviliviT miyvars, me ekas meti aravin myavs, magram sxva Tu araferi, Svilis aRzrdaSi verasdros gamovcade sakuTari Tavi. Svilis aRzrda, es yvelaze mTavaria. me amis saSualeba ar momeca. ise, iciT, batono francisko, aqamde imaze arasdros mifiqria rom martoobasac ganvicdidi, ucoloba hqvia ara?! martooba davarqvaT. gagecinebaT albaT, raRa dros Cemi sulieri megobaria, magram, batono francisko, me am wlebis gamo ar vlaparakob, axla ki ar maklia, im wlebis gamo ganvicdi da mwydeba guli, rodesac maklda. . . raRac Zalian sentimentaluri moxuci gavxdi. ase ar fiqrobT?_ gaiRima rezom.
_ ara, batono rezo, ase ar vfiqrob.
_ ise, batono francisko, maSin ver vgrZnobdi rom raRac an viRac maklda. amas Tu verc verasdros vigrZnobdi, albaT bednieri viqnebodi ucolodac, magram radgan es rodesRac mainc vigrZeni, e.i. maSin namdvilad maklda. ar fiqrobT ase?!
franciskom gauRima.
_ mokled, imis Tqma mindoda, rom arafris didebiT uari ar TqvaT grZnobaze, romelic ar iciT gaqvT Tu ara. gasagebia ara? axla Tqvens meore mesTan brZolis dro ar aris. alter egosTan kamaTi da urTierTobis garkveva Cemi asakisTvis gadadeT. ai, sul es aris rac mindoda meTqva. me mets verafers getyviT batono francisko, Tqvens ambavs detalurad ar momiyvebiT da romc momiyveT me mainc ver gavigeb zustad. ase ar fiqrobT?
_ diax, batono rezo.
_ trafaretiT cxovrebaze ukve didi xania aRar vmsjelob. . .
ise, rogorc ginda ise moiqeciT, me marTla verafers girCevT. ubralod CaTvaleT rom Cemi ambavi mogiyeviT, sul es aris.
damSvidobebisas rezom megobrulad dahkra xeli mxarze franciskos.
_ eh, batono francisko Tqven ra giTxariT.
_ ?
_problemis meti ra mqonda. axla kidev amaze daviwye fiqri._gauRima rezom._ raRac gamaxsenda, gainteresebT?
franciskom Tavi dauqnia.
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_ ai, ase, batono francisko. amaze uaresi ar arsebobs. gasagebia ara?!
_ gasagebia.
_ ho, es bolo strofi iyo. ise, es leqsi ekas erT megobars ekuTvnis. kargi gogoa. axalgazrdaa da swored rom ar vici ram daawerina aseTi leqsi, jer sul mTlad axalgazrdaa, Tqvenze axalgazrdac ki, batono francisko.
franciskom xeli CamoarTva rezos da xuTi wuTis win gaRebul karebSi gavida. franciskos aseTi raRac arasdros emarTeboda iaponiaSi. maspinZels emSvidobeboda Tu ara, karebs aRebda da gareT gadioda, Tavis qveyanaSi yvelaferi sxvanairad iyo. zogjer gaRebuli karebis saxeluri oci wuTic ki eWira xolme xelSi. amaze gaeRima.
_ ra gacinebT?
_ araferi.
_ marTla, is ar mogiyoliaT, raRac rom gagaxsendaT.
