especially when you know the cause,
maybe i could have stopped it,
maybe i could have done more,
why didn't i do more.
I could have called,
i could have wrote,
but now it is too late,
he is gone i am alone,
a lifetime i must now wait.
Will i eve know why this happened,
or what i could have done,
right now i know,
my feeling show,
alone, scared and crying.
Why did he have to leave me now,
i ask myself again just how,
just how could he be gone so soon,
why him, he was my sun and moon.
we dreamed our dreams alone together,
i stand here staring slone again,
into the darkness abroad,
wishing i could feel you here,
your spirit with me near.
All i feel is hollow space,
where your love once was,
I look to the stars and ask them how,
how do i go on now.
You were my friend,
my silent support,
the one who bared my soul,
you knew my secrets deep within,
you knew me like my kin.
Without you in my life,
where will i be now,
you held my hand thru silent prayer,
casting with the wind.
So here today i bid farewell,
to my soul my giver of light,
we are of wind to wence you return,
to be my guiding light.
I am now in your hand as you are gone,
please send me where i shall belong,
blowing softly as the breeze,
i will always feel you are still near me.
Amy Marie
