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30/06/2002 (Sun)
It really needs energy, creativity, hardwork and love to make a meal. Hu~ A mother's job is not as trivial and easy as it seems.
Often made wishes in birthdays, but those wishes rarely came true, even they did, I forgot what I had wished for. But I made the same wish when I watched the firework, it didn't come true for the past years, I wish it will by tomorrow.
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28/06/2002 (Fri)
I just want to show my love to people that I care, why is it soo difficult? Why do I need to bother soo many things? It is your arguement, it is your hatred. I can share your sadness and pain, but not by hating them together with you. Do you understand? Probably not.
So embarrassing that I took the wrong bus twice within a week. If you were starved for 2 hours on your way to Shatin, I thought you deserved to have dinner and dessert in a cozy sofa and a super long table. Excellent service manner means you hire smart waitresses, who do not reserve long table for 4 people, and know the right time to serve you the ice cream.
If there's one fish, it is called "yu". But if there are more than one fish, they are called "yu yu".
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23/06/2002 (Sun)
A wedding day. Getting married means telling the closest people around that a couple will be loving each other for the rest of their lives. A small banquet adds a little flavour. The other gestures are really redundant.
Wish you a happy marriage!
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22/06/2002 (Sat)
First boat trip. Second time in my memory to see a rainbow. Rainbow is supposed to be something natural and costs you nothing. However, it appears a luxury to see it. You just want to yell when you see a rainbow arc clearly cross from one island to another. It stayed with me for quite awhile, it wanted its image to be burnt in my memory before it left me again. Really want to share that beautiful moment with you.
Besides the rainbow up in the sky, I saw rainbow and leopard down in the sea. Since leopards do not know how to swim, so it is natural for not knowing how to swim if anyone wears a leopard speedo. hahaaa~ But it was super fun to see triangular rainbow and leopard flowing in the sea. hohooo~
It was wonderful to fish under a bright moon and a star-filled sky. I kind of understood why people bother to sit all day long to just fish. The moment when you feel there's something on your hook, you are thrilled!!! Fishing squids requires no technique. My record was 5 squids (1 gai po fish included).
As I laid on the upper deck, I wished you are beside me.
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21/06/2002 (Fri)
First time to watch World Cup outdoor with over hundreds of people. The atmosphere is good, you can hear many interesting commentaries beside you. Though sweat a lot, it is worthy because the excitement is totally different from you watch it alone at home. When England scores, you will scream and raise your hands and clap. When the Brazilian player is being kicked out, you will clap and laugh and feel ¤ß²D.
tingzi says, life is like a football match. You run and run in the whole match. There're boring times when you are just running. There're happy moments when you nearly score. There're pains when you fall or being kicked by others. But all we are anticipating is the moment of kicking the ball into the net. We are waiting that second of excitement. Waiting for that second of victory.
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20/06/2002 (Thur)
Feel light when being praised. You can tell whether a praise is genuine or is out of courtesy. I did put my heart in when teaching my students. None of them are stupid. They are all smarties, just they are all being spoiled. Well...this is the paradox of being a parent.
Every family has its own problems and its way of dealing it. But it is universal that people would talk behind each others and belittle others' children. Ha~
Watched a short video about the country I will be going. It is so beautiful. When it comes the tulip field, I remembered I have seen it somewhere before. It was appeared in the calendar when I was very small. It was hung in the middle of the sitting room. It was so beautiful that I used to stand on the chair to get a closer look at it. It's the dream place of mine.
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19/06/2002 (Wed)
The worst thing is to doubt yourself. The best thing is to have confidence again.
Is it time for the rubber band to stretch away?
The resolution of missing someone is not to see that someone, it is to know you are being missed in return. There's something in my heart that I can't deny. Something so true that everyone knows I am telling a lie. I do miss you. I do like to fooling around with you. I do like to search a toilet late at night in the middle of the city. I do love to hear whispers from you. Do you know that? Why can't I put it into verbal words and tell you directly?! Well... I can, only when I am drunk.
Countdown starts: 60 Days ... ... ...
