Lost Love

To this day I don't know why,
but I feel as if I am missing something.
I ask myself what that may be,
but with no luck, so I get a response.
I lost someone dear to me,
a friend,
a lover,
a secret admirer,
no one really knew.
I can't say who nor can it be revealed,
all i can say was the they were special to me.
To know the truth, you had to be there.
I tell you no lie,
for this was true,
the one I lost,
well,
it might as well could have been you.