As I lay here beneath the stars listening to the crackling fire, thinking about my life and past, how much of it has already passed me by leaving me all alone. I am so grateful for the loved one's in my life, I was given two children to raise, now they have a life of their own. The one true love that I spent most of my years with, no longer wanted to be a part of my life, like it all never really happened, now it is a distant dream. So, most of my time now is countless lonely days and nights, never seems to end, but I know it all will, when my time is up. They say the one true companion is your pet, how true this is, they are always with you, as long as they are alive. So, I am here to say thanks to all that have touched my life in the good and the not so good parts of my time here on earth, it all happens for a reason. I have to accept it all, even the part of being left alone, in hopes that it all will change :) |