In Loving Memory of Trenton Riley Robbins

In Loving Memory of
Trenton Riley Robbins
July 23, 2003 - August 16, 2003

Trenton Riley Robbins

Trenton was an angel sent from heaven to save me... last October when I found out I was pregnant with Trenton I was not doing so good, I was homeless and had a life leading to nowhere. So when I found out I was pregnant my parents helped me to find a maternity home to go live in, so I went and lived there. Because of Trenton over the next nine months me and my parents restored our relationships, I became a Christian and got extremely close to God.

Me and his father improved our relationship, Trenton saved me from probable death. Who knows where I would be right now if he hadn’t come into my life. Since he saved me I wanted to save him, so me and his father decided to place him for adoption. Since I decided to do this the last month of my pregnancy, when I had Trenton he had to go live in the adoption agency foster care because I had not found a family. He was growing great and was such a perfect baby and he was so beautiful.

I finally found the perfect family, the day before he was to be adopted the foster mothers sixteen year old daughter murdered him. I spent the day and night in the hospital with Trenton until he was pronounced brain dead, even then he taught me more. He was a strong baby, he saved his mama's life. Trenton was an angel sent from heaven, he helped a lot of people and touched a lot of people.
I love you Trenton my precious angel.

Trenton’s Funeral 8-19-03

Born: July 23 2003 9:26 am
8lb 14 oz 20 1\4 inches long.
Died August 16 2003 at 10:37 am 12lbs.

I first wanted to start out by reading this song called Trust His Heart and some scripture. The scripture I chose was 2nd Samuel 12: 15-23 and 2nd Corinthians 1 3-5.

2nd Samuel 12:15-23: After Nathan had gone home the Lord struck the child that Uriah’s wife had borne to David, and he became ill. David pleaded with God for the child. He fasted and went into his house and spent the nights lying on the ground. The elders of his household stood beside him to get him up from the ground, but he refused and he would not eat any food with them. On the seventh day the child died. David’s servants were afraid to tell him that the child was dead, for they thought, while the child was still living we spoke to David but he would not listen to us. How can we tell him the child is dead? He may do something desperate. David noticed that his servants were whispering among themselves and he realized the child was dead. Is the child dead he asked? Yes they replied he is dead. The David got up from the ground. After he had washed, put on lotions and changed his clothes, he went into the house of the Lord and worshipped. Then he went to his own house, and at his request they served him food, and he ate. His servants asked him, why are you acting this way? While the child was alive you fasted and wept but now that the child is dead you get up and eat! He answered while the child was still alive, I fasted and wept. I thought, who knows? The Lord may be gracious to me and let the child live. But now that he is dead why should I fast? Can I bring him back again? I will go to him but he will not return to me.

2nd Corinthians 1 3-5: Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our troubles so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves have received from God. For just as the sufferings of Christ flow over into our lives, so also through Christ our comfort overflows. This verse shows us that God will comfort us and we have him to lean on and rely on. I take comfort in this verse and I hope you will also.

This is a beautiful and loving gift to Angel Trenton from my dear friend, Carol, mom to Angel Michael.

Trenton Riley was born on July 23; he was the most beautiful baby. He was so sweet and loving. He was like an angel. And you could say he was my angel. I want to tell y'all about how Trenton saved my life and the purpose he had. Before I got pregnant with Trenton my life was not so good. For four years I was going on a down hill spiral. I was not close to God or my family I was falling into darkness. God really started working in my life to save me and he was arranging things. Then I got pregnant with Trenton.

I lost my apartment and my friends and I had nowhere to live. So I had to move to the Elizabeth home. We started out with eight girls at the home. I learned so many things from those girls and as the months went by girls left the home. When finally the last two months of my pregnancy I was there all by myself. God placed me by myself so I would just have to rely on him and on him only. During those two months my life took an exciting and dramatic change I began a personal and loving relationship and
journey with God. He became my best friend.

I started thinking about Trenton and what was best for him. I started to realize how Trenton saved my life. If it was not for him there is no telling where I would be right now. If it were not for him I wouldn’t be so close to God and my family. Trenton was my angel. I am so thankful for him and what he did for me. I think God sent Trenton to me to save me and help others. That was Trenton’s purpose for his life.
And he fulfilled his purpose and he went home.

I promised Trenton I would tell you what he did because he did so much in the three weeks he was here. He deserves respect and honor. He has impacted people’s lives and brought them closer together. I am still on a journey but at least I have God
by my side and that is all thanks to the precious angel that came.

Trenton Riley Robbins. Please remember him and what he did, he did a lot in the three weeks and 9 months he was here and he deserves a lot of recognition and respect. I love you Trenton and you are in my heart always and I want you to know that I love you and thank you and I am so grateful that you came. I know that you are okay because God is holding you in his arms until our reunion. I love you and rest in peace because you did well. I am not going to say good-bye but I will see you later baby.

