Deep, deep…
Toshiya
enter the studio, putting on his typical seductive smile and greets everyone who is in
there. The first one who greets him back will always be their drummer but not for today.
“
To…to Totchi!!? What happened to your hair!!?” Shinya give his ever-shocking
reaction.
Kaoru
heard the ‘unusual’ loud voice of their drummer, turns and was also stun of what
he had saw. Follow by was their vocalist who had just enter the room, the red head who
decides to find out what his lover was screaming at and the studio assistants.
“ Do I looks charming?” Toshiya asks with another seductive smile.
“
To…toshiya!!?” The red head was the most astonish among all as he know how much
his ex-lover loves his long blue hair.
Kaoru
finally regain from his daze when another loud scream strike him. The make-up assistant
had just enter the room and saw his most horrifying scene.
“
TOSHIYA!!” He cried and covers his head
with his hands. “ My god! What have you done to my favorite hair!!?”
The
chaos went on for quite some time. Never did anyone of them would expect the bassist to
cut away his beautiful long hair. No one knows why but they seem to be accepting the new
look of their bassist without any doubt but not for their drummer.
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“
Shinya, what are you thinking?” Die asks and paused for a while. “ About
Toshiya?”
Shinya
looks up when he hears that. He had expected his lover to know what he is thinking about.
He had notice the stare in the bassist eyes earlier on, a stare that will make him
nervous.
“
Do you think… he already know about our relationship? I mean Toshiya.”
Die
stretch his arm out and hug Shinya on the shoulder. He was also confused over the matter
but he believes that Toshiya does not know about it or the bassist would not be so calm.
But
never did he expect that the hate in his ex-lover had make him changes so much and neither
did he expect the worse situation will be coming up soon.
“ No, I don’t think he knows about
it.”
“
Really?”
Maybe I’m just too guilty like what Die had say because I had snatch Die away from him. Sorry Toshiya!
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Toshiya stands in front of the mirror and stare at the image of himself. He touches the mirror lightly, at the reflection of the scar on his body. A new scar that is healing and also old scar which will remain forever on his beautiful body.
“
Do you think my body still looks perfect?” The bassist starts to laugh hysterically
at his own reflection. “ Die-kun, my love!”
I cut away my hair because you would not say you love it anymore, I leave scar on my body because you say my body is perfect. But what I had suffered now, I will definitely let you enjoy the same, my LOVE!
Hahahaha…
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Die’s
car finally drove away from Shinya’s apartment not noticing the bassist and it was
the moment that the bassist was waiting for. Toshiya wave goodbye to the leaving car and
smile sweetly at his leaving ‘lover’, then he turns around and enter the
apartment.
You must be waiting long for me to tell you my problem, so here I come Shin-Chan.
The
doorbell rang again. Shinya thought that it might be his lover who had forgotten something
so he open the door with a joking mood waiting for the chance to make fun of him.
“
Good evening, Shin-chan!”
Shinya
felt his heart stop pumping at that moment.
“
Am I really that frightening?” Toshiya ask with a joking attitude. “ Why are you
giving me that horrifying look?”
“
Toshiya… good… good evening. What are you doing here?”
Toshiya
gaze at the drummer for quite some time, which really causes the drummer to stand there,
froze.
“ I
thought you say I can look for you if I have any problem?” Toshiya said softly with a
hurt expression, which was trying to make Shinya guiltier.
Toshiya
plan really did works well as Shinya become more and more guilty to face him. He invited
the bassist into his house and get him a cup of drink before sitting down in front of
Toshiya.
“
So what’s bring you here?” Shinya ask sensitively.
Good, Shin-chan! Be guiltier and my plan will work faster.
Silent remains for some time before Shinya hears some sobbing sound and looks up at the bassist. He was shock to see Toshiya weeping again, the second time in front of him and he know he is the main cause of Toshiya’s sadness.
“ Toshiya…?”
Without
warning, Toshiya fall into Shinya embrace and cry bitterly in the drummer’s arm.
Shinya just hug the bassist and let him cry until he finally stops.
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“
Shinya… I’m sorry but I really
can’t held it anymore. Die… he does not love me anymore.” Toshiya starts
sobbing again. “ I really does not know what happened and he just did not tell me the
real reason. I…I … “
Sorry,
sorry, please forgive me! I didn’t mean to hurt you so much!
Shinya felt like crying himself. He just could not forgive himself for causing the miserable of his bandmate but he also know that he will not give up on Die.
What
should I do now?
For no reason, he hug Toshiya tightly. Maybe I should just accompany you now. In the other hand, Toshiya lightly wept away the tears on his face and let up a grin.
Fine, fine Shin-chan. I’ll also let you enjoy the ‘fun’ for betraying me. Hahahahahahaha
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“ So what’s for dinner today?”
“
As you wish.”
“
Really? You’re so kind to me!”
Shinya
smile as the bassist walk happily into the living room humming some tune. Shinya had told
Die of what happening that day and also tell his lover that he wish to spent more time
with the bassist in order to make him happier.
Toshiya
looks at the drummer and smile.
“
Thank you for accompany me all this while.”
“ Okay, let’s don’t think about it any more!” Toshiya said and grab Shinya’s hand. “ Let’s have some drinks!”
Shinya follows the bassist to the kitchen and they scan through the refrigerator while taking out some beer.
“ Look what I have here, beer!” Toshiya exclaim happily. “ But since when did our dear Shin-chan starts keeping beer in the fridge?”
Shinya stares at the bassist with his heart beating wildly.
I
can’t tell him those beer belong to Die.
“ and it’s the same brand which Die drink.” Toshiya continue and let up a look of sadness.
So
for what I had expect, if Die your lover then you will surely have beer here. This is what
I learn as an EX-LOVER!
Shinya did not say anything but follow Toshiya into the living room and starts having those beer to cool down his wildly beating heart. Toshiya grin as the drummer drink can after can.
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“ Shinya! Shin-chan!” Toshiya shake the drummer. “ Don’t sleep here or you get a cold.”
Toshiya was sure that Shinya was already drunk before he carries him into the bedroom and places him on the bed. He lay beside the drummer and stroke the fringe away from the drummer’s face.
“ I won’t be that gentle like what Die had treat you! Shin-chan!” Toshiya whisper at Shinya and place a kiss on the lip.
End of
part 2
To be
continue…part3
Author
note: Sorry for those who have been asking me for part2. I must said that this part you
reading now, I only use 1 day to finish it. Yes, because I had change the original setting
of this fic. Why? Because of Totchi new hairstyle. So what that got to do with this fic?
Don’t you think Shinya & Totchi are also a good pairing. Want to know more? Read
the next part. Please give me some feedback or at least let me know some kind heart soul
reading it! ^__^
tsmrhara
25 Aug
01
to be continue…