Sight of One's Love and Hope

By: Quatre Raberba Winner (Quatre-Chan/Onna-Quatre)

I lye in bed next to the most beautiful person there could ever be. He sleeps soundly, as I lay awake.

The missions have become a lot harder than when we first started out. Each and every day, we ask our selves if we are doing the right thing.

Are we? My mind is swimming with answers and they all point in different directions. While talking, well listening is more like it, to Duo I heard Pat Benatar's "Invincible".

The first chorus states; "We can't afford to be innocent. Stand up and face the enemy, it's a do or die situation. We will be invincible." I think that song reflects us well. We are all innocent, but we can't let that fact stand in the way of our victory.

The colonies depend on us and I for one will not let them down. As much as I would like to have a normal life, I know deep in my heart that it is not possible. Even after the war.

What's life going to be like with out these meaningless battles? I basically lived a peaceful life, not knowing what I know now. My family says they are behind me, but I doubt that.

My father has done many things to me, but saying that he never had a son and saying that he would create a new heir makes my heart sink. And now, I have a feeling that he knows about my sexuality as well.

I know Rasid supports me and so do the other pilots, but my father thinks of being gay is a curse. But I think of it as my life. If I wasn't going through these battles and wasn't the way I am, I would never have found my beloved Trowa Barton.. .

The first time we met it was rather acquired, the second time was too. But when we both realized that we were in love with one another, it was pure heaven.

I looked at my Latin lover and sigh happily as I watch him sleep. I couldn't help myself, I leaned over and kissed Trowa on the cheek. He twitched slightly, but that was to be expected considering that he was asleep.

I smiled. He is so cute. I hope that this war ends soon, so Trowa and I can start our lives together. And I know that Heero and Duo want the same thing for themselves.

I put down my book and shut off the light. I put my arms around my lover and sighed, "I love you, Trowa.. ."

"I love you too, my angel.. ."

The End

Quatre-Chan: "I did this fic so I would have something to do and plus it was short."

Quatre: "Send her feedback at quatre_chan5@hotmail.com . And requests are also welcome."

Trowa: "Here we go again. Parings will only be done if it's; 1x2, 3x4, 5xMerin or 5xher. Lemon/lime and non-con she will do the best she can."

Heero: ".. . Hn."

Duo: *looks at Quatre-Chan all teary-eyed* "Why didn't Heero or I do anything in this story?"

Quatre-Chan: "Because it wasn't about you. But don't feel left out, Wu-Chan wasn't even mentioned."

WuFei: "That's because I'm in everything else."

Quatre-Chan: "Right. Well, see you again minna-san! Ja ne!"