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15/06/2002 (Sat)
What an expensive night!!! How can people charge you $4.0 for a local call for 1.13 minutes?!
A real shopping means pick up whatever clothes you like and go in the changing room, then go straight to the cashier desk when you're out.
There're ups and downs in one's life. You can't really see how high their ups and how deep their downs are by just looking on their faces. It is always interesting to know the brief history of your family. You can be more understanding of what have shaped the person in front you.
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14/06/2002 (Fri)
Tequila Pop, Bailey's, Coco Rum, Bar Brandy, Whisky, Vodka ---> it feels exciting when these things slide through your throat, but it feels awful when they are mixed in your stomach!
I was sorry if I scared you. I was also scared by myself. I did not know I still care that much. I had been running away from that fear for a long time, hoping I could forget it some day. But it's still there, it hasn't left me. I don't expect you to understand, I just want you to know how I think and what I care. You gave me confidence to do thing I dare not to touch before. You gave me the courage to speak out what's in my heart.
The end of a wonderful holiday! Will you remember these days forever? Or it will be faded away together with your other memories? I don't really care, as long as I have been a part of your life, you will be forever in my memory.
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13/06/2002 (Thur)
Sweat a lot, but it feels wonderful!!
Totally get lost in the class, I can't even pronounce the word, how can I understand what it means?
Finally the slope of my CGA starts to be positive. I should seriously consider what is my area of interest. Not science, not business....is it arts? Or there are other alternatives?
Siu Yeah Buffet, I am still a chocolate maniac! =)~
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06/06/2002 (Thur) - 08/06/2002 (Sat)
I can't always feel the sweetness on the site, but whenever I rethink it later, I have intense feeling on it. Maybe my reaction time is too long...
You can have someone walking around with you in a land that no one recognizes you. (well... this does not apply to you. haa) You can drop into whatever restaurant that appeals to you. You can jump on a bus without the fear that you will get lost. You can walking by the shore with bright sunlight and strong breeze until you are really exhausted. You can spend quite sometime to fold up your own dice and fill your stomach with beer. You can throw your belongings wherever you like and mess up the place, because someone will restore everything. You can use up every single towel in the bathroom for one bath. You can sleep and ignore all the morning calls no matter it's from the mobile, from the clock or from the person. You can also going around later and tell your friends that you have had a WONDERFUL TRIP!!!!!
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04/06/2002 (Tue)
Bon voyage to you!! Again, you might not be able to see this, but I believe my message can reach you somehow. You are the smartest person I've ever known, and yet you are kind of unlucky. Or maybe it's the misfortune that you encountered force you to your highest. See ya next year!
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02/06/2002 (Sun)
sw23.com alumni fishing gathering!! Since my ex-boss is a 'special' women, she has the ability to hire funny and lovely staff. 7 out of 8 people are no longer working there, and still we can have regular gatherings!!! So bad the heavy rain ruined our plan. But still, we had a nice meal in Murray House and had an extra fish for FREE!~
Haven't had a deep talk with you for a long time, I didn't notice, but we have been friends for 14 years. I didn't know what happen to you before, but I am glad to see you grow into a considerate and hard-working person. I'm also grateful that you treat me as good as before and willing to share what is in your heart. You are right, we can easily point out and see clearly what's wrong with others. But when it comes to ourselves to make the decision, we will become dumb and motionless. Not because we don't know what we want, is because we don't know how to do.
Thanks for your advice!! I'll remember and handle it well. Wish you luck and determination to resolve the problem.
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01/06/2002 (Sat)
It's a perfect day to have breakfast with your best friend, wander around in a book store, then suddenly come across an old friend you haven't seen for a while, and learnt that he is still full of dreams and enthusiasm. After that, spend an afternoon in a salon to make your look a little bit fresher. Read 1/5 of a new book, and feed your soul with a bit nutrients. Get a call offering you a freelance job. Have a nice shower, then anticipate a gathering of a bunch of crazy yet lovely friends.
WHAT A PERFECT DAY!@!@!~~~
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