Hammering Stones
On the gospel channel, bodybuilders: one rolls up a fryingpan, one uncurls a horseshoe's steel Omega; one lays hands on a pair of Georgia license plates, rips them in half. Leather weight-belts, talc, sweat, glutted veins in bicep, neck; gnashing teeth, grunts bowel-deep, pecs that surge and stress the words on t-shirts: GOD MADE YOU TO WIN. It's more than just a ten-foot log one of them cleans and jerks above his head; nor do they believe the single-mindedness of the man hammering stones with his forehead is enough. That something other moves in the knuckles of the man clobbering nails into hickory with his fists is concrete proof: here is Grace made tangible. In a motel room, the thumb of a man clicks along the remote, looking for something to distract him from one moment to the next. Above the neon lot, a few stars visible, spiked into the dark; bats lift themselves in jagged wreaths around the streetlamps. All day, with one foot and one hand, he moved 2000 pounds of Chevy across four states. If he can lift tomorrow his eight pound head from the damp pillow it will be enough. The sun could do no more. Copyright William Wenthe, from Not Till We Are Lost, LSU Press, 2003 First published in The Southern Review 35, 2 (Spring 1999) Reprinted in Pushcart Prize XXV: The Best of the Small Presses (Fall 2000) |