Deep, deep…
Part
6
The
studio assistant finally left the room, leaving Kaoru behind with a pile of
unfinished work for the leader to complete and this is the time when Kaoru
really hate being the leader of the band.
What make him felt worse now is the incident that happened earlier on
about the conversation between the drummer and the bassist. Most of all, he
hated himself because of that night with the bassist, now he can’t face the
bassist directly.
Kaoru
let out a sigh, “ Was it really because of my pride
and guilt or is it because…?”
“ Kaoru-san, who are you
talking to?” The sudden voice scared the leader out of the hell.
Kaoru jump up from the chair and turns to the
direction where the voice had come from, cold sweatdrop and eyes widen when he
had a clear view of that person whom he already had expected from the voice.
“ To... Toshiya!”
The bassist let out a grin when he saw the nervous expression from
their always calm leader. “ I bought you some food but
not on purpose because I came back to take my bass and remembered that you’re
staying behind to complete some work.”
“ You left your bass
behind… I have not notice just now… so kind of you to bring me some food…”
Kaoru said anxiously trying to hide his nervousness.
“ You’re welcome!” Toshiya reply.
Toshiya walks to the corner of the studio where he had placed his
bass. He carries it up with one hand and turn around just the right moment to
have eyes contact with Kaoru who is watching him. The time around them seem to
stop at the moment, just for them. Looking into one another’s eyes, both could
feel the electric shock sending down their body.
Kaoru regain his thought. At that moment, he felt the bassist
looks so gorgeous to him. The bassist’s long leg, the bassist’s sexy body, and
it made him remember the night he had spend with the bassist. The touch, the
scent, every feeling of the bassist suddenly feels so marvelous to Kaoru.
“ Ahem…!” Toshiya let out a
cough.
“ Err… I think I have to finish
the work fast.” Kaoru said and went back to the table anxiously.
“ I must get going now!” The
bassist added and walks out of the studio. “ Eat the
food while it’s hot, see you!”
Kaoru did not look back but give a nod as his answer. “ Good bye.” He added.
Toshiya increased his speed while walking down the stair. His
heart was still beating fast and his hand was sweating at the moment he left
the studio.
Shinya
was walking to the studio where he saw the red head; his heart skipped a bit.
How he wishes he could run to the red head and hug him at that moment but he
didn’t. Shinya slow down his footstep, he did not know what to say to the red
head.
“ Shinya.”
Die
turns around, Shinya turns around. Die saw the drummer, the drummer saw Toshiya
running towards him. Die pouted. Shinya sighed. Toshiya smiled at the drummer
before he saw Die looking at them.
“ Good morning.” The drummer greets.
“ Ohayo Shin-chan… and Die.”
Die
look at the bassist, Shinya look at Die, and Toshiya stare at Die. Toshiya let
out another smile, a cheerful one. This is the first time the three of them was
standing together ever since Die and Toshiya had broke
up.
“ Good…good morning.” Die said trying to break
up the sudden silent.
The
three enter the studio.
Shinya
was silent all the way.
Why
is Die looking nervous? Isn’t he always been cruel to Toshiya? Why he starts to
get nervous when Toshiya was around? Die still have feelings for Toshiya!?
Die
expression was nervous.
Why
Toshiya smiling to me? He suppose to hate me!? Does
Shinya’s love really changes his altitude!?
Toshiya
was still wearing a smile on his face.
Feeling
scared now? Wondering why I could still smile at you? Because I know you too
well Die… the more I be friendlier to you, the more you will feel nervous and
once you feel nervous, your beloved lover will starts to guess thing… hahaha…
but this is not the end, my love!
“ Good morning!” Kaoru greets when they enter
the studio.
Toshiya
felt his heart beating faster suddenly when he hear
Kaoru’s voice. The passion yesterday rose from Toshiya’s heart. “ O…Ohayo.”
“ Ohayo.” Shinya greet and went to his drum set.
Die
was staring at the bassist with widen eyes while greeting their leader back.