_ iseTi araferi, saintereso, batono rezo.
gareT wvimda. francisko adamiani mainc fexiT dauyva gzas saxlisken. `iseTi araferi~ is iyo, rom gogi gaaxsenda. qarTuls aswavlida skolaSi. amdeni wlis Semdeg Zalian cxadad aRidgina gogi maswavleblis saxe da xma. erTaderTi maswavlebeli iyo vinc marTla uyvarda, visac udides pativs scemda. uyvarda da pativs scemda, ara imitom rom ase unda yofiliyo, aramed raRac damoukidebeli, maswavleblis da moswavlis urTierTobisgan moSorebul pativiscemas grZnobda. es iyo saSualo tanis, wverebSi WaRaraSereuli kaci, romelic Zalian axlos midioda mosaubresTan da rodesac rames yveboda yovelTvis Tvalebs Wutavda. rogorc francisko fiqrobda kargad ver xedavda, Tumca ar icoda ratom ar ikeTebda gogi saTvales. mxolod erT wels, meTerTmete klasSi aswavlida qarTuls. maSin franciskom ufro meti iswavla vidre mTeli 10 wlis ganmavlobaSi. gogi maswavlebeli yoveli winadadebis Semdeg erT frazas ambobda: `gasagebia ara?!~ franciskos eRimeboda am frazaze, magram mere Zalian mieCvia. rodesac gogi saubrobda, francisko mTeli gulisyuriT usmenda xolme. cdilobda TiToeuli sityva kargad gaego da gaeazrebina. erTxel gogi gaCerda da franciskos mimarTa.
_ ar mismen, francisko.
_ gismenT, masw._ francisko yovelTvis usmenda gogis.
_ ar mismen, brmad unda mismino. ubralod unda mismino. Sen rodesac Cems erT sityvas swoni da aanalizeb, am dros Cems meore sityvas kargav. gasagebia ara?!
_ gasagebia_dauqnia Tavi franciskom. . .
francisko
Aadamianma gadawyvita meore dilasve gaego batoni gogis misamarTi da stumrad misuliyo 12 wlis win, bolo zarze gamomSvidobebul maswavlebelTan.
francisko adamianma is Ramec tilos hamakSi gaatara. isev aiko toSize fiqrobda. zustad ar icoda ras, magram rodesac raRacas akeTebda da TavSi araferi utrialebda, maSinac icoda, rom aikoze fiqrobda.
aikos daureka. yurmili aikom aiRo.
_ gamarjobaT. . .
_ xo, francisko. gagimarjos.
_ imitom girekav rom dRes momeCvena, rom raRac ise ar iyo, rame moxda? is gewyina didi xani rom ar damirekavs?
_ me arasdros araferi mwyins, francisko, miTumetes iseTi xalxisgan visac kargad ar vicnob.
_ kargad ar micnob, xo, sworia.
_ moxda rame?
_ xval rom gnaxo ras ityvi?
_ gamarjobas.
franciskos gaeRima.
_ marTla, sadme qalaqgareT rom gavideT, piknikze. . . ras ityvi?
_ kargi.
~rogorc iqna, daTba, gadasarevi amindia, qeTo, gaaRe fanjrebi. qeTo. . .~ _dilisken CaZinebuli francisko
adamiani bebia lis xmam gaaRviZa. Cai da aladebi Seutana oTaxSi._ francisko, xerxemali gagimruddeba mag hamakSi woliT.
_ li, im kviraSi gadavdivar, xom ici.
_ eh. . . _ amoioxra lim._sxva saxlSi rom gagimruddes xerxemali ar SeiZleba? SeRavaTi iqneba CemTvis, verafers ityvi.
aiko toSi Zalian karg xasiaTze iyo, Rimili ar Seuwyvitavs, bevrs xumrobda, icinoda.
_ macumoto ar genatreba?_es aiko toSim ikiTxa.
_ menatreba, oRond aq ara.
_ ?
_ ki, menatreba, oRond TbilisSi imdenad kargad vgrZnob Tavs, rom macumoto ar maxsendeba.
qari fujis mTidan,
maraoze vdeb,
ai, saxsovari edodan.
baSo._gaiRima franciskom._ edo, tokios Zveli saxelia.
_ vici.
