27/08/2003 (Wed)
I actually feel headache... a sickness that I never had before.
A long lost octopus card is found in the washing machine. It has somehow get into the machine 2 years ago and stayed there since then. The picture is still clear but all the insides are ruined... can't get back $50 deposit. >.< Long lost memories are hidden in our minds... you can't remember them even they are inside you, you can only hope, when you find them again later, everything is as intact as they once were.
24/08/2003 (Sun)
It turned out I am an ordinary girl with typical needs as other female creatures. So please treat me as a trouble-small-gas-stubborn-selfish being.
When I am bored, I want to have a hug or a phone call or a conversation... I am patient enough to wait, but is always over anxious that I lose my temper, lose my mood. Then I will retreat to my thinking place. Strange ideas are generated there, usually not pleasant ones.
10/08/2003 (Sun)
It's my turn to write a rejection letter!!!
08/08/2003 (Fri)
The left side of my body went paralysed.
Finally they called me. Everything becomes so smooth and perfect suddenly. Problems and time conflicts are all gone.
06/08/2003 (Wed)
Now is 0400, thursday morning. Just finished watching 'A Bug's Life'. Cartoons always give us inspirations, simple ideas are taught when we were small. They are simple yet the most important.
Education is much more than pure knowledge-giving, it involves politics, conspiracy, selfishness... and all the evil origins of human beings. What we got in all the public exams are not indicators of whether we are smart, it just indicates whether we are hardworking during that period of time.
Not sleeping doesn't imply I got anything wrong. Just want to enjoy and deploy the last bit of my long holiday. ^_<
04/08/2003 (Mon)
A miniature storm is overed. Gosh... it feels soo good!
03/08/2003 (Sun)
Made calls in the middle of night, look for cakes shops around central, what I do is not showing I was wrong. I just want everybody to be happy.
My request is not unreasonable. Please respect my feelings
02/08/2003 (Sat)
Actually I didn't expect my reaction will be so vigorous. For a long time I didn't know I still have the ability to feel sour and jealous. To some extent, I can be very cold and indifferent. Only when I don't care, I can be absolutely rational. Well... it's a nice thing to know your heart still jumps. No matter it jumps because of jealousy, angriness or happiness, at least it still beats.
01/08/2003 (Fri)
好失望．．．比收 rejection letter 更低落
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