A FORCE lay over my heart, one force laid over my heart, another leading me to plains afar, caught in the middle a prey very used , I tried, I learned, I followed whichever passion I used of the two. The one to stay in peace, than that to break free. THIS CHOICE I chose of the two I thought it would last and maybe I will be the victor. I choose you. Is this victory then? These unending cries silently by day by night? There is no voice, the chores done are hollowed of hope… And all that was could be imagined if it existed, may have been stolen and smoked out of life. Hope if it exists is pretty brittle, time itself is taking the slow course to the inevitable crash, and what of it? Has everything is vanity I take my share of it day, by day, and afterwards the same days I seem to repeat. Show human emotion over this matter! Show human emotion over this matter! Here no escape, no parent, no help, no fish for thought…only in this way have you truly got me, so here I am now take me. |
| Entry No:15 A Force Lay Over... |
| A Force Lay Over for the "freak" on fifth floor ID 1948... |
| You also do a casting off so that there is no peace for my soul. I have lost memory of what good is. v17 |
| Good it is for an able-bodied man that he should carry the yoke during his youth.. v27 |
| You also do a casting off so that there is no peace for my soul. I have lost memory of what good is. v17 |
| Good it is for an able-bodied man that he should carry the yoke during his youth...v27 Let him put his mouth in the very dust. Perhaps there exists hope. v29 |
| Verses 17, 27, and 29 taken from Lamentations of Jeremiah NWT Chapter 3. |