_ vici rom ici.
is Rame franciskos loginSi eZina, Tavs ubednieres adamianad grZnobda. . . esec logikas moklebuli, franciskos subieqturi bedniereba iyo.
gogisTan meore dRes wavida. misamarTi nikas hkiTxa, nikam yovelTvis yvelas telefonis nomeri da misamarTi icoda. ocdaaTive klaselTan hqonda urTierToba da yvelas Tavis megobrad Tvlida.
_ ubrundebi, pirvel skolas, rogorc gatyob._ gauRima nikam_ siaSi levanamde rom mixval, miTxari da gavideT, sul imas buzRunebs, francisko ramdeni xania TbilisSia da erTxel vnaxeo. . .
_ marTla, rogor aris levani?
_ me ra vici. me magisi arasdros mesmoda. saerTod ar mesmis im xalxis problemebs rom igoneben, cota problemaa, mogoneba rom ar dauwyo?! me magaliTad, samsaxurSi premia momixsnes da davrCi xelfasze. ai, namdvili problema.
_ ki, zogadsakacobrio problemaa_ gauRima franciskom.
karebze daakakuna, zari iqac gafuWebuli iyo.
_ diax?_karebSi gogi idga.
_ gamarjobaT, batono gogi, bodiSi gaufrTxileblad rom dagadeqiT Tavze.
_ francisko
adamiani!_ gogi franciskos gadaexvia da xuTi wuTi utyapuna xeli zurgze._francisko adamiani. rogor gamaxare, rogor. xedav, amdeni wlis Semdeg gicani, rogor gamaxare!sastumro oTaxisken gauZRva. Zalian bevri isaubres. gogi Zalian gaxarebuli iyo franciskos vizitiT.
adamians madlobas yoveli winadadebis Semdeg uxdida. gogis colic hyavda, Svilebic, SviliSvilebic, rogorc Tavad Tqva bednieri kaci iyo. isedac, bednierad gamoiyureboda, Tumca franciskos moeCvena, rom gogis Zalian datyoboda asaki._ rac Camoxvedi Tanamedrove literaturas Tu ecnobi?_gogi literaturis Temas arasdros uvlida gverds.
_ SeZlebisdagvarad.
_ mere, ras fiqrob?
_ Tqven?
_ me ver vecnobi. me saerTod veRarafers veRar vecnobi._gauRima gogim.
franciskos Zalian gaukvirda. gogi yovelTvis kiTxulobda. skolaSi Tavisi punqtualurobiT iyo cnobili, arasdros igvianebda da Zalian ar uyvarda dagvianeba. sanam bavSvebs elodeboda klasSi, yovelTvis raRac wigni eWira xelSi, da bolo winadadebas rom ityoda da davalebas awerinebda bavSvebs, ukve im furcels eZebda wignSi, romelzec gaCerda. zogjer franciskos eCveneboda, rom gogi literaturiT cocxlobda.
_ SecvlilxarT, cota. _ gamomSvidobebisas uTxra franciskom.
_ xo, ar vici. me xom ver vxedav._gauRima gogim.
franciskom igrZno rogor etkina guli. mTeli saRamo esaubreboda da azradac ki ar gauvlia. arada, gogi saubrisas axlos aRar midioda da aRarc Tvalebs Wutavda. gogi maswavlebeli franciskos cnobierebaSi pirveli adamiani iyo, romelsac Zalian did pativs scemda. . .
samsaxurSi, fanjris rafaze mdgar yvavilebs aTvalierebda TanamSromeli qalis, (imis, sityvebi `Semoblaguneba~, `farTxuni~, `CanCura~, rom uyvarda, Tavad metad daxvewili da kulturuli qali iyo) xma rom gaigo.