Testimony for Trenton, at the trial

Trenton was a beautiful baby. He was also such a good baby, he slept between feedings only cried when you changed his diaper. Trenton saved my life. What I mean by that is that Trenton helped me turn my life around. I owed him so much, and am so thankful he came into my life. Since Trenton saved my life I wanted to do the exact same thing for him. So due to circumstances beyond my control, I decided to place Trenton for adoption. I wanted to give him everything that I couldn’t give him and let him have a lot more. When he was born I spent those precious days in the hospital with him, told him how much I loved him and what a great life he was going to have. When he left the hospital I told him I would see him soon, I found the perfect family for him, they were so loving and caring when I met them I knew these were the perfect people and family Trenton deserved. I felt honored for them to take care of my darling son.

On August 15, 2003 I got the worst phone call in my entire life. I had just gotten home from buying a whole bunch of stuff for the adoption ceremony the next day. When I got home my dad sat me down and said "Cassy, Trenton has been in an accident." So we got to the hospital as fast as we could. When we got there and the doctor told me he was 99.9 percent brain dead I about fell over. The doctor also said that his injuries were not consitstent to a simple fall, and when I saw him his head was swollen to twice its normal size. The ventilator was the only thing keeping him alive. When I walked in the room to see him, he didn’t look like himself at all, he will
always be beautiful to me though.

I thought, how could she do such a thing to such a sweet baby? He looked up at you with trust, he trusted you, and you killed him. How could you kill a innocent baby, they cant defend themselves, you took away an innocent life. I was going to get to watch him grow up, be a part of his life, but the last time I got to see him was like that. Nobody should have to sit and watch their child die, and know that there is nothing you can do for them. I don’t know why you hurt him and killed him, but I want you to know that you killed an innocent baby. He was defenseless, you took away a child
from his adoptive parents and you took him away from me.

I stayed with Trenton until he was pronounced brain dead. I told him I would see that justice got served for him. You should admit completely to what you did and willingly accept punishment and when you have done that and that’s the only way you can keep from making the situation worse. I wish you could have seen what you did to him in the hospital, to see the aftermath of what you did. He was a great baby and when you have children one day, if you do, you will realize the horrendous thing you have done to several people. You will realize that you murdered a baby as innocent as your own and that is something you will have to live with for the rest of your life. I realize that the people who spoke on your behalf and said that they would not have a problem leaving a child in your care, did not hear the testimony of the cornorer, and did not hear of the violence you inflicted upon Trenton. Even though justice wasn’t done here,
it will be done when you face the almighty God.

Child of Mine

A child of God's I think they call..
That little boy of mine.
The one I held so close to me
For all that countless time.

For all the Moms and Dads out there
That have a special one..
You know that child of God's you have
You call your little son.

I call him mine as I see now
I held him when he cried...
And it was me that held him oh so close
On the night I watched him die.

Dear Lord I know you set with us
And held his little hand
I know you loved that son of mine
And loved us all you can.

But Lord I gave him life you see..
It was me that held him first,
It was you that watched us both so close
And helped us through the worst..

The child of mine I lend you now...
Take care of him for me...
And help the other Moms and Dads
As I know its hard to see...
That little child we call our son
Was really meant to be.

We’ll loan him to you for a while,
So love him while you may..
Cause when you call us home again
That will be the day...
I will hold that child of mine again
In my arms is where he’ll stay.
~Unknown Author~

All 5 of these gifts above and the two gifts below are from my dear friend, Pammi.
She also wrote this about Trenton's page ~
"I can hear the music just fine. it is beautiful and so is the page,
the story tragic and heart wrenching... my goodness
my heart just aches for her. here are some gifts for Trenton and his mommy
she is an amazing young lady"

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Dearest Cassey
My heart is so much with you
What a precious little ANGEL.
As God would say
He was too good for this world
Now he looks, watches over you
But most of all he loves you
As he knew you tried your best
To give him the best
ALWAYS BELIEVE THAT

Written By Sue-Anne Aguilera~~~Lee'sMom
MY DEEPEST LOVE CASSEY
And yes now Cassey, ANGEL Trenton

In Loving Memory of Lee Henry Aguilera

My Angel Son Michael

With Love in Memory of Baby Angel Trenton
Ann, Laurasmom

" How wonderful that God called your name and chose you
to follow him and so, he sent an angel to show you the way
I am so happy to present you with
my Most Angelic Site Award for a web page
of such beautiful spirituality that shows
what a beacon of light you are to the world.

"This sweet little angel Trenton, was always meant to be in heaven,
but he was sent to fulfill a mission,
and that mission was you. Trenton went back home
where he will wait for you
and I just know he is so very proud of his mom
and how you have found the right path to follow."
God bless you
Love
Ann, Laurasmom

A friend can hear a tear drop.

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