As I lay down the good book, listening to the words of this song, a cup of lonliness is so true, please do not ignore it, if you have never been there, most likely you will not undersatnd. I have been living in the shadow of loneliness for a very long time, have had my moments when I thought it was going to leave me, from promises that never rang true. There has been some cruel times to endure, when I gave my heart away, only to have it broken into many pieces, then trying to find a way to mend it again. Where do I go from here, is the question I have asked myself many times, I am too afraid to trust again, but know I need to get past this fear, then leave the shadow of my past behind me and close the door on old memories. This will not be easy for me, but I am going to try and take the step forward, hoping I can be strong enough to not let another life's fool take me back down again. I pray, give me the strength to make it through this world on loneliness, be kind enough to me, to bring me the much needed happiness in my life, back again! |