_ vis aqvs mobilurze vardisferi panteras Tema?_ (francisko adamianis TanamSromeli qali maqsimalurad erideboda aramarto barbarizmebs (aq, e.w. `Jargoni~ igulisxmeba), aramed yvelafers qarTulad Targmnida. misi sayvareli salaparako Tema iyo, ratom ar Targmnidnen rusul filmebs da rusi politikosebis Tu sxva moRvaweebis sityvebs qarTulad. `SegiZliaT vinmem amixsnas, mainc ratom gvavaldebuleben rusuli vicodeT?! iseTive ucxo qveyanaa, rogorc inglisi, Tundac, arada arcerT sainformacio gamoSvebaSi rusulidan araferi iTargmneba, gvesmis es rusuli, batono,
magram. . . ~_yoveli dila franciskos samsaxurSi am sityvebiT iwyeboda.)
_ daTo, momawode._ (saerTod, es franciskom maSinve Tqva, gaigo Tu ara TanamSromeli qalis xma. aq franciskos Txovna sakmaod moSorebuli Cans, TanamSromeli qalisadmi miZRvnili pasaJis gamo.)
aikos nomeri iyo. francisko adamiani fanjrisken mibrunda.
_ gismen, aiko.
_ gamarjoba, francisko. CemTan dareke?
_ xo, saxlSi ar iyavi. gnaxav?. . .
sanam aiko toSis Sexvdeboda, francisko adamianma nikasTan Seiara. aikoc mecnierebaTa akademiasTan unda enaxa. nikasTan levani iyo, nikas sawolze iwva da eZina.
_ ra sWirs?_Cumad ikiTxa franciskom.
_ mTvralia.
_ ra moxda?
_ daTvra.
_ imas gekiTxebi ratom daTvra. Zneli gasagebia?
_ gamarjoba, francisko._Tavi wamowia levanma.
_ moxda rame?
levans saxeze feri ar edo da Zlivs sunTqavda.
_ didi sisulele Cavidine. momxdara?
_ ra sisulele?
_ ra da, vuTxari rom miyvars. rom ise miyvars rogorc maSin, pirvelad rom vTxove coloba.
_ aseTi ra gipasuxa, rom galoTdi?_dainteresda nika.
_ miTxra rom Zalian vuyvarvar.
_ mere?_ marTla gaukvirda nikas.
_ ra mere?
_ mere, eg raRa sisulelea?
_ aris. yvelaferi Zalian kargad iyo da yvelaferi gavafuWe, axla isev yvelaferi aireva. kliSeebis gareSeE cxovreba ver viswavle. Cvens SemTxvevaSi arafris garkveva ar iyo saWiro. arc Tavsmoxveuli movaleobebi da uflebebi.
_ ras mied-moedeba?_ikiTxa nikam. . . mere franciskos mimarTa_ fexburTs iTamaSeb?
_ ara, aq viqnebi, megobari unda vnaxo.
_ kargiT, wavedi da Tavi ise igrZeniT rogorc sakuTar saxlSi._gaiRima nikam.
francisko fanjarasTan dajda da gareT yureba daiwyo. zemelze xalxi midi-modioda, zogi trotuarze idga, zogi miwisqveSa gadasasvleliT gadadioda iqiT mxares, zogi, quCaze gadarboda. franciskos gaeRima.
_ francisko, rac me ananosTan mWirs,
``veni, vidi, vici``-s grZnoba ar aris da amitom var ase._ kidev erTxel wamowia Tavi levanma_ amitom ver vxvdebi ra unda gavakeTo. Torem, ise, imdenjer mimiRwevia imisTvis rac mindoda, rom. . . mainc iseve miyvars rogorc sul Tavidan miyvarda, ufro metadac. arada, urTierToba ar SegviZlia._ ar vici, levan, ra SemiZlia giTxra?!
_ arc araferi. ar vici ra sjobs, ~mivel, vnaxe, gavimarjve~-s principiT gainteresebdes vinme da ise icxovro, Tu ise giyvardes rogorc me. ise, aucilebeli xom ar aris yvelas imdeni problema hqondes ramdenic me?!
franciskom gauRima. Svidis naxevari iyo, Svidze aiko unda
enaxa. . .
wvimda, Zvel TbilisSi gaiseirnes. aiko toSis cxviris cemineba rom autyda, kinoSi Sevidnen. Cveulebrivi sentimentaluri drama iyo, sevdiani finaliT. mTavar gmirs leikemia daemarTeba da sicocxlis mxolod erTi weli rCeba, amas qorwilis wina dRes Seityobs. . .
filmi rom damTavrda aRar wvimda, magram griloda. baRSi dasxdnen, isaubres.
