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I write the zine destroying something beautiful.  I'm new to this and have just published issue number three.  You can contact me about my zine at rejected_anonymity@yahoo.com.
destroying something beautiful #1
This is my first issue, originally put together in January 2003.  Much of the material used is from my past.  This first issue is a part of me. It is very personal and shows a side of me that went through a lot of hurting.  It includes stuff about my writer's block, self destruction, poetry, lyrics of songs that spoke to me, and pictures of yours truly.

*Currently out of print - distros: please contact me for possible reprint
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destroying something beautiful #2
This issue was finished in April, 2003.  In it I talk about bisexuality, not knowing myself, and my grandmother.  It's a bit different from the first issue, in that not everything flows neatly together to form a continuum, but the layout is much more open and organized.
#2 is 28 pages, 1/2-sized.

*Currently out of print - distros: please contact me for possible reprint*
destroying something beautiful #3
Number three was finished in August, 2004.  This is what I would call the gender issue.  I discuss how I am both a girl and a boy and also something in between.  You should read this if you're curious or confused about who and what I am, or if you are just wondering whether to call me he or she. 
#3 is 20 pages, 1/2-sized.

*I need to make more copies - will be on sale at leftshoe.org soon*