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I Do it For You

By: Quatre Raberba Winner (a.k.a Quatre-Chan/Onna-Quatre)

It's the final chapter in the war, Heero is fighting Zechs and the rest of us are trying to stop Libra from crashing onto the earth. I fight time and time again, thinking that in one of the next battles I will lose my life, but so far maybe I've just been lucky or am I being protected by my angel.

The first time I met that blond pilot I had no idea what affect he would have on my life. He's a very brave person, despite the innocent that resides in his aquamarine eyes. He had no fear that I could have killed him when he got out of the cockpit and stepped onto the hatch.

"You and I shouldn't be fighting each other!" he states. He's right we shouldn't fight each other. So, I went with him back to his base. We play a duet and look at each other in silence after we finished the melody. A day or so had passed and I left telling him and only him the name Trowa Barton. He was the first out of the pilots that I had met and could trust, but most importantly he had captured my heart.

I waited for awhile and then got the orders about the New Edwards base. When I was docking my truck onto the ship, that pilot had seen me. he approached and my eyes quivered, I knew this battle was going to be rough, but for this person, I could feel that his spirit would break. I couldn't stand it if anything were to happen to him but what did I do. I walked away and told him that I wouldn't help him.. . If he had seen my eyes quiver, I hope he understood.

Look into my eyes
You will see
What you mean to me

The New Edwards mission had failed. Due to the fact that OZ had tricked us and as a result Heero had destroyed the shuttle that held the alliances' pacifists, including Marshal Noventa. After the news on what we had done, Quatre sounded like he was going to cry. I couldn't for the life of me figure out why someone like him would be fighting. His hands are too delicate to be covered in blood, but his heart is strong, that's when I realized it. he has someone he wanted to protect, that's the meaning of a true soldier.

Search your heart
Search your soul
When you find me then
You'll search no more
Don't tell me it's not worth trying for

After that we had all become rather distracted. Then we had a mission to destroy the Taurus suits that were supposed to be sent into space that's when the first chapter had ended with Heero blasting himself into pieces.

I could hear Quatre's cries of pain, I knew in my heart that I had to break him out of the pain and tell him to retreat. After that I hadn't seen him in awhile, but it was that boy that had given us the message to go into outer space. Once there I had lost contact with him again.

The only plan I could think of was to sneak into OZ, that way we could put an end to all this from the inside, while I was undercover, I had taken Heero, Duo and WuFei captive and on the news, were stories about Quatre's father's death. At that moment I wanted to run out of the OZ facility and track him down, but I knew if I did that my cover would have been blown.

Days had gone by and there had been no sign of trouble, until one fateful day.. . Lady Une had gotten word of a Gundam on the warpath, destroying the colonies that had been arming themselves. I had feeling that the pilot was my Quatre, but why was he destroying the colonies that we were fighting to protect?

Regardless, I was going to get my answer in a way I didn't want it. Heero and I were sent out in the Mercrius and the Vayeate. The suit that held the pilot of Sandrock was the Wing Zero. When I had contacted the Arabian boy he sounded like he was drowning in his own sorrow. He said not get any closer, but Heero attacked him.

When it looked like Heero was about to be killed, I took the blow for him. The sound of Quatre's voice was shocked and filled with pain, he clearly didn't see me as an enemy just then. I called out to him and told him that he wasn't the same guy I knew and that I wanted him to turn back into that guy. I had to do something to open his eyes and what I did made him feel even worse than he had, I had gone up with the Vayeate and was left for dead.. .

Can't tell me it's not worth dying for

I wondered the streets of a colony for awhile when I ran into my sister, Catherine. I couldn't remember anything, not even who she was.

She took me to the circus and I stayed there with her for awhile. Then Duo ran into me there, at that time I didn't know who he was either. I feared almost everyone that I came in contact with, the only thing that kept me going were my sister and an image of a blond hair angel.

You now it's true
Everything I do
I do for you

Everyday from then on was almost identical to the one before. I was outside feeding the animals when someone had come up to me. It was the same person that I had seen in the back of my mind. He looked at me with tears in his eyes. So pleased to see me, but I didn't know who he was. More tears came, but this time out of sorrow.

He walked away after Catherine had told him that I lost my memories and he blamed himself. After a few moments I had recognized him as someone that I trusted. Later that afternoon we were attacked and he had come back to make sure I was all right.

What he told me then was something that I still hold onto. That I had saved his soul, which in reality he had saved mine countless times. After that he left to fight the mobile dolls, that's when I decided to leave. He needed me as I did him.

Look into your heart
You will find
There is nothing there to hide
Take me as I am
Take my life

We had joined Noin and continued our journey. When our shuttle was attacked I had gone back into battle. Mobile dolls had surrounded me and there was no where I could run.

He risked his life by moving toward the shuttle that we had set to detonate and he saved me. that's one more to add to the list.