_ albaT amaze didi ubedureba ar arsebobs._es franciskom Tqva.
_ raze ambob?
_ filmze. sisulele iyo, magram warmoidgine ra mZime unda iyos adamianisTvis imis gageba rom erT weliwadSi. . .
_ xo._Seawyvetina aiko toSim_magram, samagierod im erTi wlis gatareba ise SeiZleba rom Tavi yvelaze bednier adamianad igrZno. warmoidgine yvelanairi kompleqsis, SezRudvis, sazogadoebrivi azris gareSe cxovreba. gaakeTeb imas rac ginda, yvelafers. anarqistebis kodeqsis mixedviT icxovreb.
_ anarqistebis kodeqsi?
_ ori muxli, pirveli. adamians aqvs ufleba gaakeTos yvelaferi is, rac unda. meore. yvelafer amis gakeTeba saWiro ar aris, me anarqisti ar var, magram es marTla Zalian kargi ramea.
_ da ise cxovreba rogorc ginda, marto maSin SeiZleba Tu leikemia gaqvs?
_ ara_gaecina aikos_ me vfiqrob, ise vcxovrob rogorc minda, magram mainc. ubralod, Sen yvela imedi gadauwure im adamians, erTi weli tanjvaSi cxovrebas, ase sjobs. mainc ufro Tavisufali iqnebi. ara?
franciskom Tavze akoca. cota xniT gaCumdnen, mere francisko adamianma ikiTxa.
_ aiko, xelze rom gexebi xolme ras grZnob?
aiko toSim gakvirvebulma Sexeda.
_ rao?_gaecina.
francisko sakuTar Tavs Zalian gaubrazda, da rogorc TviTon uwoda, suleluri kiTxvac Tavis romantikul guneba-ganwyobilebas miawera, iseTs, macumotodan dabrunebuls rom hqonda.
_ araferi, aiko, zogjer iseT rameebsac vkiTxulob rac marTla ar mainteresebs, meTviTonac ar vici, zogjer ena miswrebs win.
aikos gulianad gaecina.
_ xelze rom mexebi, e.w. ~Jruanteli mivlis xolme~, Tu es gainteresebs. maSinac, TvalebSi rom giyureb. es Zalian sasiamovno grZnobaa. es gainteresebs?_gaiRima aikom.
_ aiko, giyvarvar?
es kiTxva franciskom pirvelad da ukanasknelad dasva. rodesac mogvianebiT im saRamos gaanalizebas Seudga kidev erTxel daaskvna, rom arc am kiTxvis dasmaze ufiqria.
aikom iseTi gakvirvebuli TvalebiT Sexeda, rom francisko adamianma Tavi cudad igrZno.
`zogjer imis SegrZnebac sasiamovnoa arasworad rom moiqeci. yovelSemTxvevaSi manam, sanam saswaulebrivi Sedegis imedi gaqvs. . .~_ levanis sityvebi gaaxsenda. gaeRima. jer isev saswaulebrivi Sedegis imedad iyo.
_ amwuTas Zalian miyvarxar.