The bassist was blushing. This kind of expression had not even happen when they
were making love! Why is the bassist having this expression now while looking
at Kaoru!?
Toshiya and Kaoru??
The
drummer was staring at Die who is looking at the bassist. His heart ached when
he sees the expression on Die’s face. Die looks jealous! Is it because Toshiya
smile to you again? No one could resist the bassist smile… and especially when
you had seen his beautiful body before. Are you feeling regret now!?
The
practice went on smoothly except it is quieter today without any conversation
that is unnecessary. Kaoru was the only one who is giving out instruction and
Kyo doing the singing. Shinya was burying himself in his drum set hardly
lifting up his head to look at the others because he was afraid that he might
see Die looking at the bassist again.
“ Alright, that’s it for today.” Kaoru finally
speaks out after so many hours of practicing.
Kyo
was the fastest out of all, he disappear within a minute leaving behind the
other four members. As usual, Toshiya would go to the drummer and leave with
him but today, the bassist had notice the change of mood in the drummer and he
know too well what is the reason that had causes the change. Toshiya smiled, he
know the drummer was jealous.
“ Ready to leave Shin-chan?”
Toshiya’s
voice had waken the moody drummer as well as the other
two members. Kaoru take a fast glance at the bassist, suddenly remembering of
that emotional night and blushed. Die saw the expression on the leader face, it
was also the first time he saw his best friend having this expression and the
reason was because of the bassist.
What
the fuck!! Blushing while looking at each other!? Toshiya and Kaoru… since
when…?
Anger
abruptly rose within the red head and all these was
seem in the eyes of the drummer. Shinya felt his own heart breaking,
now he was at lost. At this very moment, Toshiya who was so eager to get
revenge had actually not noticing his unintentional action had work between
Shinya and Die getting their relationship drifting apart.
“ Not now. I’m having some work to discuss with
Kaoru-san.” Shinya reply coldly. “ You shall go
first.”
Kaoru
look at the drummer, mostly because the reason which the drummer had make up suddenly but he nodded his head. He knows there must
be some reason behind if the drummer decided to make up story.
Toshiya
pouted. He knows the drummer was telling a lied but he didn’t expect their
leader to play along with him. Worse of all, Toshiya had not realize that he
was getting angry with Kaoru because he seem to know the drummer so well and
not because that Kaoru had stirred up his plan.
“ Join me for dinner then!”
Shinya’s
heart almost stops beating when he hears that. Toshiya stared at Die, he had not expected this sentences from the red head.
Partly because of the sudden request and partly because of his new chance of
getting revenge, Toshiya agreed to go with the red head.
Toshiya
and Die left the studio after bidding goodbye to Shinya and Kaoru, leaving the
depressed drummer and their ‘don’t know what happen that make him jealous’
leader behind.
It
will be a marvelous time for Die to have a good talk with the bassist whom he
always wanted to have but due to the red head sudden eruption of jealousy, he
would properly miss the chance to have a good talk with Toshiya.
Why
am I feeling jealous? Is it because of Toshiya? That can’t be possible because
I love Shinya but…
Back
at the studio after Die and Toshiya had left. Shinya could not take the pain
anymore and burst out crying in front of Kaoru. He didn’t expect himself to behaved like that because he was the main cause of all the
problem. He know he have to put in all responsibility
to solve everything but he was now getting mad and jealous of Toshiya.
“ Shinya…?” Kaoru was totally unprepared of the
sudden eruption of his bandmate.
What’s
the hell happening now? Has Die goes back to Toshiya that make Shinya…? But I
thought Shinya and Toshiya was together now?
Kaoru
struck in confusion.
Jealousy,
pain and anger erupted in the drummer.
Die getting unaware about his feeling.
The
bassist was not aware of the changes that had occurred in his heart.
To be
continue…
By Tsmrhara
Author: Thanks for reading!
^^ Nothing much to said but do remember to give me feedback.
Die: @_@ Thanks to my
supporter for pleading for me! Read part 7 to see the real me…
Kaoru: >_<
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