I would give it all
I would sacrifice
Don't tell me it's not worth fighting for
Can't help it there's nothing I want more

When we had gone on Peacemillion, Heero had brought along Sally Po and WuFei and along with them my Gundam Heavyarms. The White Fang had changed direction preparing to fire its cannon at the colony that Catherine was in.

My heart was full of so many emotions. Not even thinking I headed for the mobile suit hanger. I couldn't use my Gundam so I took the Wing Zero. I didn't care about how dangerous it was in my condition, I just wanted to protect someone that cared about me and at the same Quatre wanted to protect me.

He and Duo came after me and once again the Arabian pilot stopped me from doing something that I would have regretted. Quatre was truly amazing, he cared for others more than himself, but I worry about that sometimes.

There's no love
Like your love
And no other
Can give me more love

Now I'm worrying even more as I search through the depths of Libra. Noin couldn't go through with what we had planned and retreated, WuFei went off to fight Treize and Heero went to fight Zechs after he had saved Relena.

In the back of my mind, I have a faint image of my sweet blond in terrible condition. I continue turning every corner that I come across hoping that I was closer to him. "I'm coming Quatre!" I called out into the depths. Mobile dolls cut me off. I moved Heavyarms behind a wall and tried to attack, but I was at a bad angle. Luckily, the suits exploded and revealed the Deathscythe Hell.

"Hey Trowa, I'd like to stay and help, but I've gotta get goin'."

"I'll be okay."

"You sure?" he floated away, 'Don't go getting yourself killed.. ."

'Take care, Duo.. .' I made it to a clearing and stopped. I exited my Gundam and looked at it. We silently exchanged our thoughts and thanks to that MS I know I have something to live for and something to protect.

There's no where
Unless you're there
All the time
All the way

I found the mobile doll control room and what I found there, I was not pleased with. There stood Dorothy Catalonia with rapier in hand and my Quatre floating in the middle of the room. "Things didn't go as planned, did it?"

"I.. . I was only.. ."

"How sad. A woman who can't cry." I moved Quatre over to the wall and leaned him up against it, then I ripped apart the controls to the MD. I walked back over the Sandrock pilot and knelt down in front of him, "Can you stand up, Quatre?" My voice held a lot of concern for him.

"Listen Trowa," he moved his right hand towards mine, "Take care of her and forget about me.. ."

"I think she can take care of herself.. ." I picked him up into my arms and carried him to where Sandrock was.

I sit him down in the seat and opened his flight suit. Crimson blood streamed down his pale skin. He continued his deep breaths, "Quatre?" he looked at me with his beautiful aquamarine eyes that were now filled with pain, "Do you have any pain medication in here?"

"No.. ."

I nodded and wrapped a bandage around his side. "Will you be all right?"

"Yeah.. ."

"Keep your com link open to me, okay?"

"Yes."

Don't tell me it's not worth trying for
Just can't help it
There's nothing in the world I want more

The battle ended with us as the victor, but at what cost? Many people have lost their lives because of those meaningless battles and those people will never see this peace that has just been created.

"Quatre," I call over my com unit, but got nothing in return. "Quatre!"

You now it's true
Everything I do
I do for you

The other pilots and I took Quatre to MO II for some medical attention. After a few hours, the doctor had said that he was in critical condition and within that time WuFei and Heero had left.

Duo looked at me and smirked, "He'll be okay. After all he just made it through the final battle."

"Did he?"

"Huh?"

"If he dies, then he will be one among many who will not see this peace that we worked so hard to achieve."

"I never thought of that.. ."

Later that night Duo and I remained there until we got word on my angel's condition. The Deathscythe pilot had fallen asleep, but considering what we have been through I wasn't going to complain.

The doctor came up to me and sighed in relief, "Quatre will be just fine. He's still unconscious, but you can go in."

"Thank you." I got up and followed him to the room. He opened the door for me. In the dark room was a bed that held the blond that I held so dear to my heart. Even in the dark light he seemed very pale, but at least he was alive.

The door had shut and I had taken my place in the chair that was next to the bed. I stayed awake until about 3:30am and then I completely fell asleep, my head resting on the edge of the bed.

I would fight for you
I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you
I'd die for you

About an hour later, I felt a hand caressing the side of my face. I opened my eyes and what I saw was better than the peace we had gained. A pair of aquamarine eyes greeted me, "Quatre?" I questioned.

"Yes?"

"You're really here.. ." I moved slightly and gave him a gentle hug.

He returned the embrace, "I love you Trowa. Did you actually think I was going to leave you?"

"You're an angel, Quatre. I didn't want you to go back to that heavenly place and leave me behind.. ."

"I'm not going anywhere unless I can take you with me.. ." he let go of me and lay back down, "Tell me, why did you save me and leave Dorothy?"

"Like I said I didn't want you to go somewhere and leave me behind besides.. ." I leaned closer to his ear and whispered.

You know it's true

"Everything I do
I do it for you"

The End