| Upon Receiving Credit Card Bill Life is torture/How many hours till the dam bursts?/Citidollars./Hi! Recognize me? Just to warn you, I'll probably be a dead bore & two days from now you'll have to extract me from your life. What do you want: bluntness or "spontaneity?"/Turn your lists & namings into actions./I reminisce in a daze and the ash lengthens & droops, finally drifts off & flitters 30 feet to the ground./Well blue eyes, did I psych-dream again?/The barriers (a wall of doubts, mistrust, & confusion) are staying up for now. Its too easy to drown in the muck of burnt fingers./It's gonna be boring without you, bro'./Its the middle of November & still sweat-breaking in the middle of the afternoon. Geo-nuclear-thermal-global-greenhouse effect-warming./Are you gonna laugh? Only because I once used that line myself./...Living in the caves of an ice candle./I miss you too, lost in your stupor. Do you get flashes of former brilliance, ever?/Why did you always hate me? Am I so unconventional a pill that an outgrown hippie can't swallow? PamFriedEhli/1990 I was looking at my last charges from my 2nd camp summer, sitting in a little shared house in Rapid wondering what the fuck was going to happen to me. |
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