| all the above pictures have been given to me through either leonard himself or chris. that dirty bastard. whether or not these pictures were sent to me under "sound" moments is not for debate. because i am now in possession of these pictures and i have been given the authority to use them in the manner concerning this website. i will now go masturbate vigorously with a coke bottle and a stick of gum. keeping this here for now. lizz helped me with the last few ones as well...thanks chica. song is If You Go Away by Emiliana Torrini sorry to all the people i cut out of the pics... |
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| <......miss leonard... |
| if you go away as i know you must there is nothing left, in this world to trust just an empty room, full of empty space like the empty look, i see on your face and i'd be the shadow of your shadow if you might have kept me by your side if you go away, if you go away, if you go away |
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| If you go away on this summer's day than you might as well take the sun away all the birds that flew in the summer sky when our love was new and our hearts were high and the day was young and the nights were long and the moon stood still for the night bird's song if you go away, if you go away, if you go away |
| but if you stay i'll make you a day like no day has been or will be again and sail on the sun and we'll ride on the rain and talk to the trees and worship the waves but if you go, i'll understand leave me just enough love to fill up my hand if you go away, if you go away, if you go away |
| but if you stay i'll make you a night like no night has been or will be again i'll sail on your smile i'll ride on your touch i'll talk to your eyes that i love so much but if you go i won't cry though the good is gone from the word goodbye if you go away if go away if you go away |
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| if you go away as i know you will you must tell the world, to stop turning til you return again if you ever do for what good is love, without loving you? can i tell you now, as you turn to go i'll be dying slowly till the next hello if you go away, if you go away, if you go away |
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| if you go away... |
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| ok. so i've done it you guys. and...i've cried the whole time. i don't know what to say anymore...it's...going to be so hard. i'll look for him that first damned day...and for the days after. there's this really ugly feeling inside me as i write this, as i set up these stupid pictures, as i listen to the song i've put here, as i look at his god fucking perfect self. i feel so lost. this is so fucking wrong, i shouldn't have to be doing this. i don't want to do this anymore...i feel so damned alone and wronged. everything is fucking ...not right. i miss leonard and i don't know how to ever fix it. i'm sorry that it wasn't me you guys...i beg for it and he didn't ever deserve it. i feel so useless now. |
| missing leonard since 5/28/04 hurting inside since 5/28/04 loving him now and forever and always |
| back....back to the beginning to start this all over i wish. |