_ etyoba mec amwuTas unda viyo Zalian bednieri._iyo pasuxi.
aiko toSim Tavi dauqnia. . . . .
franciskos arasdros eyvareba vinme ise, rogorc aiko toSi. aiko toSic xSirad gaixsenebs francisko adamians.
nikas qorwilSi francisko adamianma ira gaicno, krasnodaridan Camosuli stumari da erTi wlis Semdeg coloba sTxova. ira Zalian lamazi iyo, sevdiani bednierebiT. mowyenils veravin naxavda, kacebTan erTad svamda, eweoda, mReroda, sadRegrZeloebs ambobda, mokled, yvelafer imas akeTebda rac francisko adamians arasdros ainteresebda. magram iras yovelTvis sevdiani Tvalebi hqonda. iseTi adamiani iyo, romelsac yvelasTvis yvelafris gakeTeba SeeZlo, gansakuTrebiT jer nika uyvarda, mere francisko. . . yvelaferSi exmareboda, rac dasWirdebodaT. . . nikas megobari iyo, Tumca nika ase arasdros moixseniebda. erTi wlis Semdeg rom naxa franciskom, sayveduriT uTxra ratom ar rekavdio, ~
болела~_iyo pasuxi._
чем?_
тобои.albaT es araerTxel uTqvamT. magram im dRes franciskos raRac sxvanairad moesma iras naTqvami, etyoba isev romantikuli guneba-ganwyobilebis gamo. meore dRes colad moiyvana. amis gamo nika erTi Tve ar elaparakeboda francisko adamians, ~ira Seni Sesaferisi ar aris da daanebo unda Tavi~_es nikas rCeva iyo. magram, rogorc francisko Tvlida, maSin alter egosTan davis dro ar iyo. . . didxans da bednierad icxovreben erTad.
rac Seexeba aiko toSis, misi cxovreba warimarTeba zustad ise, rogorc undoda TviTon, rodesac momavlis gegmebs awyobda. . . aiko toSi Zalian bednieri adamiani iyo.
Tumca geTanxmebiT, im erTi wuTisTvis, aikos rom francisko adamiani uyvarda da es ukanaskneli bednieri iyo, SeiZleba arc Rirda amdeni ramis moyola. albaT arc is aris kargi aiko rom ar gaxda franciskos coli da mere didxans da bednierad ar icxovres erTad. franciskos axsendeboda xolme, Tumca aRar axsovda mainc vin ambobda, levani, batoni rezo Tu gogi maswavlebeli, iqneb aikoc, an SeiZleba sadme waikiTxa, rom bedniereba wlebi ar aris, arc erTad cxovrebaa bedniereba, is erTi wuTia, romlisganac SeiZleba didi bedniereba Sedges. swored aseTi wuTebisTvis cxovrobdnen aiko toSi da francisko
adamiani. . . sadRac movismine, an wavikiTxe, rom romeliRaca qveynis romeliRac qalaqSi (CvenTan es namdvilad ar yofila) gamovida wigni, romelSic iyo uamravi dauwereli furceli. da wigns zustad aRar maxsovs ra erqva, magram raRac amdagvari---> ~dReebi, romlebic aRar gvaxsovs~. mokled, es moTxroba ar eZRvneba francisko adamianis da krasnodaridan Camosuli iras bednierebas, arc aikos misi gegmebiT warmarTul cxovrebas, romlebSic masze bevrad ufrosi francisko adamiani arasdros yofila, aramed erT bednier wuTs eZRvneba. sul es aris. . . P.S. es bolosityva ar aris, moTxrobis nawilia.d a s a s r u l i
P.P.S.francisko adamians arasdros uyvarda moTxrobebi, romlebic ase mTavrdeboda, eCveneboda, rom avtors, cota ar iyos, bezrdeboda wera da bolos afuCeCebda. Tumca, aseve mTavrdeba francisko adamianis ambavic. franciskos arc zRaprebi uyvarda, romlebSic, miuxedavad imisa, rom bolos keTili personaJebi imarjvebdnen da didxans da bednierad cxovrobdnen, mainc ufro meti e.w. boroti personaJi iyo. qarTuli zRaprebi raRac leqsiT mTavrdeboda, romelic franciskos azriT arc ise kargad JRerda, ase rom, Tu rodisme zRapars davwer, ise davamTavreb, rogorc franciskos undoda, ~Wiri arc iq-arc aq, lxini iqac da aqac~). . . . . . .