Deep, deep…
Kyo’s Philosophy
(Deep, deep special version II – Something about Kyo)
By Tsmrhara
++Note: Best read this part after Deep part 10.
How much does he care about love? The vocalist wasn’t really
looking forward into a relationship, perhaps sometime he will feel lonely when
he saw his bandmate having their lover around them but he doesn’t want anyone
to mess up his life now. At least for now he wants to be alone, without anyone.
Love will change a person… love is troublesome… there will be no
forever in love, it will end some day depending it will end early or late. No
matter how much you love that person, he will leave you one day. This is the
philosophy of Kyo.
Never really for in love with anyone!
Toshiya doesn’t look good today again. He has been feeling down
these few weeks, no smile on his face. Kyo didn’t care much; he didn’t ask the
bassist about it, it was not his matter anyway. Why should he bother so much?
But Toshiya was crying two days later. To what Kyo knows, the
bassist care for his image more than anything but he was crying now, crying in
front of so many peoples.
Kaoru and Shinya was shock from their expression, Kyo could tell
it but Die wasn’t reacting much. Toshiya and Die are lover, Kyo know it anyway
it not a secret in the band. Now that the bassist was crying and Die was
unmoved… Kyo’s philosophy had reflected on the matter. It was clear to Kyo that
there is something between Toshiya and Die and it must be love.
That’s had nothing to do with Kyo though, he did not ask nor show
any concern in it.
Toshiya had his beautiful long hair cut away after that incident.
Few months later, Kyo found the bassist lying on the floor when he returns to
the apartment they had shared. Kyo sent the bassist to the hospital. Toshiya
had committed suicide; the main reason must be love matter again. Kyo didn’t
have an answer, he didn’t ask Toshiya about it but he had guess.
Kyo’s philosophy reflect again…
Many thing seem to happened in the band, mostly related to love.
Kyo didn’t want to care about it as long as the band will not be disbanded. The
vocalist only wishes is that he will never had to be bother by love.
Kaoru and Shinya was involve this time. Their bassist and drummer
was on bad term, very bad one especially when the drummer who was well known
for his good tempered is involve. Toshiya and Shinya had not been talking;
follow by was Kaoru and Die. Kaoru wants to have a talk with Die. Kyo was asked
to leave, this time Kyo was slightly interested in the matter but he still obey
Kaoru order and left them alone.
The talks seem to have work between Die and Kaoru to what Kyo had
realized. Shinya and Toshiya relationship was improving. Still Kyo wasn’t
showing great interest in it.
The concert is coming, everyone were busy. Kyo busy too, very busy
and tired now. He starts to felt bored with his recent living, he wanted
something more, something more fun and maybe wired.
The band was practicing hard for the coming concert, Shinya and
Die was together now. They are busy but are still sparing out time for their
love… Kyo hate it!
Love? Love? Love? What so great about it!?
He needs a place to relax.
Kyo was in a newly open pub recommend by his friend, alone. This
is a wired pub, all darkness around only with some dim light coming from the
candles. One may eventually bump into another one anytime. The scary
atmosphere, peoples shouting frantically; this place was just like heaven to
Kyo, he had come to the right place.
Kyo was half drunk after having few mugs of beer. This is the best
time to enjoy the atmosphere. Kyo starts walking around the pub, many times he
knock onto others, they yell at one another then ignored and walks away. No one
will fight here.
Faintly, Kyo seem to notice someone that attract his attention.
That person was tall with white hair, looking much like a prince to Kyo. Why
would such guy visit here? Although it was dark around but Kyo manage to have a
clear view of that man. Kyo approaches him.
They start chatting; then they realize they shared some comment
topic and soon they become friend. That guy told Kyo that he like this pub
because they use candles instead of electric lightning. That man does not like
places that are too bright so this is the best place for him.
This man was attracting Kyo more; they manage to chat lots. Kyo
then realize the man shared the same idea as he did, they are both quiet people
but now they are chatting so much just after knowing one another lesser than
one hour.
Kyo and that man was love at first sight?
“ IMPOSSIBLE!!” Kyo couldn’t believe it but he have to.
Kyo was drunk, that man was drunk and both ended up in the hotel
sleeping the whole night without doing anything. Next morning, Kyo wake up and
left the hotel alone.
His mind was in chaos in this few days after the appearing of that
man.
Kyo was struggling now. His philosophy was telling him that he
should not fall in love. His heart was telling him that he need to see that man
once more! He will have a way to figure it himself. It will be easy for Kyo to
find that man, he knows exactly where the man was.
Kyo went to the same pub. As soon as he enters the hall, he starts
looking around for that man hoping to find that man here instead at the work
place. Just a few steps, Kyo had knock into few people.
Kyo walk further inside the hall, eyes still scanning around
looking for someone with white hair.
Someone pull Kyo suddenly making the later to shriek, Kyo was pull
to a concern
“ Kyo…”
Kyo stare at that person when he heard his name is being called.
He was irritate at first by such action, follow on his eyes brighten up when he
had a clear view of that man whom was the one Kyo was looking for.
“ Why did you leave so fast that day?”
Kyo heart was beating fast. He did not answer the question.
The man was still looking at Kyo waiting for him to say something.
