I see myself red and ahead

I find it a miracle I'm not dead

LOVE, HATE, SUICIDE, all lack of pride

Shadows of my BrOkEn MiNd

I slice and dice but I never die

It's not a suicidle gesture

It just gets me through the night

If you could save me how would you appear

An angel or apparition only volitale and unclear

A candle burning out or a skipping song

The thing that helps me most I dont consider wrong

I slice and dice but I never die

It's not a suicidle gesture

It just gets me through the night

I've found relief in my despair

I take matters into my own HaNdS

I have to when no one CaRes

A KnIfE a FrIeNd puts HuRt to an end

I slice and dice but I never die

It's not a suicidle gesture

It just gets me through the night

Genetic

Sing with me someday

about things unusual

Find in me someway

something less that delusional

I've never cared for anythings worth

I shouldn't start it came with me inbirth

Finding control for me is easy

could you do the same for sane

Control doesn't mean i don't forsee

the ideals of it for me are a game

I dont claim new game or to be cursed

Born with genetics it comes inbirth

TERROR

AT night I dream

of a place close by

AT night I dream

of places gone by

AT night I dream

that I'll never die

AT night I dream

that I've already died

AT night I dream

that I am crying

AT night I dream

that I've nver cried

AT night I dream

I'm awake

AT night I dream

It's a day dream

AT night I dream

I never dream

AT night I dream

I never sleep

I realize everything

everything is real

...and I wish I could dream     

Rage

Given to me an easy key

An easy key with no lock to free

American made strictly for me

Pleasing for the others to see

Strong as I am and can ever be

The others always love to see