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"Our little angels are in Heaven, but in our hearts everyday."
No words can begin to express the sorrow we felt when our daughters died a few hours after they were born.  We found that we could not find the answers we were looking for when we asked why this happened, but we also learned that we could grow even closer, which we did, even though we thought we could get no closer.
The one thing that we have learned from this whole experience is that you should cherish each and every moment of life, because you never know what the future holds.  Take the extra couple of seconds it takes to say "I love you" and get a kiss and a hug, even if you are running late.
Our lives were changed forever on October 14, 2000...
Emily Claire
1 lb. 1 oz.
11 1/2 inches long
Oct.14-Oct.14, 2000
Hannah May
1 lb. 0 oz.
11 inches long
Oct.14-Oct.14, 2000
On October 10, 2000, while I  was at work, I  started bleeding and went to the hospital.  I  was put in a position called the Trendelenburg, which basically means that I  laid on my  head with my  feet in the air.  After the doctor arrived, some SEVEN  hours later (he didn't feel it was important enough to come right then, even though I was a triple high-risk pregnancy), I was life-flighted to a high-risk hospital.   The doctors there found that I was dilated too far to do anything medically to stop labor.  I was on magnesium sulphate--at the maximum level, for 4 days.  On Saturday, October 14, 2000, the doctor checked me and found that I was totally dilated.  He told us that the babies would be born sometime that day, and that they do not make tubing and equipment small enough to help babies that small.  We left it in God's hands, since the doctors could not do anything more.  Our daughters were born, at 24 weeks.  They were very small, the size of baby dolls, but they were perfect.   Hannah came out crying--such a frail cry.  After that, I started losing alot of blood and was rushed to the operating room, where Emily was born.  They held their own, with no assistance, for several hours.  The nurse brought them in to us.  We held our babies for the first...... and last, time.   
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I cannot explain just how losing our daughters has changed me.  One of the "positive" things is that I found I could put my emotions into words, and can "talk" to Hannah and Emily. Click here to read poems written by me.