“ Say something please?” Kyo look up when the man say that, now
very sure that he had fall in love with this man standing in front of him.
“ AHHHHHHHHH………” Kyo ran
away shouting.
This can’t be truth…
I won’t fall in love… I don’t want to! It is my
philosophy!
Love is TROUBLESOME!
“ But… I’m in love!”
Toshiya stop his bass. Kaoru and Die stare at their vocalist.
Shinya drop his drumstick. “ What?” All of them ask at the same time.
It was just that Kyo realized he had speak out what is in his
mind.
Sweatdrop…
Silent…
Waiting…
“ Just joking…” Kyo bring his bandmate doubt pass with such idiot
answer.
<Kyo!!! They won’t believe so easily!! >__<)
Kyo was standing in front of the pub; he had been standing there
for almost an hour. He starts to move in then he stop and left. The following
few days, Kyo had been doing the same thing.
He wants to see that man so he came…
He was afraid to admit he had fallen in love so he left…
<Accept him Kyo!!>
Still standing in front of the pub, it had been a weeks. Finally
Kyo decides to go in but that day he did not see that man.
After the band concert, Kyo and Toshiya happened to have a chat.
Toshiya was talking about how love was so troublesome, something that match Kyo
thought. (Deep part 10—the part where Totchi was talking about love and Kyo was
the only one who agrees with him/ this is the reason!)
“ Kyo someone looking for you!”
Kyo conversation with the
bassist ended. Kyo left the room to see who was looking for him. As soon as he
left the room, the rest of his bandmate was busy gossiping about that person
who comes to look for Kyo.
“ Really?” Shinya was the first one to ask. “ Are you sure he is
the one?”
“ Yes of course!”
“ Why is he looking for Kyo?”
“ Wanted to snatch our vocalist?”
“ He is a vocalist himself, it not possible!”
Blah… blah… blab…
Out in the hall, Kyo could clearly see whom that person was when
he enters it. That man smile to Kyo when he sees him, in the hand of that man
was a bouquet of flower.
“ For you and the band, congratulation for the success concert!”
That man passes the flower to Kyo.
“ I think I really in love with you!” The man nearly spilt the coffee he was having when Kyo told him
about it. It was so sudden. The man just stare blankly at Kyo, thinking hard
then he gave Kyo a reply, Kyo was smiling after he heard what the man told him.
I can’t believe I just start a relationship
with a man so easily??? Oh well… forget it; let me enjoy what romance is.
Author: (Kyo have a lover now! >__<) Thanks to VM who hint
me an idea to give Kyo a boyfriend. Question: Who is this Kyo’s lover?
Make a guess using the small hint in this story…
Hint no 1. He looks like a prince.
Hint no 2. This man likes dark places, I mean he like to use
candle more than bulb.
Hint no 3. He is a vocalist in his ex-band.
Isn’t it easy? Answer will be in somewhere inside Deep.
Finally conclusion! Everyone in Deep
seem to have suffer from love… So the author decides to be fair! Continue the
story below…
The first time they kiss was in the pub. It was the first time Kyo
felt so good kissing with someone, it was told to him that because the one you
kissing now was someone you love so you will feel great!
Kyo believe now.
Kyo was always daydreaming in the practices and left immediately
after the practice to meet his lover. His bandmate was getting suspicious but
they never ask.
The first time Kyo goes to his lover’s house. All he felt was like
going to that pub where he meets his lover; the only different was his lover
house was quiet. Candles were the thing use to brighten up the house, Kyo did
not care much either, and anyway it felt nice in this atmosphere.
“ Kyo…” His lover whisper behind him, hand was now around Kyo’s
waist.
Kyo could felt his lover starts to kiss his neck, hand was moving
up and down his body. The sensation was so good, Kyo love it and soon they were
both on the bed. They remove their clothes but did not stop their passion
kissing.
It was great…
“ Kyo… I love you!”
Kyo was clutching onto his lover’s hair as his lover play around
Kyo’s nipple that had harden. Both their manhood was hard too, they hint each
other that they are ready. Kyo move his hand down his lover manhood and slowly
move up and down but his lover stop him.
“ Let me!”
Kyo lover start to do the same thing that Kyo had did earlier. It
was damn good, Kyo was breathing hard and giving out some sound. Their first
time seem to went on smoothly, Kyo was feeling great, everything was fine but
just then Kyo realize something.
“ I should be the one in charge!” Kyo push his lover away.
“ Huh?”
“ I say I am the ‘man’ here!”
Kyo and his lover stare at each other. Their passion had cool down
at this moment.
“ I think I should be the one.” His lover said. “ I’m always the
one in charge.”
They glare at one another, knowing that both are the ‘man’
position. Their passion had cool down but not their manhood, they need to
release it. “ Fine do it yourself!” Both said at the same time.
They did no break up as they are really in love with one another
but they did not have sex either as they were still arguing who such be the
man.
LOVE IS ALWAYS SO TROUBLESOME!!!! >__<
Owari
Evil TSMR plot—make Kyo suffer too. Hee… Hee, let the reader
decide who should be the ‘man’. Let see others decision, if no one reply on
this, well… no more appearing of Kyo’s lover or conclusion on who will be the
‘man’.
(6/4/2002)
to be continue…
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