| I always catch my self wanting to run to you, especially when darkness falls. I can feel the loneliness caving in all around me, with know one to turn to not even you. I know you no longer care for me as you once did, when you said you were so in love with me. How can a heart turn so cold over night, with out a reason why, you just turned your back and walked away. That never stopped me from still wanting and needing you so bad in my life, it broke my very soul. As, I undress at night dreading to slip into the big lonely bed, where you used to hold me in your arms. It is all like one big nightmare that never happened, but I have tried to face the fact that it did, now I am lost, not knowing what to do. Sometimes I wonder how I will go on, but I know in my heart that I have to let you go. |
