30/04/2003 (Wed)
見識到甚麼是熱愛生命，珍惜青春．
28/04/2003 (Mon)
唔係呢面入，唔係上面入，係下面入．．．你有歪曲事實，顛倒是非的本領！好討厭，但我不反對．
27/04/2003 (Sun)
A warm chat with Andra in Canada. She planned to come back TODAY!!! But because of the SARS, the tickets are postponed till Aug. She had been there for over eight years, never come back once. She changed from a little girl with bad temper to a mature intelligent young woman, but I am the vice versa. People used to compare us, they like to compare kids with similar age, don't they? We were similarly good at schools, but I was better in courtesy, more obedient and more mature. I was never the one who would cried out loud or lose control. Why people are growing and improving, but I am decaying?? I felt like I stop growing at some point in my life, and started going backwards. Where was that point...?
26/04/2003 (Sat)
Vietname food for lunch before taking IELTS oral exam. Roasted pork neck!! hmmm~~ soo goood. While walking to Olympic city, we found the best way to entangle our forelimbs.
Johnny English: "I am afraid I cannot tell you, or else I have to kill you."
Finally we can enjoy the dinner without a hurry. "I've landed on something soft.." "It's my feet, sir."
Yoga book! Sooner or later I will be able to put my feet over my head.
24/04/2003 (Thu)
Paralysed = to make powerless and ineffective.
The world is fair. You gained sweetness; a close accompany; a shoulder, these things don't come for free. Each attached with sourness; jealousy; over-sensitivity.
I want to confess, but I don't know how to explain something that I myself disapprove also. There's a war between rationality and emotion in my head.. in my mind.. in my heart.. in my brain?? Can my head thinks emotionally? Or can my heart feels something rational?
23/04/2003 (Wed)
看見由自信散發出來的那種美麗．說了出來，不見得幫助有多大，但總算比屈在心裡好．．．
多謝 bear 送的枕頭狗！
22/04/2003 (Tue)
Yes, I am annoyed. Yes, I am sad. Yes, I have something in my mind. You guess them all right. But all of these are too complicated to tell...so I decided to keep them to myself.
21/04/2003 (Mon)
Listened a song late at night, and strongly moved by the lyrics. We feel discontent about everything we have: low salary, small flat and our lives, because once we were at the highest point, so we are unwilling to come down now. To reflect, people's lives were far less comfortable and far more difficult than we are now. We complain about couldn't go out dining every week; they worried about if they could go to bed with full stomach. Sing it if you know the song:
莫再悲 莫再傷 遇到悲哀休誇張
誰亦要經風與浪 誰遇挫敗不受傷
逝去的 莫再想 路正崎嶇更漫長
何用嘆息風裡望 寶貴光陰笑著量
愁和哀 風與霜 不會天天都探訪
用幻想 與夢想 編織那遠大理想
斜陽好 花正香 跟那寂寞和著唱
歌聲一句句 跳越屏障赴遠方
默默的分享 默默的欣賞 路上一切美麗況
人生總會碰著悲哀苦惱 為何流淚看
幸運不希罕 熱淚不輕淌 願做真正既硬漢
何必口說快樂心中一個樣
20/04/2003 (Sun)
Go to SOGO 3rd floor LEVI's jeans counter, you will find over-enthusiastic-pretty-eyes sales ladies, who will help you to pull down your jeans and show you how she pulls down hers. 今時今日咁既服務態度真係...
15/04/2003 (Tue)
Feeling incredible to wake at 6am; go for a walk at 7:30am; shower and read a book at 8am; breakfast at 10am.
I saw the jealousy, and I feel the uneasiness. I used to disgust the feelings, but now I perfectly understand...
14/04/2003 (Mon)
"From your resume, you look like the person who will be more interested in communication and corporate work." Am I?
As long as there's reader for my Diary, I will keep writing.
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