THE DOORWAY TO MY SOUL

      I stand in the doorway

      Of my own soul

        Searching for something

        Familiar.

          There is an awkwardness


          In this search and a

          Searing pain that is

          Sinking deep within.

          As I continue my desperate search,

          Fear tears at my

          Breaking heart.

          The chambers of my soul

          Seem to be empty

          And where terror and joy

          Once resided

          There is nothing!

          I peer in, standing, waiting

          In the Nothingness.

          Time passes and I see no

          Shadow of my former self.

          I give in to the power of the

          Nothingness.

          I let go of searching for someone

          Whom I do not know.

          I let go of the mask who

          Pretends to know who I am.

          As I do, I feel the floodates open

          Allowing the authenticity

          Of my own pure soul to

          Permeate my entire being

          I stand in the doorway of

          My own Soul

          Welcoming my True Self

          Back Home.





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          ©1994 Lindamaupin.all rights reserved ©1994-2000

          This poem first appeared in the Magazine Poetry Break. Copyrights return to author.