As i walk back to the edge i remember what it was like there hanging there by only finger tips i look down and i see those things the ones that were pulling me down i see the weights and the pains i see those terrible memories they are still there just over the edge 2 steps from where i am today but now i can look at them without experiencing them i can remember events without feeling the pain i remember what happened i can recall every detail i know the pain i felt but i do not now feel that pain i remember that it made me scared but i know now that i no longer have to be afraid i know that those things cannot hurt me anymore so now i can walk up to the edge and look down into ravine without fear i know i will not fall before i felt like i was scaling a wall with no ropes, no net no fence to keep me away Now i am secure i climbed out of this pit and i am returning this time with the ropes and fences and nets i need to help others hanging from the ledge to pull others back in catch them as they fall and prevent even more from getting this far Together we can beat this i cannot do this alone none of us can but together We Can. Amy

The Edge