It's like I've written this same letter a thousand times before, I'm really happy to be somewhere with someone who makes me happy, but I never realize who she is until it's too late. I took a long walk around campus today and thought about how she made me feel, but now she's four hundred thousand miles away, last week she was a five minute drive away. Sometimes I wonder what's going through my head. I was sick of being let down and my destruction by waiting seems to have gotten the best of me again. It seems that I'm still waiting for the world to come crashing down again, maybe I'll wait till someone call's me up to tell me she's dead.
She made me smile so wide when I looked into her eyes, and even though she's not around she's always somewhere in my mind. For every minute yesterday I thought of her. The day she went away I found clarity and learned that I loved her. Falling for her was the easy thing to do, only if there was someway I could make her stick around. I love her more than I ever loved anyone before, hey silly girl I'm begging you, every wish I ever made would come true if I were to wake up lying next to you. Sometimes I wonder what goes through my head.
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